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Sacrificing self
New documentary profiles gay Naval Academy alumniĀ
‘Out of Annapolis’
Oct. 22 at 9:30 p.m.
U.S. Naval Memorial Theatre
701 Pennsylvania Ave., N.W.
$15

Director Steve Clark Hall during his service days in 1982 off the coast of Connecticut. (Photo courtesy of the filmmaker)
Baltimore resident Frank McNeil remembers with a chuckle some of the tricks of the trade he and his Marine Corps buddies ā the few who were out to each other ā used to keep handy during their years at North Carolina’s Marine Corps Base Camp Lejeune where he was stationed in the ’80s.
There was a gay bar in nearby Jacksonville, N.C., ironically dubbed Secrets. But partying there was too dangerous because military police would routinely troll the Secrets parking lot for cars with military stickers, trace the owners and confront them.
McNeil wormed his way out of getting busted a few times ā enough to learn Secrets was too close to home to patronize.
“‘So, Corp. McNeil, why was your car parked at a gay bar?'” McNeil remembers the conversation unfolding. “‘Uhhh, I loaned it to a friend.’ You just learned not to go out in Jacksonville, most of us went out in Wilmington, which was like an hour away. So you could go out and have fun but your guard was up, or at least mine was.”
McNeil left the military in 1991, before “Don’t’ Ask, Don’t Tell” was enacted. His story and 10 others are told in the new film “Out of Annapolis,” a documentary that will be screened as half of a double bill at the U.S. Naval Memorial Theatre in Washington Oct. 22. It’s one of three films being screened this month as a mini Reel Affirmations festival as the LGBT film marathon has moved its usual lineup from October to April.
Director Steve Clark Hall, a San Francisco Navy vet whose own story is shared in the film, says he was inspired to make the documentary because he was tired of seeing gays misrepresented.
“I’m just trying to put a real face on who we are,” Hall says. “Everything we see so misrepresents us, so we started with a website three-and-a-half years ago. Who are these people? You know, gays are always assumed to be these other people. Not people we know. Not who we are, but then all of a sudden it’s like, ‘Oh, gays are my good friends or my neighbors.'”
Hall, who spent 20 years in the Navy, says he was “about as out as one could be without having gay tattooed on my forehead. I didn’t raise my hand and say, ‘I’m gay, kick me out.’ I think it wasn’t much of a problem for me because I was always a team player. Always an asset.”
McNeil had an especially rough time keeping his personal and professional life in balance. In those pre-“Don’t Ask” years, he only confided in a “very select” group of friends about his sexual orientation. His late partner, Chris Duncan, was battling AIDS, a factor in McNeil’s eventual resignation.
“It brought a lot of mixed feelings because I really loved what I was doing, but you just couldn’t share completely,” he says. “You couldn’t have your partner’s picture out. You had to change your pronouns. ⦠There was a sense of dismay that you couldn’t quite be honest with the people you were serving.”
“Out of Annapolis” started in the summer of 2008 as an undertaking of the United States Naval Academy OUT ā a group of LGBT U.S. Naval Academy alumni and their supporters. Hall, a novice filmmaker, says the project, which included a study of the experiences of gay alumni, aims to educate the public about the experiences of gay service members before and during “Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell.” Participants were selected to give a good cross-representation of experiences. About 300 participated in the study, 75 were interviewed and 11 were chosen for the film.
“It was tough to pare it down,” Hall says. “We had some great stories we had to turn away because it would have over-represented a certain group.”
The movie debuted in New York in June and has been making the rounds of LGBT film festivals since. Hall and five others, including McNeil, will be at the D.C. screening, its local premiere.
“It’s very powerful,” says Larry Guillemette, Reel Affirmations festival chair. “I think it will resonate a great deal given the defeat our community just experienced on the ‘Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell’ legislation. I think it will hopefully galvanize people to get more involved.”
Perhaps ironically, Hall didn’t conceive the project as an anti-“Don’t Ask” manifesto. The policy is hardly mentioned in the film.
“Some of it is just chronology,” he says. “Some of the people we profiled served before the policy began. But the film interestingly doesn’t sit there and try to make an argument, but in some ways just hearing the stories makes it the greatest argument against ‘Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell’ because people can see what it was really like trying to live under the law. We were forced to be two different people and you just can’t be.”
