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Queery: Darrell Sampson
The Chantry singer answers 20 gay questions
(Blade photo by Michael Key)
Darrell Sampson came to D.C., he says, on “a fluke” but one thing that kept him here was the city’s appreciation for classical music. The baritone, a fan of all choral music but especially that written before 1750, has found several outlets — he sings with the National Master Chorale, the Woodley Ensemble and Chantry, a group that specializes in this era.
The 16-member Chantry, under the direction of David Taylor, is having the second concert of its 10th season Saturday at St. Mary Mother of God Church (727 5th St., N.W.) at 8 p.m. “Three Kings: Masterpieces for the Magi” will feature motets by Victoria, Lassus, Palestrina, Dufay, Handel, Poulenc and others. Tickets are $27 and are available here. Several of the singers, including Sampson, are gay.
So what’s the appeal of such ancient music? Sampson, a school counselor who has bachelor’s and master’s degrees in music, says he discovered his passion for it in an early music survey class.
“I remember hearing the Gloria from the Missa Papae Marcelli by Palestrina and I almost burst into tears,” he says. “It was the most beautiful thing I’d ever heard. There’s nothing really that can describe what that was like.”
The 35-year-old Decatur, Ill., native also loves “Glee,” Jane Austen novels (he found the zombie mashups “surreal”), hiking and yoga.
He lives in Arlington and he and boyfriend Josh Israel are looking for a place together. (Washington Blade photos by Michael Key)
How long have you been out and who was the hardest person to tell?
I have been out since I was 21. Ironically, my father was the hardest to tell, but he was prepared for it and knew ahead of time. I thought it would come as no great surprise when I told my mother, and yet she was completely shocked.
Who’s your LGBT hero?
Any gay man or woman who has come before me and survived the inevitable struggles that one undergoes —Stonewall, the AIDS epidemic, Liza in “Sex and the City 2.” I have had it easier because of those who came before me and young people coming out now will have had it easier because of my generation.
What’s Washington’s best nightspot, past or present?
Nellie’s or Freddie’s in Arlington.
Describe your dream wedding.
My dream wedding would be an extremely small affair. Close friends and family would attend, perhaps outdoors in the fall. Poetry, writings done by friends. Being a musician, I would probably want to have a small consort of singers so one slight “frill.”
What non-LGBT issue are you most passionate about?
Education. All our children deserve a quality education to prepare them to become productive citizens in the world. In my job I work with a wide variety of students and their families, from those who have every material advantage in the world to those who have very little and whose lives are constantly undergoing change. All of these students need assistance in some way … Children failing is rarely going to be the result of one party’s actions. Rather, we as a whole society are responsible for helping these students grow and achieve. The schools have a responsibility, the families have a responsibility, the neighborhoods have a responsibility and most of all we as a citizenry have a responsibility.
What historical outcome would you change?
I would welcome being able to change any situation in which a group of people was victimized or attempts made to eradicate them. History is full of these examples — the Holocaust, slavery in the United States and abroad, gay civil rights, Rwanda. What saddens me is that we continue to repeat these mistakes as a human race.
What’s been the most memorable pop culture moment of your lifetime?
The “coming-out” episode of “Ellen.” Quickly followed by its cancellation and then quickly followed by the premiere of “Will & Grace.” It was a sign that things were changing rapidly for the better.
On what do you insist?
Kindness, respect and really listening to others. Think about it — we rarely truly “listen” to each other any more without interjecting and getting defensive.
What was your last Facebook post or Tweet?
Come hear some wonderful music from the early music ensemble Chantry! Saturday, January 22nd at 8 p.m. at St. Mary, Mother of God in Gallery Place, Chinatown.
If your life were a book, what would the title be?
“Confessions of a Jane Austen Addict: My Eternal Search for Mr. Darcy.”
If science discovered a way to change sexual orientation, what would you do?
Personally, nothing. I am happy the way I am.
What do you believe in beyond the physical world?
No comment. I like to remain open and neutral to all faiths and belief systems that come into my office.
What’s your advice for LGBT movement leaders?
Perseverance. Change has already come to pass, more is on the way.
What would you walk across hot coals for?
The chocolate pear tart at the Queen of Tarts bakery in Dublin, Ireland. I’m not kidding — I would.
What LGBT stereotype annoys you most?
Most stereotyping annoys me. There is a huge wealth of diversity in the LGBT community, as there is in any other.
What’s your favorite LGBT movie?
“Beautiful Thing.” Corny, schmaltzy, and I love it every time I watch it.
What’s the most overrated social custom?
De-friending on Facebook. It’s Facebook, people … really?
What trophy or prize do you most covet?
Winning the lottery. Who wouldn’t?
What do you wish you’d known at 18?
It’s not always important that I be right.
Why Washington?
I came out here to look around for work, for life, on a whim one summer — I had no idea what I was hoping for. Frank Albinder, the conductor of the Woodley Ensemble, hired me to sing a choral gig after I had been here a week, and I found myself singing Renaissance music in the National Cathedral not long after. I was hooked — it was what I had been searching for over five years. It is in those moments of creating incredible music that I know that I am home.
