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No other medium absorbs LGBT angst quite like the printed page

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Howā€™s that for eye-catching art? ā€˜Gorgeous Gallery,ā€™ a coffee table book featuring the work of contemporary gay artists, is out this fall from Bruno Gmuender. The lavish, 160-page book was compiled by David Leddick. (Photo courtesy Bruno Gmuender)

Thereā€™s a lot less money on the line with a book than with a movie or TV show. Which is why the printed page is always one of the best places to find LGBT content. This fall is no exception.

If the summer saw you with new bling-er on your finger, then youā€™ll want to grab ā€œFrom the Closet to the Altar: Courts, Backlash and the Struggle for Same-Sex Marriageā€ by Michael J. Klarman.

As a legal expert, Klarman has excellent insight into litigation and the fight for same-sex marriage. In this book, he looks at the politics, legal wrangling, personal stories, fallout and triumphs in the movement toward equality in marriage.

Speaking of marriage, you might also like ā€œMy Husband and My Wives: A Gay Manā€™s Odysseyā€ by Charles Rowan Beye. On one hand, this is the story of one manā€™s realization that heā€™s attracted to men. On the other hand, itā€™s about his marriages to women ā€” not once, but twice ā€” and then his marriage to the love of his life.

Look for Cyndi Lauper’s autobiography “Cyndi Lauper: A Memoir” Tuesday from Simon & Schuster.

For something a little more somber, look for ā€œOctober Mourning: A Song for Matthew Shepardā€ by Leslea Newman. Written as a novel in verse form, this work of fiction allows voices from various points of view to come forth in remembrance of the day Shepard died so violently. This is a quick book to read, which is good: youā€™ll have time to read it again and again. Also look for ā€œLetters to My Bullyā€ written and/or edited by Azaan Kamau, Ifalade Ta-Shia Asanti, Kergan Edwards-Stout and Robert LaSardo. Itā€™s a book that lets victims of bullying speak up and be heard, written by a host of contributors who are mad and wonā€™t sit down and shut up anymore.

On a lighter note, what makes you gay? In ā€œBorn This Way: Real Stories of Growing Up Gayā€ by Paul Vitagliano, youā€™ll get a look at personal stories, memories and childhood pictures of real people whoā€™ve embraced their LGBT lives, whoā€™ve known it since they were kids and who celebrate it with pride. Yes, this book is based on the blog of the same name and yes, the book is equally fun to read.

ā€œHow to Be Gayā€ by David M. Halperin could also be fun but it could incite argument, too, because itā€™s filled with thought-provoking ideas and hypotheses. Halperin doesnā€™t shy away from controversy here, nor does he bow to stereotypes, which means that this is a book you might finish and then share with your straight friends.

Discuss.

Lesbian writer (and Lambda Literary Award winner) Emma Donoghue is back with ā€œAstray,ā€ a new collection of short stories thatā€™s slated for Oct. 30.

Of course, maybe youā€™ve got a busy fall, a jam-packed schedule and youā€™re overloaded with things to do and when youā€™re busy, who has time to read, right?

Well surely youā€™ve got time for some eye-popping art like ā€œGorgeous Galleryā€ by David Leddick. This huge collection of erotic artwork features some old favorite artists and lots of new talent that could quickly become your new fave. This book is from Bruno GmĆ¼ender, as is ā€œBel Ami Rebelsā€ by photographer Joan Crisal, a look at European porn stars who are willing to show their naughty and nice sides.

Bruno Gmuender, by the way, also has a new Tom of Findland book due this fall, as well as a new superhero comic art book by Iceman Blue.

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Fall books offer something for every taste

Hollinghurstā€™s latest plus a look at Queer Harlem Renaissance

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('Flamboyants' book cover image courtesy Farrar, Straus and Giroux)

Welcome to the fall book season, where you’ll find gifts for your friends, family and (most importantly?) the best reads for yourself. This is when you’ll find the blockbuster novels you’ve been waiting for, the surprise memoirs and nonfiction that you’ve wanted, and gorgeous gift books your coffee table. This fall, keep your eyes open for all kinds of literary goodness.

