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Introducing the Torchbearers Awards honoring queer, trans women and nonbinary people

Meet the Legends and Illuminators lighting new paths

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The Torchbearers Awards are more than recognitionโ€”they are a continuation of legacy. They honor the quiet architects of progress in our community: those who organize, advocate, build, and protect, often without fanfare but always with purpose. Rooted in a belief in intentional recognition, this honor names those who carry our movements forwardโ€”those who make room for others, who remind us that change is both generational and generative. In a time marked by uncertainty and challenge, these leaders push forward with courage, clarity, and an unwavering commitment to expanding opportunity and equity.

This yearโ€™s honorees reflect the full breadth of our community, spanning generations, backgrounds, identities, and industries. From Legends, with decades of leadership and having created pathways for others, to Illuminators, who are lighting new paths with creativity and innovation, each Torchbearer represents the power of intergenerational leadership and the strength found in our diversity. They are organizers, advocates, artists, policy leaders, healers, and changemakers whose lived experiences shape a shared vision for equity and liberation.

This award is our love letter to queer and trans women and nonbinary people who carry the flame when it would be easier to let it dim. To those who consistently show up, who use their voice and visibility and stand firm, often without recognition, so that others may live more freely and fully. The Torchbearers Awards celebrates not just what has been done, but the enduring spirit, responsibility, and collective care that ensure the work continues, and that the flame is always passed forward. 

Co-Creators of the Torchbearers Awards: Shannon Alston, June Crenshaw, Heidi Ellis

Torchbearers Awards Advisory Board: Aditi Hardikar, Lesley Bryant, Jasmine Wilson-Bryant, Stephen Rutgers

ILLUMINATOR AWARDEES

  1. Representative Sharice Davids (she/her), (D, KS-03)
    โ€” U.S. House of Representatives
  2. Greisa Martinez Rosas (she/her/ella)
    โ€” Executive Director, United We Dream
  3. Paola Ramos (she/her)
    โ€” Journalist & Correspondent
  4. Meagan A. Fitzgerald (she/her)
    โ€” Journalist & Correspondent
  5. Jessica L. Lewis (she/her)
    โ€” Founder / Producer, Play Play DC
  6. Savannah Wade (she/her)
    โ€” Founder,  OAR Agency
  7. Suhad Babaa (she/her)
    โ€” Filmmaker/ Former Executive Director of Just Vision
  8. Ashlee Davis (she/her)
    โ€” Global Head of Inclusive Outcomes, Ancestry
  9. Jazmine Hughes (she/her)
    โ€” Journalist and Former Editor at New York Times Magazine
  10. Queen Adesuyi (they/she)
    โ€” Policy Advisor & Organizer, ReFrame Health & Justice
  11. Michele Rayner, Esq. (she/her)
    โ€” Civil Rights Attorney, State Representative (Florida House of Representatives) 
  12. Gaby Vincent (she/her)
    โ€” Sports/Cultural Commentator and Community Leader
  13. Jenny Nguyen (she/her)
    โ€” Founder & Owner, The Sports Bra
  14. Denice Frohman (she/her)
    โ€” Independent Artist, Poet / Performer
  15. Vida Rangel (she/her)
    โ€” Founder, Our Trans Capital
  16. Roxanne Anderson (they/them)
    โ€” Executive Director, Our Space
  17. Ann Marie Gothard (she/her)
    โ€” Co-Founder & President, Pride Live (Stonewall National Monument Visitor Center)
  18. Diana Rodriquez (she/her)
    โ€” Co-Founder & CEO, Pride Live (Stonewall National Monument Visitor Center)
  19. Wendi Cooper (she/her)
    โ€” Founder / Executive Director, Transcending Women
  20. Toya Matthews (she/her)
    โ€” City of San Antonio, Texas
  21. Mayor Gina Ortiz Jones (she/her)
    โ€” Sports/Cultural Commentator and Community Leader
  22. Charity Blackwell (she/her)
    โ€” Poet, LGBTQ Advocate & Community Leader
  23. Wilhelmina Indermaur (she/her)
    โ€” Director of Communications, Tyler Clementi Foundation
  24. Em Chadwick (she/her)
    โ€” CMO, For Them & Autostraddle
  25. Kylo Freeman (they/he)
    โ€” CEO, For Them & Autostraddle