One of the biggest headaches of the new home process is the actual moving part. By the time someone is buying a home, most people are beyond the “I just need a pickup truck, a pizza and a case of beer for my friends.”
If that is still someone’s preferred way to move, that’s great. However, many people find they need a much more robust plan. It can also trigger a lot of feelings about items one owns, what to do with them, do they have too much, should I keep this memento that I never use? Etc.
Moving is a chance for a person to “clean house” literally, figuratively, spiritually and energetically. A person can figure out which items they want to keep, and which need to go. As someone who recently moved across the country, I can speak to this experience. It’s also time for what people call “the fresh start effect.” This phenomenon, according to psychologists, can happen in little moments (like the start of a new work week) and bigger moments (such as moving from one home to the next).
The fresh start effect offers these benefits often mentioned by psychologists:
- Mental Accounting: Dates act as chapter breaks, letting you put past failures into a previous period.
- Psychological Distance: You separate your flawed past self from your aspirational future self (“That was the old me”).
- Optimism Boost: New beginnings clear mental clutter and increase your sense of agency and control
Does this mean that “the new you” will be the perfect version you envisioned? Probably not. We are humans. But it might mean you get a chance to “leave some of the old you behind” within the walls you used to live in, and now have a chance to have a new layout, a new décor, a new color pattern, new wallpaper, donate old furniture and books or magazines, throw out clothes you no longer use or fit in, and enjoy the opportunity to literally use the, “Does this spark joy?” method that was made so popular by Marie Kondo in her Netflix series.
So, for all its hassle and headache, moving is a chance to shake off the “old you” and try on the new you, to incorporate the items you would like to keep and use more of, and shed the items, habits, and ways of thinking that you feel no longer serve you.
I can speak to the experiences that several of my clients had when they moved from a previous residence to a newer one. It usually coincided with a change in relationship status, a change in employment, a change in family size, but sometimes it just seemed to correlate to a new attitude and perspective that the client was really hoping for.
I have literally had clients come to me after the fact, in tears, that they were so happy they made the decision to move out of a situation that no longer served them, and move into one that felt like a much better fit.
Change can be annoying and overwhelming at times, but usually most people come out the other side, not wanting to return to the way they were before.
Joseph Hudson is a referral agent with RLAH. Reach him at 703-587-0597 or [email protected].
Despite a U.S. political climate that has made electric vehicles about as welcome as a vegan at a Texas barbecue, automakers haven’t gotten the memo. The 2027 BMW iX3 and Rivian R2—in showrooms soon—prove the point. But think of them as distant cousins: one arrives impeccably dressed; the other probably has a kayak strapped to the roof.
BMW iX3
$62,000
Range: Up to 434 miles
0 to 60 mph: 4.7 seconds
Cargo space: 30.4 cu. ft.
PROS: Huge driving range. Distinctive styling. Cutting-edge interior.
CONS: Quirky digital controls. Only one U.S. trim level. Pricey options.
WHAT’S NEW: This is BMW’s first production model on its state-of-the-art Neue Klasse platform, radically changing the technology, cabin and electric drivetrain.
The iX3 arrives on our shores in one trim level, the iX3 50 xDrive. Load it up with options and you can sail well past $80,000.
Depending on configuration, this luxe EV delivers an astonishing range before recharging. And a dual-motor, all-wheel-drive system produces 463 horsepower, which allows you to tootle around as fast as a Porsche 718 sportster.
The new “Panoramic iDrive” spreads information across the base of the windshield, supplemented by a central display and steering-wheel controls. An available 3D head-up display adds even more info. It’s futuristic, busy and unmistakably BMW—like someone decided the dashboard needed its own coming-out party.
Then there’s the “Heart of Joy” computer, which coordinates the motors, braking and steering for sharper responses and smoother control. The name may sound like something from a self-help retreat, but the innovation makes the iX3 seriously entertaining to drive.
You also can charge the iX3 from 10 percent to 80 percent in just 21 minutes. Nice.
This isn’t merely an electric X3 with the gasoline bits removed. It’s a tech reset for BMW. Compared with the R2, the iX3 is more polished, more luxurious…but, alas, considerably pricier.
RIVIAN R2
$45,000
Range: Up to 345 miles
0 to 60 mph: 5.9 seconds
Cargo space: 28.7 cu. ft.
PROS: Affordable luxury. Rugged looks. Clever storage.
CONS: No smartphone integration. No glass-roof shade. Touchy touchscreen.
WHAT’S NEW: Everything—the R2 is Rivian’s all-new, smaller electric SUV, and it brings the brand’s adventure-first attitude to a price point far below the larger R1S.
If the BMW iX3 is wearing a beautifully tailored jacket, the Rivian R2 has its sleeves rolled up.
With edgy styling, this is no anonymous crossover wearing an EV costume. Chunky details. Upright proportions. Distinctive lighting all give off an outdoorsy vibe without turning the R2 into a rolling REI catalog.