NOVELS

Lovers of a good novel will want to curl up with a huge TBR pile.

Romance novels will fill the shelves this fall, and if love is what you want for the holidays, you’re in luck. Look for “The Rules of Royalty” by Cale Dietrich (Wednesday Books, December), a modern tale of a prince and a “commoner”; or “Feast While You Can” by Mikealla Clements and Onjuli Datta (Grand Central Publishing), a scary-romance-erotica novel of small-town life and monsters.

Reach for “Our Evenings: A Novel” by Alan Hollinghurst (Random House, October), a novel of a young man who happily accepts a scholarship to a boarding school filled with classmates who are much, much wealthier than he is. “The Wildes: A Novel in Five Acts” by Louis Bayard (Algonquin Books, September) is a historical novel about Oscar Wilde’s family.

For lovers of Gothic tales, look for “The Resurrectionist” by A. Rae Dunlap (Kensington, December), a tale of bodysnatching. Classics lovers will want to read “Private Rites: A Novel” by Julia Armfield (Flatiron Books, December), a queer reimagining of King Lear.  Or find “Women’s Hotel” by Daniel M. Lavery (HarperVia, October), a book about a second-rate women-only hotel in New York City.

If your taste runs more to rom-coms, there are dozens of those available this fall, too, as well as Christmas novels with gay, lesbian, and trans characters inside.

NONFICTION

Even nonfiction readers will have reason to read this fall and winter.

Look for “Flamboyants: The Queer Harlem Renaissance I Wish I’d Known” by George M. Johnson and Charly Palmer (Farrar, Straus and Giroux, September), a book about 1920s Harlem and the influential queer folks who left their marks on entertainment.

“Something, Not Nothing” by Sarah Leavitt (Arsenal Pulp Press, September) chronicles, in comic form, the death of Leavitt’s partner and the paths grief takes to healing. Learn more about LGBTQ history with “The Book of Awesome Queer Heroes: How the LGBTQ+ Community Changed the World for the Better” by Eric Rosswood and Kathleen Archambeau (Mango, December); check out Mary L. Trump’s heartbreaking memoir, “Who Could Ever Love You?” (St. Martin’s Press, September); or check out a collection of essays in “Songs On Endless Repeat: Essays and Outtakes” by Anthony Veasna So (Ecco, December). Look for “Want: Sexual Fantasies by Anonymous,” an anthology of secret confessions from women around the country, by Gillian Anderson (Abrams Press, September), or find “Queer Disability through History: The Queer and Disabled Movements Through Their Personalities” by Daisy Holder (Pen and Sword History, November). Also: Cher has a new biography out this fall, “The Memoir, Part One” (Dey Street Books, November).

Not quite what you’re looking for? Check with your favorite bookseller or librarian for more ideas because, this fall, they’ll have lots of them. Or give a gift certificate and hold on for spring. Season’s readings!

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What to watch this fall

What to watch this fall

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Alfred Enoch and Ian McKellen in ā€˜The Critic.ā€™ (Photo courtesy of BK Studios Greenwich Entertainment)

It might be too soon to get excited about the movies we know are coming later in the year ā€“ like the first installment of the big-screen adaptation of ā€œWickedā€ or Pedro AlmodĆ³varā€™s first English language movie ā€œThe Room Next Doorā€ ā€“ but that doesnā€™t mean thereā€™s still not plenty to look forward to as their time draws nearer. As always, weā€™ve compiled a preview of the most interesting LGBTQ and related content coming to movie and TV screens over the weeks ahead, so get ready to plan out your own watchlist as you keep reading below.

ā€œThe English Teacherā€ (Hulu, now streaming): In its publicity blurb, weā€™re told that educators being forced to navigate ā€œa lot of bullshitā€ as a result of the ongoing culture wars is a theme that runs ā€œsubtlyā€ through this new workplace comedy created by and starring Brian Jordan Alvarez, which is putting it mildly to say the least. Centering on an Austin high school teacher who comes under fire after a student sees him making out with his boyfriend at school, itā€™s a giddily up-front social satire that skewers not only the hypersensitivity of our current era but the counter-productive absurdity of an education system more concerned with placating political pressures than passing on knowledge; itā€™s already emerged as a critical darling among the new shows of the Fall Season ā€“ which is great news for Alvarez, a talented performer (best known as Jackā€™s husband-to-be in the rebooted ā€œWill and Graceā€ and his viral video content on Instagram and TikTok) overdue for the mainstream spotlight.