LEGEND AWARDEES

  1. Sheila Alexander-Reid (she/her)
      โ€” Executive Director, PHL Diversity, Philadelphia Convention & Visitors Bureau
  2. Cassandra Cantave Burton (she/her)
    โ€” Interim Director of Thought Leadership & Senior Research Advisor, AARP
  3. leigh h. mosley (she/her)
      โ€” Photographer / Educator, PhotoFlo Photography
  4. Jenn M. Jackson, PhD (they/them)
      โ€” Assistant Professor of Political Science; Author & Columnist, Syracuse University
  5. Jordyn White (she/her)
      โ€”  COO, Washington Prodigy / VP of Leadership Development & Research, HRC Foundation
  6. AJ Hikes (they/them)
      โ€” Deputy Executive Director, ACLU
  7. RaeShanda Lias (she/her)
    โ€” Digital Creator, RL Lockhart
  8. Donna Payne-Hardy (she/her)
    โ€” Educator, EEO Specialist, Founder of NBJC, Former Leader at the Human Rights Campaign
  9. Courtney R. Snowden (she/her)
      โ€” Principal, Blueprint Strategy Group
  10. Gaye Adegbalola (she/her)
    โ€” Musician & Activist, Musician / Inductee of the Blues Hall of Fame
  11. Cheryl A. Head (she/her)
    โ€” Independent Author, Novelist (Crime Fiction)
  12. Letitia Gomez (she/her)
    โ€” The American LGBTQ+ Museum, Board Chair 
  13. Lynne Brown (she/her)
      โ€” Publisher, Washington Blade 
  14. Shay Franco-Clausen (She/Her/Ella/Queen)
    โ€” Political Strategist and Organizer
  15. Melissa L. Bradley (she/her)
      โ€” Founder & Managing Partner, New Majority Ventures
  16. Meghann Burke (she/her)
      โ€” Executive Director, NWSL Players Association
  17. Victoria Kirby York, MPA (she/they)
      โ€” Director of Public Policy & Programs, National Black Justice Collective
  18. Joli Angel Robinson (she/her)
      โ€” CEO, Center on Halsted
  19. Jeannine Frisby LaRue (she/her)
      โ€”  CEO, Moxie Strategies
  20. Alice Wu (she/her)
      โ€” Film Director (Saving Face, The Half of It) / Screenwriter
  21. Storme Webber (she/her)
      โ€” Interdisciplinary Artist / Educator, University of Washington
  22. Kim Stone
    โ€” CEO of the Washington Spirit, Washington Spirit
  23. Mickalene Thomas
      โ€” American Visual Artist, Mickalene Thomas Studio
  24. Erika Lorshbough (any/they/she)
    โ€” Executive Director, interACT
  25. J. Gia Loving (she/ella)
      โ€” Co-Executive Director, GSA Network
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What โ€˜Queer Eye for the Straight Guyโ€™ can still teach us

Producer David Collins on lasting impact of hit series

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David Collins (Photo courtesy of Collins)

Itโ€™s hard to imagine where LGBTQ+ television would be without โ€œQueer Eye for the Straight Guy,โ€ the trailblazing reality series that premiered in 2003. 

Each episode of this Emmy-winning show saw a group of gays converge on a struggling man โ€” the titular straight guy โ€” and offer nonstop wit while organizing his endlessly messy life. This program about a group of homosexual helpers took the world by storm, furthering the love of gay television begun by shows like โ€œWill and Graceโ€ but bringing it into the growing medium of reality TV. Of course, it wasnโ€™t perfect; โ€œQueer Eye for the Straight Guy” often cast its experts less as multi-faceted queer folks and more as sources of early 2000s gay jokes. But despite these pitfalls, itโ€™s undeniable that the original program explored the realities of being gay in a way audiences had never seen before. It was a monumental piece of LGBTQ+ representation, and its success is largely owed to the man who fought to get this show made: producer David Collins. 

Collins spoke with the Blade from his Los Angeles home, where heโ€™s spent the past few years living with his husband and his two daughters. David spoke fondly of his many years in the industry, detailing how it feels to be such a huge part of LGBTQ+ history. He explained, however, that he didnโ€™t initially set out to alter how queer people were seen on television. โ€œI never went out to make gay television,โ€ said the producer. โ€œI went out to tell great stories.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m a hillbilly from Ohio, and I thought I was going to be an editor,โ€ David laughed, looking back on his career. โ€œI interned at the Cincinnati Film Office, and I showed up to work my very first day, and the film commissioner was like, โ€˜Get to the airport right now and pick [someone] up. Donโ€™t talk to them.โ€™ Well, I ended up picking up Jodie Foster.โ€ Collins raved about this car ride that changed his life, with the pair becoming friends and Foster pushing him to become a producer who puts their own media out into the world. Eventually, he did just that, and after learning about the wild new genre that was reality TV, he pitched a series to Bravo: โ€œQueer Eye for the Straight Guy.” 