There are four configurations, with pricing from $45,000 to $58,000. That’s a big difference from the BMW—and potentially the R2’s biggest weapon.
The stats aren’t shabby, either. Driving range is from 275 to 345 miles. The dual-motor, all-wheel-drive setup produces between 350 horsepower and a frankly bonkers 656 horsepower. And the high-performance model lets you zip from 0-to-60 mph in just 3.6 seconds.
Drag-racing credentials? Absolutely!
Inside, there is lots of clever packaging, with flexible seating and generous storage. This EV is designed to carry actual stuff, not merely impress your neighbors.
Yes, there are quirks. Rivian skips Apple CarPlay and Android Auto, while everyday controls—some of which are less than intuitive—live on the touchscreen. And the panoramic glass roof lacks a conventional shade. Huh?
For some owners, those will be minor annoyances. For others, they’ll become daily reminders that Rivian marches to its own beat.
Perhaps that’s not a bad thing, though. The R2 feels less buttoned-up, more mischievous. It’s the automotive equivalent of Billy Porter ignoring the dress code and somehow looking better than everyone who followed it.
Advice
We’re getting married but our parents object
Will their disapproval and shortcomings derail our hopes for a happy life?
Dear Michael,
My girlfriend and I are getting married! We’re really excited, but we’ve got some big concerns as well.
All of our parents have had multiple marriages. I think 10 between the four of them. So we don’t have much in the way of role models for a successful marriage.
Also, we don’t have any parental support. Except for one of my ex-stepmothers whom I’m close to, none of our parents are happy that their daughter is getting married to another woman. That’s an understatement. Religious objections, moral objections, being angry that we’re “embarrassing them,” these are some of the things we’ve been told.
We do have some supportive siblings and step-siblings, which is great, although they’re getting pushback from parents about attending our wedding.
Given all this, what suggestions do you have for how we can make a go of our marriage? The divorce rate is over 50 percent for everyone. With all this baggage, we’re worried that we have even less of a chance. Thank you.
Michael replies:
First, congratulations!
Regarding your lack of family support: I’m sorry that you both have to deal with so much criticism, disdain, and judgment. Please don’t let your parents’ negativity influence your own views of yourselves and your relationship. Focus instead on the love and caring you will get from friends, community and the family who are present on your big day (I hope your siblings are brave enough to make it!). Being the recipients of that support is one of the sweetest parts of getting married.
Don’t worry about the high divorce rate. While some couples really shouldn’t stay married, lots of people get divorced because they don’t know what is required to have a good marriage, or don’t put in the effort to do so. That does not have to be your fate.
Similarly, your parents’ terrible track record doesn’t mean you have to repeat their marital histories. The skills to have a strong marriage are learnable.
To that end, here are the best tips I can offer the two of you:
- If you want a loving marriage, be a loving partner. Don’t snipe, sulk, or do the silent treatment when you’re mad. Unconditional love is largely a myth. Even our dogs won’t love us if we are mean to them.
- Don’t spend much time or effort focusing on what your spouse is doing wrong or how she is letting you down. Doing so leads to resentment and feeling like you’re a powerless victim. Instead, ask yourself what your own contribution is to the problem, and what you can do to make things better. You don’t have much power over your partner, but you have a lot of power over yourself.
You can certainly ask your spouse for what you’d like from her, but don’t expect to always get it. And don’t base your own wellbeing or good behavior on what your partner does or doesn’t do.
- Because any two people are always different in some important ways, there is no way that you both can always want the same things, or think the same way, or have the same priorities. Accept this! There has to be room for each of you to be an individual, not only part of a couple.
- Be generous as often as you can be, and have a boundary when it’s important for you to have one.
- When your spouse states that she has a boundary, respect it. Do not push her to back off from something that is important to her.
- Don’t keep score, including how much more you do or how often you don’t get your way. Instead, work together to have a collaborative marriage where you work together to make decisions and get things done.
- Strive not to weigh the relationship down with neediness. Once we’re grownups, it’s mainly our own job to soothe ourselves. You don’t want to burn out your partner’s empathy.
Of course you can ask for a hug, love, reassurance, support, advice, and a shoulder to cry on when you’re down. Just aim be the first person you turn to when you’re upset, and do your best to keep your own mood steady.
- Do not wait for your significant other to go first. Not on planning a date, not on apologizing, not on loading the dishwasher or cleaning the bathroom. If you wait for her to make the first move, you will have a resentful relationship where nothing good ever happens.
Keeping these principles part of your operating system, even — and especially — at those moments when your spouse isn’t doing her best, will go a long way toward helping you build and maintain a loving and happy marriage.
Michael Radkowsky, Psy.D. is a licensed psychologist who works with couples and individuals in D.C., Maryland, Virginia, New York, and all PSYPACT states. He can be found online at michaelradkowsky.com. All identifying information has been changed for reasons of confidentiality. Have a question? Send it to [email protected].
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