ā€œLover Of Men: The Untold Story of Abraham Lincolnā€ (theaters, now playing; streaming/VOD, TBA this fall): Earnest, passionate, yet delivered with a light touch, this sure-to-be-controversial new doc addresses the much-speculated question of our iconic 16th presidentā€™s sexuality with a trove of well-documented evidence, presented by a host of respected historians and bolstered by amusingly modernistic re-enactments of the Great Emancipatorā€™s supposed intimate liaisons with various men during key parts of his life. More than that, it ties its narrative to the way Americaā€™s attitudes and acceptance of LGBTQ people has evolved into contemporary times while also discrediting many modern assumptions about the ways the community has been treated in the past. It may not convince the die-hard doubters, but this polished and politically hopeful effort from filmmaker Shaun Peterson is as hard to dismiss as it is entertaining, and it definitely belongs on your watch list.

ā€œSeeking Mavis Beaconā€ (theaters, Sept. 13): After a limited release on Sept. 6, this documentary expands nationwide this week with a ā€œDIY detective storyā€ about the search for the unknown and un-credited real-life model whose image was used as the face of ā€œMavis Beacon Teaches Typingā€ ā€“ a widely used instructional computer typing program launched in 1987 ā€“ that serves as a launch pad to explore a whole spectrum of sociological and philosophical nuances related to race, ethical marketing, and the impact of technology on culture and communication. With two queer women of color ā€“ director Jazmin Jones and associate producer Olivia McKayla Ross ā€“ leading the onscreen investigation, itā€™s an unusual and thought-provoking think piece that is as entertaining as it is enlightening.

ā€œThe Criticā€ (theaters, Sept. 13): Venerated queer elder and acting legend Ian McKellen returns to the screen in this deliciously dark tale of period intrigue from director Anand Tucker and writer Patrick Marber, in which a notoriously poison-penned theater critic (McKellen) in 1934 London attempts to preserve his career by manipulating an ambitious young actress (Gemma Arterton) into a sinister scheme to influence his paperā€™s new editor (Mark Strong). Lush costumes and period settings, not to mention an assortment of top-notch thespians that also includes Alfred Enoch, Ben Barnes, and the always-exquisite Lesley Manville, all make this grimly macabre morality tale about the dangers of an unbridled ego an unmistakable product of the UK ā€“ and itā€™s likely fans of ā€œBritTVā€ style costume dramas will be most appreciative of its somewhat old-fashioned charms. Even so, another deftly over-the-top performance from McKellen and an underlying exploration of hazards of leading an openly queer life within a comfortably homophobic status quo are enough to make it interesting for other audiences, too.

ā€œUnfightableā€ (theaters, Sept. 13 in New York and Sept. 20 in LA; Fuse TV, October TBA): Another new doc tells the story of transgender MMA fighter Alana McLaughlin, from her difficult upbringing and service in the US Special Forces, through her transition and search for community in Portland, to her decision to seek professional status in an arena notorious for its bias against transgender athletes. A real-life narrative highlighting the bravery it can take to assert one’s true identity, this must-see offering from director Marc J. Perez only screens in New York and LA this month, but debuts on Fuse TV in October.

ā€œWill and Harperā€ (theaters, Sept. 13 / Netflix, Sept. 27): Yet another doc ā€“ or is it a non-fiction ā€œroad trip buddy movie?ā€ ā€“ is set apart from the rest by the star power on the screen: namely Will Farrell, who goes on a cross-country drive with close friend Harper Steele, a writer he met on his first day working on ā€œSaturday Night Liveā€ in 1995. The twist? Steele, whom Farrell had only known as a man, had come out to him as a trans woman, and the trip is their way of forging a new path forward in their friendship ā€œthrough laughter, tears, and many cans of Pringles.ā€ Funny, intimate, honest, and heartfelt, this is one of those movies that has Hollywood abuzz, and with good reason ā€“ its unequivocal and highly visible exploration of trans identity comes with considerable industry clout in the form of its star (who is joined by fellow SNL alums like Seth Meyers, Tina Fey, Kristen Wiig, Colin Jost, Will Forte, Molly Shannon, Tim Meadows, and Paula Pell) and promotes unconditional love and acceptance toward trans people on the cusp of an election in which their rights and protections are very much at stake. Needless to say, this one should be near the top of your watch list.