โ€œI was obsessed with Esquire magazine, and they had five categories: fashion, grooming, interior design, culture, food, and wine. So I gave them each a gay, and the Fab Five were born!โ€ Collins said, describing how viewers quickly fell in love with the concept and earned the program four seasons and an Emmy for Outstanding Reality Program. He spoke about how proud he felt creating a show that centered real gay people, not characters in a story, remembering, โ€œTo stand in the middle of Times Square and look up and see this massive billboard with the original Queer Eye guysโ€ฆit wasnโ€™t even a dream come true, because it wasnโ€™t a dream I had even fathomed.โ€

With his series, people were watching actual gay men and learning the realities of a queer culture that had always been portrayed as a danger to society. Collins tearfully recounted hearing about queer people using the show as a way to connect with their family, saying, โ€œWhat Iโ€™m most proud of thatโ€™s come out of Queer Eye [are] the conversations that that series has allowed to have people around their kitchen tables with little boys in Ohio like me who were scared to death that they were going to burn in hell because their pastor was telling them that they were a sinner.โ€

Now, for all of its trailblazing, the program wasnโ€™t wholly positive; the showโ€™s focus on the central โ€˜straight guyโ€™ meant it rarely delved into the lives of its Fab Five. Collins regretted that lack of depth but understood that earlier audiences werenโ€™t accustomed to such a nuanced look into queerness โ€” that would have to wait for the reboot. 

When โ€œQueer Eyeโ€ came out in 2018, audiences were introduced to not only a new Fab Five, but a whole new format (that didnโ€™t rely on a straight person). Now, the series would assist queer folks and allies alike, spotlighting these individuals as well as the queer experts helping them improve their lives. The show has been applauded for its amazing makeovers, but where it truly stands out is its representation, offering a look into individuals across the country and the struggles โ€” along with the immense joys โ€” of being queer in America today.

Fans were disappointed to hear that โ€œQueer Eyeโ€ would be ending after its 10th season, but David stressed that they wouldnโ€™t have to be sad for long. โ€œWhat I will say to you is this: hang tight,โ€ he teased. โ€œThereโ€™s yet another version of โ€˜Queer Eyeโ€™ to come, and weโ€™re working on that now.โ€ In the meantime, Collins is continuing his work with new shows like the โ€œHouse of Stassi,โ€ a series centered on โ€œVanderpump Rulesโ€™โ€prolific waitress. Heโ€™s excited about these new projects, but emphasized that his heart will always belong to โ€œQueer Eye for the Straight Guyโ€ and all that it continues to do for viewers 19 years after its finale. 

โ€œItโ€™s not about your new outfit or your new couch or your new whatever. Itโ€™s about your humanity,โ€ said Collins, speaking about the core lesson he hopes people take away from the Queer Eye franchise. โ€œItโ€™s about seeing yourself. Itโ€™s about dignity. Itโ€™s about how confidence breeds success.โ€

A valuable message that queer folks can benefit from even more now than they did in 2003. And, while itโ€™s unclear just what lies ahead for this franchise, one thing is for sure: โ€œQueer Eye for the Straight Guyโ€ helped people everywhere understand the power that exists within our queerness. Itโ€™s a truth that has impacted countless pieces of LGBTQ+ television today, and itโ€™s one that Collins promises to keep alive through whatever hit show he creates next. 

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Jason DePuy on coping with homophobia in โ€˜Big Brotherโ€™ house

First drag queen contestant on CBS show fought to stay positive

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Jason DePuy on Big Brother (Photo courtesy of CBS Broadcasting,Inc.)

One week after Jason DePuy (known as Salina EsTitties on โ€œRuPaulโ€™s Drag Raceโ€) was bullied and eventually evicted from CBSโ€™s “Big Brotherโ€ house, the queer drag performer is still emotionally processing his feelings.

During his 24 days in the reality TV competition, DePuy often had a rough time, with fellow cast member Kamuela โ€œKamuโ€ Kirk making homophobic comments and feeling isolated.

In a conversation with Head of Household Rick Devens, Kirk left viewers upset when he said, โ€œBro, miss me with the drag stuff. Miss me. Iโ€™m still an MMA guy, and I have an image to uphold.โ€

Former โ€œBig Brotherโ€ contestant Frankie Grande called his wordsย  โ€˜homophobicโ€™ and โ€˜gross.โ€™ Another comment, where Kirk said he wanted to end DePuyโ€™s career, also received strong backlash online.