PHOTO: Frank McNeil at his home in Baltimore (Blade photo by Michael Key)
Movies
Ethereal āCampā a moody allegory for queer shame
An unsentimental yet empathetic exploration of guilt
When one watches movies for a living, itās as easy to fall into routine as it is with any job. Each movie is different, of course, each with its own characters, its own viewpoint, and its own story ā (or at least its own variation on one), but in so many other ways, they have a tendency to be very much the same.
This is because there is an entire ālanguageā of filmmaking, established from the earliest days of cinematic storytelling, a process so subtle that most of us are barely aware of it: the image directs our attention, the script provides the shape and structure of the story, and the actors are our stand-ins, allowing us to āexperienceā the reality of the film through a transference of identity that occurs so reflexively that we donāt even notice itās happened.
Thatās why it can be such a jolt when we come across a movie that doesnāt follow the expected rules, and we canāt think of a better recent example than Avalon Fastās āCamp,ā which drew attention as it made the rounds at last yearās festival circuit and embarked on a series of screenings in select cities beginning on June 26.
Fast, 26, is a queer Canadian filmmaker who specializes in āGirl Horrorā (a genre that centers female experience), and who has already become a prominent force in the ānew queer indieā movement. Her first feature, āHoneycomb,ā got a Slamdance āvirtualā screening, and sheās appeared as a performer in films like Alice Maio Mackayās āThe Serpentās Skinā and leading trans filmmaker Jane Schoenbrunās yet-to-be-released Cannes hit, āTeenage Sex and Death at Camp Miasma.ā With āCamp,ā however, she stakes her claim to territory in a burgeoning field of queer/trans/feminist cinema to establish herself as a formidable ābrandā of her own.
Rooted in a blend of trope-ish horror conventions and presented in a dreamy, ethereal style that elevates feeling over cognition, itās the story of Emily (Zola Grimmer), a young woman accidentally responsible for two horrific tragedies, who feels hopelessly trapped by guilt and shame. At the suggestion of her father (Mike Tan), she takes a summer job as a counselor at a camp for ātroubledā young people like herself, where she is quickly embraced and assimilated by the core group of female counselors ā most of them āhot weirdosā who are more interested in all-night partying and a kind of home-grown witchcraft than they are in the wholesome camp activities they supervise during the day. Her initial response to this new environment is guarded, but as the summer goes on she comes to feel a strong connection to her fellow counselors, beginning to hope that she has ā at last ā found her place among a āfamilyā that accepts her despite the life-shattering incidents that have come to define her sense of self. Yet at the same time, she becomes ever more aware of a call to confront and quiet the ghosts of her misfortunate past ā even if it requires an unthinkable sacrifice.
Dreamy and purposefully opaque when it comes to differentiating between real experience and metaphysical reflection, Fastās movie draws us in from the start with its edgy mix of visual atmosphere, blending an aesthetic that combines home-movie nostalgia with the ironically whimsical flourishes of the digital age to establish a tone that feels like a half-forgotten memory reconstructed in the form of an Instagram āreel.ā Itās a potent effect, creating a milieu of surreal impressionism in which the plot advances more through mood and fragments of subjective experience than through concrete narrative form; at times, it feels untethered, yes, but it always manages to orchestrate its seemingly disjointed perspective into a shape that makes sense ā even if weāre not quite sure how or why, or even what is actually happening.
The effect is cumulative, as the story becomes less bound to logic and realism while leaning further into a perspective that favors the arcane and mysterious over the rational and concrete. And while that might prove frustrating for viewers expecting a more traditional kind of āhorror,ā it provides for an experience thatās more likely to satisfy the kind of fans who appreciate being left to provide their own interpretations. The most obvious comparison would be with the work of David Lynch; thereās clearly an influence there for Fastās darkly intuitive approach, which goes beyond the obvious parallels of its āTwin Peaksā-ish setting (the forest is most definitely a character here) to emulate the stream-of-consciousness narrative flow that marked much of Lynchās late-career work.
āCampā is far from imitative, however. While it may share some traits with the work of Lynch and other masters of contemporary surreal horror, it creates a unique āvibeā by allowing its own creative feminine energy to take the lead. The traumas it depicts spring from a definitively female space, from first-menstruation nightmares to the absurdities of having to defer to the āleadershipā of a mediocre male who has more power than you (in this case, Austyn Van de Kamp as the campās supervisor, a naive but endearing yokel whose Jesus-centric worldview is undermined by the ācovenā under his tentative command), and the overall treatment of its few male characters is largely less than forgiving. Yet on a deeper level, its subtext of carrying āunforgivable sinā that affects every aspect of oneās interactive life feels ultimately as much an expression of queer trauma as it does feminist ideology. The result is just cryptic enough to leave us pondering what weāve just seen yet clear enough to deliver an emotional catharsis which feels, if not exactly curative, at least healing enough to pave a way forward.