ā€œMy Old Assā€ (theaters, limited Sept. 13, wide Sept. 27): Just in time for the new psychedelic revolution comes this comical coming-of-age story in which free-spirited Elliott (Maisy Stella) takes an 18th birthday mushroom trip and finds herself face-to-face with her own 39-year-old self (Aubrey Plaza). Her ā€œold assā€ has some pretty strong opinions about what her younger self should and shouldnā€™t be doing, and doesnā€™t hesitate to deliver them in between wisecracks ā€“ causing Elliott to second-guess everything she thought she knew about family, love and what increasingly appears to be a transformative summer ahead. Written and directed by Megan Park, and also featuring Percy Hynes White, Maddie Ziegler, and Kerrice Brooks, this one is notable for featuring a bisexual central character, which is more than enough for us to put it on our list.

ā€œHow to Die Aloneā€ (Hulu, Sept. 13): In this comedy series co-created by and starring Natasha Rothwell, Mel is a ā€œbroke, fat, Black JFK airport employee who’s never been in love and forgotten how to dreamā€ ā€“ until an accident leads to a near-death experience. Jarred into a new outlook on life, she throws herself into a quest to go out and start living by any means necessary. Rothwellā€™s strong talents are enough to bring us to the table, but out gay co-star Conrad Ricamora (ā€œHow to Get Away With Murder,ā€ ā€œFire Islandā€), as Melā€™s best friend, definitely ups our interest level for this promising new entry.

ā€œAgatha All Alongā€ (Disney +, Sept. 18): We all know Marvel has been struggling to please its fans with its ambitious slate of TV content, but one hands-down winner for the titanic franchise was certainly the imaginative and ultimately powerful ā€œWandaVisionā€ ā€“ and this new miniseries, which stems directly from that critically lauded entry into the MCU canon, is breathlessly anticipated as a consequence. It follows the further misadventures of villainous Agatha Harkness (Kathryn Hahn), who (according to the official synopsis) ā€œfinds herself down and out of power after a suspicious goth teen [Joe Locke, ā€˜Heartstopperā€™] helps break her freeā€ from the spell that trapped her at the conclusion of the former series. When he asks her to take him down the legendary ā€œWitchesā€™ Road,ā€ a series of dangerous magical trials that might help her restore her powers, her interest is piqued, so the pair gathers a ā€œdesperate covenā€ and sets off on the treacherous journey together. Hahnā€™s reprisal of her fabulously campy supervillain role is likely to be the main attraction, but including the adorable Locke as her gay new teen familiar is a brilliantly irresistible touch.

ā€œMonsters: The Lyle and Erik Menendez Storyā€ (Netflix, Sept.19): Ryan Murphy and Ian Brennanā€™s true-crime anthology series ā€œMonsterā€ follows up its award-winning ā€œDahmerā€ saga by exploring the story of the real-life titular brothers, convicted in 1996 for the murders of their parents, JosĆ© and Mary Louise ā€œKittyā€ Menendez ā€“ successfully prosecuted on the argument that they were motivated by greed for the family fortune despite the brothersā€™ claims of lifelong physical, emotional, and sexual abuse. It was a shocking, heavily publicized case, launching a surge in audience fascination with true crime, and letā€™s face it ā€“ nobody has quite the same golden touch in getting to the humanity behind these kinds of lurid tabloid tales as the prolific Murphy. Itā€™s a must-watch, you can count on it ā€“ though if itā€™s anywhere near as disturbing as the showā€™s inaugural season, it probably wonā€™t be a binge-watch. Javier Bardem and ChloĆ« Sevigny play the parents, with relative newcomers Cooper Koch and Nicholas Alexander Chavez as the boys.