Now that he is out of the house, DePuy has been shocked and deeply touched by the love from โ€œBig Brotherโ€ fans and former contestants. We chatted with DePuy for this Blade exclusive.

โ€œTo know that my community was rallying for me outside the house was the most wonderful thing. Seeing how much people were just wanting to shower me with love was incredible. Even my friends, I went to say hi and give them a hug, and theyโ€™re like, โ€˜Uh, uh, come here.โ€™ They had to hold me and let me know America was feeling for me in a way that I had no idea.โ€

He added: โ€œTo see that reality was just overwhelming, and I couldnโ€™t ask for more.โ€

Known as a messy player in the house, DePuy often had to fight to stay positive and stand up for himself. 

โ€œNo one was coming to my rescue. In real life, itโ€™s easy to block people, but in the house, I didnโ€™t have that luxury, so I had to find it within myself to learn how to speak up for myself in a way that wasnโ€™t nasty or biting. I didnโ€™t attack anyone personally, which is what I was the most proud of.โ€

DePuy acknowledged he has had a history of putting his foot in his mouth when it came to certain โ€œDrag Race”moments, being in the public eye, and making a fool of himself. โ€œIโ€™ve learned my lessons; to see how I handled myself in the โ€˜Big Brotherโ€™ house was amazing.โ€ 

While DePuy has been sober for 14 and a half years and has a strong spiritual foundation, in the Big Brother house, he often felt like he couldnโ€™t communicate what he was feeling. 

โ€œAs a queer person, a person of color, a drag queen, I have to be very careful about how I move. I donโ€™t have the luxury or privilege to just act a certain way or say a certain thing. I have to be very careful; Iโ€™m representing me. But who I am is a Latino, a person of recovery, a drag queen, a queer person in the community. I know that thereโ€™s a lot of pressure that comes with that. I felt it was safer for me to sit there and just breathe than try to do anything crazy.โ€

He continued: โ€œI couldnโ€™t speak to the personal attack that was happening in the house, because in my mind I was like, โ€˜no, this is a game, and I have to play it, put that aside.โ€™โ€

Not only can viewers watch the episodes, but they can also watch the live feeds of whatโ€™s happening. Seeing the fansโ€™ social media posts from people who had watched the episodes and the live feeds also contributed to DePuy realizing that his feelings of discomfort were valid.

โ€œTo know that I wasnโ€™t delusional in those moments, that others could see what was happening, has been a lot to take in. Fans and friends let me know the comments made went beyond the gameโ€ฆIโ€™m like, โ€˜Oh, so my instincts were correct.โ€

One of the most poignant moments on the live feeds occurred when DePuy was crying, alone in his room, and said how he missed his gay community.

โ€œI really missed my friends. I missed my queer community. Weโ€™re so colorful. Weโ€™re so loud. Weโ€™re so vibrant. We speak off the cuff, and weโ€™re very truthful and honest with how we speak, and itโ€™s fun. We have fun lingo.โ€

DePuy had to censor his expressions in the house. โ€œBecause I can say one thing, but it can mean something different to straight people than it does with my queer brothers and sisters. So, there was a sense of code-switching that I had to do. I had to even put aside some of my queerness in a way sometimes to fit in.โ€

DePuy was thrilled to be the very first drag queen to ever be cast on the show. 

โ€œIโ€™m honored to have been chosen. Thereโ€™s a million drag queens out there, and to know that I was a contender to come in the house and not even be in drag was like a wow for me. Iโ€™m over here in Hollywood, running around these streets with a wig and heels just to make a dollar to survive, and I have to rely on drag to do that. And then to be offered this opportunity and be given the privilege to say, โ€˜hey, you donโ€™t have to put on the wig for you to be valuable here,โ€™ is just insane to me.โ€

Prior to his shows, DePuy has been hustling for 15 years, flipping burgers and doing drag at night.

โ€œThat has been my life these past since I was 17. So itโ€™s been a long journey; the opportunity to do this out of drag is a very big blessing. Iโ€™m honored and grateful to be the representation of my community.โ€

If you missed Jason on โ€œBig Brother: Unlocked,” the episode can be seen on CBS.com. He will be back on the show for the finale.

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Rainbows in Revolt on a mission to make LGBTQ artistsโ€™ voices heard

Rainbows in Revolt on a mission to make LGBTQ artistsโ€™ voices heard

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Lily Erin, one of Rainbows in Revoltโ€™s signature artists, performed at Capital Pride in June. (Photo courtesy of Rainbows in Revolt)

Last monthโ€™s Pride celebration in D.C. was so fun. Walking around my first Capital Pride with a $15 lemonade I was loving the madness and the color. Artists and small businesses battling banks youโ€™ve never heard of collecting your personal information so you can spin a wheel to snag free merch. Great music blaring, people actually smiling and enjoying themselves, the โ€œGreatโ€ American State Fair could never!