Admittedly, itās not a film that will likely tick off all the boxes for hardcore horror fans; while it might deal in dark emotions and a certain witchiness that ties it to the legacy of such pagan-flavored classics as āThe Wicker Manā or āMidsommar,ā its terrors are more existential than visceral, pondering the difficulties of overcoming self-hatred rather than pitting us against a palpable physical threat, supernatural or otherwise. Indeed, itās more introspective psychodrama than it is traditional horror ā which is less a criticism than it is a disclaimer.
Though itās Fastās moody aesthetic that emerges as the āstarā attraction of āCamp,ā much of its effectiveness hinges on the performances of its cast. Grimmer, especially, is central, and she succeeds admirably not only in winning our empathy but in peeling back the morally murky layers of Emilyās path to redemption in a way that feels like empowerment rather than ethical compromise. However, the ensemble of āsoul sistersā that surrounds her (Alice Wordsworth, Cherry Moore, Ella Reece, Lea Rose Sebastianis, and Sophie Bawks-Smith) all play their own particular part in creating the āmagicā that makes the whole thing work.
All in all, āCampā is an exhilaratingly fresh ā if sometimes opaque ā expression of queer filmmaking from a feminine perspective; thatās a regrettably rare occurrence which makes Fastās fastidiously unsentimental (yet deeply empathetic) exploration of queer guilt all the more powerful, and makes her movie an essential addition to your watchlist.
Movies
āLeviticusā demonizes homophobia for gripping queer horror yarn
A genuinely engaging and terrifying supernatural drama
Thereās something about horror films that makes them particularly apt as a vehicle for allegory. Vampires, zombies, ghosts, or seemingly death-proof serial killers can all easily be seen as metaphors for some lurking threat from the ādark sideā of our own collective psyche, and stories about them are almost always cautionary tales that remind us that itās the ādark sideā of our own nature that we must confront in order for the danger to be eliminated.
This subtext has always been present in the genre, of course; but with the so-called ārenaissanceā of horror cinema that has taken place across the past decade or so, modern filmmakers in the genre have made increasingly bold choices with regard to how āsubā it is. āGet Outā or āSinnersā need no explanation to get across their allegorical points about racism, nor does āThe Substanceā require an expert to recognize its satirical observations about the toxic cultural obsession with youth and beauty. These are movies that wear their proverbial hearts on their sleeves, instead of masking them behind layers of cliched and ācodedā plot tropes.
The same can definitely be said of āLeviticus,ā the debut feature from Australian writer/director Adrian Chiarella, which not only hinges on a conceit that has obvious associations with its not-so-hidden themes but tips off the whole thing by its very choice of title ā a reference to the Old Testament book frequently cited by fundamentalist bigots as so-called proof of Godās condemnation of homosexuality, which sets up exactly what we are in for before the opening credits even begin to roll.
Set in a conservative rural town (in the Australian state of Victoria, though it will feel distinctly familiar to anyone who grew up in similar communities anywhere else in the world), it centers on Naim (Joe Bird), a teen boy newly transplanted by his mother (Mia Wasikowska) ā who has ties to a fundamentalist Christian enclave there ā after the death of his father. Their new life ā like seemingly everything else in the community ā is tied directly to the church, which makes it doubly inconvenient when Ryan (Stacy Clausen), son of the townās presiding preacher, invites him for an after-school āhangoutā which leads to a furtive make-out session in the townās deserted mill.Ā
Though the boys promise each other to keep it secret, they are both soon āoutedā to their parents and subjected to a ritual performed by a mysterious ādeliverance healerā (Nicholas Hope), intended to āprotectā them from their āsinfulā impulses. Soon after, a series of mysterious and violent encounters lead them to investigate local rumors around incidents involving other local teens ā and the revelation that the ritual has summoned a malevolent entity, which appears to them as the person they are most attracted to (in this case, each other) and unleashes its murderous wrath when they give in to temptation. Their only chance of staying safe is to stay apart ā unless they can find a way to defeat the supernatural force that has been turned loose against them.