ā€œBrilliant Mindsā€ (NBC, Sept. 23) Out gay actor Zachary Quinto stars in this new medical procedural, loosely based on the life and work of Dr. Oliver Sacks, the famed late doctor whose work helped reconfigure the way we understand and treat neurological disorders ā€“ but while the real Sacks, though gay, didnā€™t come out until late in life, the series ā€œre-imaginesā€ his story into modern New York, giving Quintoā€™s version of the doc the chance to not only be open about his sexuality, but to use some unorthodox practices to help his patients. It might sound a bit forced, but Quinto is always an interesting actor to watch, and any chance to get queer talent playing queer characters in queer stories is good enough to warrant a chance from us, too.

ā€œGrotesquerieā€ (Sept. 25, FX): The seasonā€™s second Ryan Murphy show is this miniseries about a small community unsettled by a wave of heinous crimes ā€“ which feel to the townā€™s lead investigator (Niecy Nash) to be eerily personal. Struggling with issues at home (and her own inner demons), she enlists the aid of a journalist nun (Micaela Diamond) with a difficult past of her own; together, this mismatched team strings together clues as they find themselves snared in a sinister web that only seems to raise more questions than answers. Yes, that all sounds pretty vague and evokes ā€œAmerican Horror Storyā€ vibes without revealing anything ā€“ but with Nash as its star and supporting players like Lesley Manville, Courtney B. Vance, and even Travis Kelce (yes, him) on the roster, itā€™s bound to be a good time.

ā€œJoker: Folies a Deuxā€ (theaters, Oct. 4): This sequel to 2019ā€™s acclaimed ā€œJokerā€ brings back both director Todd Phillips and star Joaquin Phoenix as failed comedian Arthur Fleck, continuing his re-imagined origin story into the iconic ā€œBatmanā€ villain as it introduces him to the ā€œlove of his lifeā€ ā€“ soon-to-be fellow villain Harley Quinn (Lady Gaga) ā€“ while incarcerated in Arkham Asylum. The mad mischief-makers naturally embark upon whatā€™s described as ā€œa doomed romantic misadventure,ā€ and frankly, we donā€™t know much more than that. But the trailers look amazing, and thereā€™s no question of Phoenixā€™s brilliance in a role heā€™s already made his own. Even without those encouragements, though, thereā€™s nothing thatā€™s going to stop fans of queer diva Gaga from flocking to the theater to see her take on a character she seems already to have been destined to play ā€“ and you can bet weā€™ll be among them.

Lady Gaga and Joaquin Phoenix in ā€˜Joker: Folies a Deux.ā€™ (Photo courtesy of Warner Bros.)

ā€œSmile 2ā€ (theaters, Oct. 18): For horror fans, Halloween brings this sequel to the popular 2019 ā€œdeath curseā€ chiller from filmmaker Parker Finn, this time following a global pop sensation (Naomi Scott) as she starts out on a new world tour, only to begin experiencing increasingly terrifying and inexplicable events. No, the premise doesnā€™t sound terribly original (and just as it didnā€™t in the first installment), but if Finn keeps the same level of visual and storytelling skills as the last time around, itā€™s sure to be a delightfully terrifying thrill ride for those who dare.

ā€œFanatical: The Catfishing of Tegan and Saraā€ (Hulu, Oct. 18): Our list closes with one final documentary, which chronicles the labyrinthine tale of how the influential queer indie rock band of the title fell victim to an insidious hacking scheme from a lone stalker, leading to an identity-theft and catfishing campaign that continued to terrorize both the two musicians and their global legion of fans for more than a decade. Tegan and Sara join documentary filmmaker and investigator Erin Lee Carr to unfold this real-world mystery is into ā€œa thriller, a caper, a whodunnit, and an intimate personal journey rolled into one.ā€ Sounds good to us!

