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Poetic tribute to Shepard

Clever depiction of tragedy gives voice to inanimate objects in powerful way

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ā€˜October Mourning: A Song for Matthew Shepardā€™
By LeslƩa Newman
Candlewick Press
$15.99
128 pages

October Mourning, books, gay news, Washington Blade

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When you wake up in the morning, there are certain things you expect to be the same.

Youā€™ll have a brand-new day, of course, but itā€™ll start where you ended last night. Your alarm will be the same, set at a time you probably know all too well. A surprise might await you at some point in each new day, but the familiar is your comfortable beginning.

And yet, while you slept, the world changed.

In the new book ā€œOctober Mourningā€ by LeslĆ©a Newman, youā€™ll see what happened on one frosty night, 14 years ago.

He was outnumbered.

It was two against one: two local boys, placed in a bar with a pitcher of beer. One petite Matthew Shepard, sitting at the same bar, alone.

The boysā€™ truck knew that the situation wouldnā€™t turn out well when the two locals lured Shepard into its cab with promises. The road on the way out to the Wyoming vastness thought it had seen everything but when it noticed Shepard trapped in the truck, it wanted to heave.

The clothesline that was used to tie Shepard felt tangled. The fence held him up all night, though he was ā€œheavy as a broken heart.ā€ The fence held on, through wind and prairie alone. It cradled him, as his mother would.

There are many things you can do in 18 hours.

You can cram for a test. You can drive cross-country, read a thick book, watch day turn into night and back again. Or you can wait to be discovered, tied to a fence, with wind and deer as companions.

After Shepard was found, the patrolman thought heā€™d been crying. The doctor cried when he saw what was left of the boy. The candle at Shepardā€™s vigil grieved and armbands stood as one. The fence that held him didnā€™t mind becoming a shrine.

In the days to follow, as news of Shepardā€™s death raced around the world, it changed some lives: a drag queen went further into the closet. A police commander removed gay slurs from his vocabulary. The bartender who served the local boys felt regrets. Countless students realized that Shepardā€™s story could have been their own.

Other drivers on the road must think Iā€™m crazy.

There I was, cruising down the highway with tears coating my cheeks, my hand to my mouth. That doesnā€™t happen often; in fact, few audiobooks move me as much as did ā€œOctober Mourning.ā€

Through a series of freestyle verses, author and poet LeslĆ©a Newman imagines in this book the many points of view from people and objects that were witness to Matthew Shepardā€™s last moments. Newmanā€™s sparse words, performed by several different actors in varied voices and timbres, bring incredible emotion to her scenarios, making this a book with beauty on one side, horror on the other.

Though grown-ups can certainly enjoy this audiobook, I think its best audience is young adults who are too young to remember that one night and its aftermath. For them, ā€œOctober Mourningā€ may wake them up.

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ā€˜Hand to Godā€™ showcases actors and their puppets

Luke Hartwood serves as designer, coach for Keegan production

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Luke Hartwood in ā€˜Hand to Godā€™ at Keegan Theatre. (Photo by Kodie Storey)

ā€˜Hand to Godā€™
Feb. 1-March 2
Keegan Theatre
1742 Church St., N.W.
$49-$59
Keegantheatre.org

Luke Hartwood has loved puppets for as long as he can remember. 

At 24, heā€™s indulging his passion as puppet designer/coach and properties designer for Keegan Theatreā€™s production of Robert Askinsā€™ ā€œHand to God.ā€ Itā€™s the Tony-nominated comedy about meek Jason who after the death of his father finds an outlet for his anxiety at the Christian Puppet Ministry in small town Texas.

Puppets begin as a design team collaboration, Hartwood explains, and move on from there. With ā€œHand to God,ā€ the playwrightā€™s notes describe Jasonā€™s badly behaved puppet Tyrone as looking ā€œElmo-y and shit,ā€ but beyond that thereā€™s room for some interpretation. 

Hartwood, who is gay and Asian American, graduated from George Mason University in May 2023. He majored in theater with a double concentration in performance and design/technology, and minored in graphic design. 

ā€œWith all my varied interests thatā€™s what made sense to me,ā€ he says. ā€œIt wasnā€™t easy but now Iā€™m a flexible candidate when interviewing for work. Iā€™m skilled in design and the physical fabrication of puppets. And I also act.ā€

Based in Northern Virginia, heā€™s been with his partner for six years. Recently, Hartwood shared his thoughts on puppetry and what he wants from the future. 

WASHINGTON BLADE: Whatā€™s the attraction to puppets?

LUKE HARTWOOD:  Iā€™ve always loved puppets. It started as a kid watching cartoons, Iā€™d pause the TV get out a sheet of paper and draw a character, usually PokĆ©mon and Digimon. I learned to use shapes, rounded or sharp edges depending if I wanted to make it cute or scary. I moved from 2-D to 3-D using cereal boxes to give dimension to the drawings. Once I carved a character into the wood of my momā€™s sideboard. She wasnā€™t happy.