The Monument Stage was on Pennsylvania Avenue, directly in front of the National Gallery of Art and I canโ€™t think of a better venue to see live music. How does someone get on the lineup for Pride? How do we accelerate the visibility of the most talented voices in our community to perform in places like this?

There is certainly not a talent gap, but there is a visibility gap. Chappell Roan went from playing for two people in a parking lot to owning the main stage at Coachella in one year. Whether it is shadowbanning or bias in AI, algorithms have been shown to suppress queer artists. In a digital age, how can queer people break through and show the world how talented they are?

Allison and Matt of Rainbows in Revolt are on a mission to make openly LGBTQ+ artistsโ€™ voices heard. Their goal is to find โ€œmusicians whose queerness is central to their identity as an artist,โ€ and accelerate them to a place where they can actually reach fans.

The only time queer events seem to be in the spotlight is June, but this should be year round, according to Allison and Matt. Rainbows in Revolt wants to act as a โ€œnucleusโ€ for different sub-communities, finding common ground in the universal language of music.

Matt and Allison founded Rainbows as a way to make cheaper, higher quality merchandise for queer artists. While Rainbows has already pledged 20% of their profits to the LGBTQ+ community, with 10% to Whitman-Walker Health and 10% to LGBTQ+ organizations in need, this is just the beginning of the work that they do.

Rainbows โ€œdoes the dirty workโ€ that artists normally struggle to do on their own with limited resources. Interviews, artist profiles, social promotion, playlist discovery, radio outreach, and merch-funded support. This work is normally expensive, time consuming, and requires lots of different skills. Musicians donโ€™t want to be editing clips to post online. Standup comedians donโ€™t want to make graphics for their tour dates. They want to write more. They want to focus on their craft.

In addition to helping artists find their audience, Rainbows has built other digital tools to help queer people connect, including an interactive Safe Space Map for most major cities. It is hard to know which places are truly safe and supportive just from a simple Google search. Attitudes and actions change, and there should be a simple way for queer people to find other places that align with them. The Safe Spaces Maps are all up to date, and are tagged and filterable. Instead of relying on forums and word of mouth, Rainbows has created a centralized way to find authentic community quickly.

I had a chance to talk with Allison and Matt at Pride where Lily Erin, one of their signature artists, was performing on the Monument stage. Lily Erin is a folk singer who is familiar and forging her own path. Her bittersweet sound echoes through Acadia, and her garb mirrors the New England athletes I grew up with. Gorp Core meets streetwear. A graphic tee, hiking shorts, and creamsicle Jordans.

Her debut single, โ€œBus Stop,โ€ tells a sad story about unconditional love, and the conditions that still seem to come with it. Graduating into lockdown, Erin needed a new way to connect with herself and others. Lily made โ€œBus Stop” without an intention to share it, but doing so was a liberation. People have been responding to her honesty around queer-ness, family, and the โ€œghosts which haunt usโ€ even in the daytime.

Rainbows in Revolt has helped Lily Erin go from bars and backyards to The Monument Stage at Pride. This is a meteoric rise, and a testament to both Erinโ€™s talent and the work of Rainbows to promote her. โ€œA little encouragement goes a long way with early artists,โ€ and by โ€œplanting a seedโ€ Rainbows is already seeing their artist garden grow. Community is power, and Erin is a perfect example of how effective simple modern techniques of promotion can be.

A next step for Rainbows is putting on shows themselves. On Oct. 3, Rainbows in Revolt will host an Evening with Ray Boltz at the National City Christian Church. Boltz grew up in the Catholic Church and for many years was the soundtrack to many services, youth camps, and church groups. He was celebrated by millions until he came out in 2008. Allison remembers her community โ€œnever playing his music again.โ€ 

Rainbows in Revolt is helping him to return to the church, and proving that identity does not need to be exclusive. We live in a complicated world with complicated lines being drawn. Boltz proves that these lines donโ€™t exist, and will be breaking down barriers to bring together communities. To Allison, โ€œa trans woman standing next to a straight white man in church is a powerful teacher.โ€

The Safe Space maps bridge all types of spaces, and one of the unlikely ones is, perhaps, churches. Matt said that โ€œBYU has only nine safe spaces around their campus and seven of them are churches.โ€ Not all churches are anti-gay, and many times they are the only place for people to find community.

Rainbows in Revolt is just getting started bridging gaps and building community.

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