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From music to fashion, catching up with Steve Grand

ā€˜All American Boyā€™ now focused on his clothing brand

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Steve Grandā€™s latest passion project is fashion design. (Photo by Antony Kozz)

Whatā€™s the first thing that comes to mind when you think of gay singer/songwriter turned fashion designerĀ Steve Grand? Some folks will undoubtedly answer his breakout hit single, ā€œAll American Boy,ā€ and the accompanying video. Both were significant in that the song was an unabashedly queer country tune with visuals to match. Of course, it didnā€™t hurt that Grand was model-handsome and had a flawless body on display. So far, we have his singing voice, songwriting chops, and impressive looks and physique.Ā Itā€™s that gym body, and his own personal interest in the kinds of garments that show them off, that has led him to create his Grand Axis (shopGrandAxis.com) clothing line, featuring menā€™s underwear and swimwear. Steve was kind enough to make time for an interview, and after you finish reading it, youā€™ll want to follow him on his socials: @GrandAxis (Instagram), @GrandAxis (TikTok), and @Grand_Axis (Twitter). You wonā€™t be disappointed.

BLADE: Since the release of your debut single in 2013, the country-oriented ā€œAll American Boy,ā€ several other male country artists, including Ty Herndon, Billy Gilman, Orville Peck, and TJ Osborne have come out as gay. Do you feel that your being an out musician had anything to do with that?

STEVE GRAND: I think, more than anything, it had to do with the major cultural shift that was happening across this country. According to the Gallup polls, public support for gay marriage went from 40% approval in May 2009, to 60% approval in May 2015. Gay marriage was a big topic of discussion in the early 2010s for a lot of reasons. You had artists like (Lady) Gaga frequently talking about her gay fans, you had gay characters coming out in TV shows; you had the repeal of ā€œDonā€™t Ask Donā€™t Tellā€ in 2011, and then Obergefell in 2015. I think the internet, and the rise of social media had more to do with it than anything. Before social media, corporate press and big movie and TV studios drove the narrative on these sorts of things. And because they are beholden to advertisers, which are more conservative and risk-averse, they would often avoid even acknowledging LGBTQ+ people for fear it would upset large sections of the country. But I think social media gave regular people an opportunity to be their authentic selves. And it gave artists/content creators like me the ability to make music and videos that could be seen by millions without needing the backing of a big record label.

BLADE: Almost 10 years ago, in 2015, you released your full-length debut album ā€œAll American Boy.ā€ When you look back on that time, how would you describe it?

GRAND: It was a whirlwind. I remember being cognizant of the fact that it was all moving fast and that I needed to make a conscious effort to stop and take in all the cool, special, unique experiences I was having. Looking back, I donā€™t think I listened to that voice inside me enough. I always felt like my best days were ahead; that my moment had yet to come, and that I just needed to hunker down and keep working. And, unfortunately, that often kept me from embracing the present moment.

Itā€™s funny, my best memories of that time end up being all the times in between, like the road trips with my tour manager and whatever members of the band I was traveling with. I was always thinking about what I needed to be doing better or focused on the show, but it is those conversations on the road when we were tired, hungover, and stressing about where we needed to be, traveling from one venue to the next, that I remember most fondly.

BLADE: What kind of music are you listening to for enjoyment these days?

GRAND: I am loving the new Billie Eilish record. And the country record Post Malone just made. I continue to appreciate him more and more. Whenever I see him in interviews I am just so impressed with how centered and genuine he is; how he seems to know exactly who he is. There is a real depth and a goodness in him, and I think that really comes through in his voice.

BLADE: Am I remembering correctly that for a while, you left Chicago for LA? If thatā€™s correct, what was that experience like for you?

GRAND: I spent some time in LA while I was making my first record. I stayed with a friend of a friend. Funny enough, I had never met them before the day I showed up at their door with my bags. It was on my 24th birthday. They gave and gave to me and never expected anything in return. I donā€™t think I ever went out and did any nightlife there. The friends I stayed with had a large group of friends and threw a lot of parties and events, so I really benefited from having their sort of built-in group of guys to hang out with when I stayed out there.

BLADE: How long have you been back in Chicago?

GRAND: Other than the several months Iā€™ve spent in LA, my summers in Ptown, and winters in Puerto Vallarta, Iā€™ve been in the Chicago area the whole time.

BLADE: What do you like best about being in Chicago?