Yes, itās all very obvious. There is no attempt to mask what Chiarellaās movie is really about, though the word itself ā like the biblical book with which it shares a title ā is never spoken aloud in the film. Itās hardly a spoiler, though, to confirm that āLeviticusā is a story about homophobia. From its obvious evocation of real-life āconversion therapyā to its more subtle exploration of the secrecy and social shaming that surrounds same-sex love for so many teens growing up in an environment of fundamentalist religious tradition, every nuance of the filmās ingenious premise announces the clear intent of its messaging: homophobia is the true evil at work here, and its deadly power lies in its ability to make queer people afraid of being who they are.
While some might argue that presenting such an āon the noseā allegory in what is ostensibly ājustā a horror film is a heavy-handed choice, we suggest ā in this case, at least ā that itās exactly what makes the movie work so effectively.
From the very first scenes (after a prologue that ominously hints at the arcane evil that will soon come into play), we are invested in Naim and Ryan, whose tentative-but-joyous afternoon tryst is bound to trigger our own individual memories of adolescent sexual awakening, and whom we hope will be able to navigate their way through to the other side ā even before the introduction of supernatural hate demons being summoned to kill them by using their own feelings for each other as a trap. Theyāre almost a definitive queer ācoming of ageā archetype, echoing generations of treasured āfirst timeā memories and āwhat ifā fantasies about what might have been; we want them to be together, to overcome the otherworldly forces deployed to keep them apart ā and when their romance is distorted, inverting their natural attraction into fear and mistrust, itās their own inability to resist the pull they feel toward each other that continues to put them in danger.
That emotional stake is the anchor of āLeviticus,ā which lends an imperative to what might otherwise be a campy B-movie thriller and turns it into a genuinely engaging ā and therefore terrifying ā supernatural drama that is all the more powerful for playing to our hearts. Much of this effect hinges on the chemistry between its two young stars (which hits just the right pitch between irresistible hormonal urge and inseparable soul connection), but itās also underscored by the irony of their being immersed within a culture that would rather destroy them than allow them to exist outside its traditional norms.
Nevertheless, while āLeviticusā succeeds by making us identify with its cult-crossed teenage lovers, it pays off by delivering not just a genuinely unsettling, profoundly disturbing, and unflinchingly brutal personification of religious bigotry at its most cruelly hateful, but by providing a tense and terrifying horror scenario that works on a pure āgenreā level. Simply put, even setting aside any wider subtext about the deadly consequences of homophobia, itās a creepy, nerve-wracking ride.
A critical hit as part of the Sundance Festivalās āMidnightā section earlier this year, āLeviticusā went into theatrical release on June 19, the latest in a continuing trend of fresh and inventive films that has elevated the horror movie to new levels of critical appreciation. For us, itās worth singling out as a boldly original expression of queer experience, elegantly constructed from the reinterpreted formulas of a genre that has always had particular draw for those in our community who knew how to read between the lines.
The difference is, this time we donāt have to ā the message is spelled out loud and clear, and that in itself is enough to make it feel a little bit like empowerment, at a time when we could all use as much of it as we can get.
Movies
āStop! That! Train!ā is made for fans, but fun for all
RuPaul stars as President Gagwell trying to avert a tragedy
Before I can begin a review of āStop! That! Train!ā (the movie thatās been algorithmically dominating your queer social media feed in the form of ads for weeks now), I feel itās necessary to provide a disclaimer: I am not a superfan of āRuPaulās Drag Race.ā
That doesnāt mean Iām NOT a fan, mind you. Iām just disclosing that I have never been the loyal viewer for whom each new episode is the highlight of the week, or followed the careers of the contestants I loved the most; I donāt know who won each season, or how many times theyāve been on the show. I barely even know any of the catch phrases. I say all this because you should know that, as someone who didnāt get any of the show references Iāve been told were laced throughout the movie, Iām probably not the person RuPaul and filmmaker Adam Shankman had in mind when they were making it.
I do, however, respect and adore the art of drag, not just as an expression of queer identity tied to a long tradition stretching back centuries, but as a powerful tool for satire. Itās a queer-eyed view that exposes the hypocritical norms and mainstream social āmoralityā in a form that goes right over the heads of anyone who isnāt in on the joke, and the Queens of āDrag Raceā not only honor that tradition but live up to it. Make no mistake, the queer spirit of rebellion is alive and well in āStop! That Train!ā ā even if it sometimes feels like itās just along for the ride.