GRAND: The lakefront in the summer. The fact that the crumby winters are something we all endure together, which means we also experience the beauty and aliveness of the spring and summer together. The winters are so cold and dead, but it makes you appreciate the beautiful weather in the summer, and all the plant life that comes back to life. The whole city comes alive when it starts getting nice. Everyoneā€™s mood is lifted and there is a real sense that we need to make the most of the summer because itā€™s fleeting. I also love the people. Chicago is not as transient as cities like LA and New York where most people are not from there. Most Chicagoans have roots here. And people are genuinely nice and kind.

BLADE: In 2019, you launched Grand Axis, a clothing line designed by you that includes underwear, swimwear, shorts, socks, T-shirts, and hats. How did you come up with the name Grand Axis?

GRAND: I was about two weeks from going into production with the name ā€œGrand.ā€ I stupidly assumed I could use it because it was my name, but decided I should hire a trademark attorney just to be sure. I was told there were about 200 other companies that could have a copyright infringement claim, so I needed to come up with a name very quickly. I used word generators and all sorts of other methods of coming up with names. I went with ā€œAxisā€ because I just like how it sounded together; I thought the word ā€œAxisā€ was very strong, and I liked that it had the letter X in it, which just looks cool and strong.

BLADE: Was designing this kind of clothing a lifelong passion of yours, or was it something you stumbled upon and decided to run with it?

GRAND: Like a lot of gay men, I had my sexual awakening in the menā€™s underwear aisle at our local department store [laughs]. And personally, Iā€™ve always found an attractive guy in a Speedo, briefs, or jockstrap even more sexy than seeing him naked. Even when I was a college student working a $10 an hour job and didnā€™t even have many regular clothes, I was buying more of this attire for myself than anything else. I started to get very fixated on the design and fit. I didnā€™t know how to sew, but I learned enough to make basic alterations to design and fit. Then I found some sites that made custom pieces. I began drawing my own patterns and having them sewn up. When I posted them on Instagram, Iā€™d get lots of guys asking where they could buy them. And at that point I decided I should just produce them en masse. I thought it would be a side gig. I had no idea all that was involved. I think if I knew how hard it would be I may not have started it [laughs]! So, my ignorance kind of worked out to my benefit, because now I am deep in it and Iā€™m happy I made it all work. So far at least.

BLADE: Whatā€™s the most rewarding part of Grand Axis?

GRAND: Going to the beach and seeing guys I donā€™t even know wearing my brand! It is so rewarding to see guys enjoying and looking great in something I spent hundreds of hours obsessing over every detail. That makes it all so worth it.

BLADE: Whatā€™s the most challenging part?

GRAND: A few things: Delegating. Dealing with factories to get them to make the pieces exactly how I want. Always having to make decisions about every aspect of the products and the business. The stress of wiring tens of thousands of dollars of my own money before I see any product. At the end of the day, if the factory goes under, you really donā€™t have any recourse. Iā€™ve heard horror stories from other brands.

BLADE: You shared your recent pec tear workout injury, as well as your recovery, on social media. Are you fully back to 100% or still taking it easy?

GRAND: I am very grateful to be able to say recovery has been easy and painless. I had an excellent surgeon. The first surgeon I saw said it could not be repaired so I am very glad I got a second opinion. The worst part has been not being able to move much weight with it. There are so many exercises I canā€™t do, Iā€™m afraid to say I have only had a handful of workouts in the last 10 weeks. I will be 75% healed at 12 weeks, but it will still be a few months before I can lift heavy. But in the scheme of things, I am just grateful I had a problem that could be fixed.

BLADE: Your second album, ā€œNot The End of Meā€ was released in 2018. Because most people came to know you as a singer/songwriter first, Iā€™d be remiss if I didnā€™t ask if there was more music from you in the works.

GRAND: I still will write music, but most songs are incomplete. I wish I could say I had another record ready to go, but when the pandemic happened and I wasnā€™t able to perform and lost 90% of my income that year, I had to make Grand-Axis my full-time job to pay the bills. And now that it has, I struggle to find the time and creative energy to make that happen. But I am still hopeful I will get back to it one of these days.

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