Mounted as a parody of old-school ādisaster moviesā ā a genre that found its heyday in the same ā70s and ā80s period that also saw the success of classic movie spoofs like āYoung Frankensteinā and āAirplane!ā (which clearly serves as the primary blueprint) ā Shankmanās film seems driven by an impulse toward the absurd as a kind of de facto social commentary, but puts the most emphasis on landing its jokes. It imagines a contemporary world where high-speed train travel is an actual thing in America (wouldnāt that be nice?) and a Black drag queen can be elected president (OK, maybe sheās a cisgender woman in context of the plot, but still), but in which everything is pretty much just as āoff the railsā as it really is, anyway.
In the middle of it all are Tess and DeeDee (Ginger Minj and Jujubee, both popular āDrag Raceā veterans), two ātrain stewardessesā who fake their way into jobs on the prestigious āGlamazonian Expressā railway line and face hostility from the āmean girlā attendants who work there. The popularity contest soon takes a back seat, however, when the train finds itself speeding into a catastrophic āstorm-o-ganza,ā and theyāre faced with the challenge of saving themselves ā along with the trainās assortment of passengers ā from all-but-certain doom. Fortunately, theyāre not alone; under-appreciated train dispatcher Donna Dusk (Rachel Bloom) is doing her best to guide them from afar toward the least catastrophic outcome, and no less than American President Judy Gagwell (RuPaul Charles, of course) takes a personal interest in averting the disaster; after all, it could take a few points off of her popularity rating if she doesnāt. Can this plucky alliance of women-with-something-to-prove shepherd this runaway train (and everyone on board) to safety? Of course they can, and in the most ridiculous way possible.
Like the aforementioned āAirplane!ā (the zany 1980 farce that was itself modeled after the popular āAirportā series of all-star disaster epics), āStop! That! Train!ā takes an approach to comedy thatās more like facing a high-speed pitching machine in a batting cage than watching a movie in a theater; itās one joke after another, thrown rapid fire against the wall on the theory that at least some of them will stick ā a time-honored tradition that, admittedly, results in a lot of them that donāt. For every belly laugh, thereās a real groaner, and a fair number of the chuckles are āpoliteā ones, at best; but that, of course, is part of the appeal. Screenwriters Christina Friel and Connor Wright skew their humor toward the lowbrow ā something the popular drag movement fully embraces, anyway ā and make most of their characters into clowns as they freely transplant plot points and tropes into their ludicrous scenario; all of itās on purpose, and most of it works, because this is the kind of movie that is intended to be as āstupidā as possible and we wouldnāt want it any other way.
Of course, some viewers will inevitably be underwhelmed by the movieās humor; its borrowed tropes may feel less funny for being too familiar, sometimes the ālowbrowā might edge too closely on the ātasteless,ā and the overall spirit of ābitchinessā could easily come across as just plain āmeanā if one is in the wrong mood. Letās face it, though: most of those people will probably not be going to see āStop! That! Train!,ā anyway. For the rest of us, even if more of its jokes fall flat than we might hope and some of the zingers donāt have the āzingā that they should, thereās still a cumulative effect that leaves the impression of a whole being greater than its parts. After all, sometimes we just want to have brainless fun at the movies instead of having to think too much about it, and nobody was expecting an Oscar-winner, were they?
As for the disaster movie plot, itās impossible to take seriously, of course, but it does provide the opportunity to showcase a lot of characters ā and caricatures ā along the way. Minj and Jujubee are essentially the stars of the show, and their easy chemistry together helps them carry the film; RuPaul, every inch the superstar as ever, strides confidently into his presidential role and rightfully dominates every scene that heās in, yet is graceful enough not to overwhelm or overshadow the work of his co-stars, especially Matt Rogers, who, as President Gagwellās possibly psychopathic press secretary and confidante, shares more screen time with him than anyone else.
Veteran comic actor (and āSNLā alumnus) Chris Parnell uses his hilariously deadpan lunacy to great advantage as the trainās conductor, and Brian Jordan Alvarez (āThe English Teacherā) brings a smarmy charm as the co-conductor who doesnāt know how to operate a train ā despite the questionable choice of using an exaggerated āBill and Tedā era Keanu Reaves impression for his characterās voice. Thereās a whole gallery of familiar faces on hand in bit parts and cameos as passengers on the train, who arguably provide more genuine comedy and interest than the main storyline. And even if she never sets foot on the train herself, Bloom (āCrazy Ex-Girlfriendā) is every bit on board for the ride, serving as a grounding force even as she gives herself over completely to the silliness.
And silly it certainly is. Itās as insubstantial as the AI-generated backgrounds used to create the action scenes of speeding train and the storm. And at the risk of repeating myself, we wouldnāt have it any other way.
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