BLADE: Were puppets your way into theater? 

HARTWOOD: Not exactly. Despite some fear, I started acting when I was a sophomore in high school. I was a shy kid, but I wanted to be in theater. With me, I also brought my love of art and soon began working on props. It wasnā€™t unusual to see me in costume backstage between scenes building props. 

BLADE: And you continued in college?

HARTWOOD: Mine was the dreaded COVID college experience and the creation of Zoom theater. When we finally came back to live theater, my stage fright returned too. But I got past that and acted in ā€œYouā€™re a Good Man, Charlie Brownā€ [Hartwood was cast as the titular blockhead]. Itā€™s a low-tech show; I did cutouts in the style of Peanuts characters. That was fun. 

BLADE:  With ā€œHand to Godā€ at Keegan youā€™re really multitasking. Tell me a little bit about working with actors. 

HARTWOOD:  During casting, the actors were asked to bring a sock to use as a puppet. Not to show expertise but to prove some potential. 

Actor Drew Sharpe plays both Jason and his puppet Tyrone throughout the show; itā€™s like patting your head and rubbing your tummy at the same time. 

We start with basics. But then we retrain the way an actor thinks about a puppet. Not only is he marking up his script with his own blocking and intentions, but heā€™s also doing the same thing for his puppet. Itā€™s playing two roles simultaneously. Iā€™m in awe of how quickly Drew has learned and improved over the last few weeks.

BLADE: Does being queer affect your project choices? 

HARTWOOD: I try to incorporate my queerness into theater. For a while I didnā€™t know how to do that. Iā€™m not writing plays or activist pieces, but Iā€™m selective of what shows I do. I like to dedicate time to shows I care about, particularly those involving the queer and POC communities. Sometimes that means working with a smaller theater and not getting paid as much.

BLADE: Is money a concern? 

HARTWOOD: I recently quit my full-time corporate job as a business analyst at a government contracting company to focus fully on theater. If Iā€™m going to spend 40 hours of my week doing something I better love it. 

I was picturing myself in 10, 20, or 30 years. If I push my artistry now, thereā€™s more time for me to become successful or to get my big break. 

Also, I just graduated from bartending school. That should help pay the bills. 

BLADE: How does ā€œHand to Godā€ jibe with your professional ethos? 

HARTWOOD: Really well. Though not explicitly written for the queer community or POC, it explores grief, toxic masculinity and what it means to be ā€œman enough.ā€ And that resonates with a lot of queer folks. 

And, Iā€™m definitely here for the puppets 

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Telling the Randy Shilts story

Remembering the book that made America pay attention to AIDS

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(Book cover image courtesy Chicago Review Press)

ā€˜When the Band Played Onā€™
By Michael G. Lee
c.2025, Chicago Review Press
$30/282 pages

You spent most of your early career playing second fiddle.

But nowĀ youā€™ve got the baton, and a story to tell that people arenā€™t going to want to hear,Ā though itā€™s essentialĀ that theyĀ face the music.Ā They mustĀ know whatā€™s happening. As in the new bookĀ ā€œWhen the Band Played Onā€ by Michael G. Lee,Ā this time, itā€™s personal.

Born in 1951 in small-town Iowa, Randy Shilts was his alcoholic, abusive motherā€™s third of six sons. Frustrated, drunk, she reportedly beat Shilts almost daily when he was young; she also called him a ā€œsissy,ā€ which ā€œseemed to follow Randy everywhere.ā€

Perhaps because of the abuse, Shilts had to ā€œteach himself social graces,ā€ developing ā€œadultlike impassivenessā€ and ā€œbiting sarcasm,ā€ traits that featured strongly as he matured and became a writer. He was exploring his sexuality then, learning ā€œthe subtleties of sexual communication,ā€ while sleeping with women before fully coming out as gay to friends.

Nearing his 21st birthday, Shilts moved to Oregon to attend college and to ā€œallow myself love.ā€ There, he became somewhat of an activist before leaving San Francisco to fully pursue journalism, focusing on stories of gay life that were ā€œmostly unknown to anyone outside of gay culture.ā€

He would bounce between Oregon and California several times, though he never lost sight of his writing career and, through it, his activism. In both states, Shilts reported on gay life, until he was well known to national readers and gay influencers. After San Francisco supervisor Harvey Milk was assassinated, he was tapped to write Milkā€™s biography.

By 1982, Shilts was in love, had a book under his belt, a radio gig, and a regular byline in a national publication reporting ā€œon the GRID beat,ā€ an acronym later changed to AIDS. He was even under contract to write a second book.

But Shilts was careless. Just once, careless.

ā€œIn hindsight,ā€ says Lee, ā€œā€¦ it was likely the night when Randy crossed the line, becoming more a part of the pandemic than just another worried bystander.ā€

Perhaps not surprisingly, there are two distinct audiences for ā€œWhen the Band Played On.ā€ One type of reader will remember the AIDS crisis and the seminal book about it. The other is too young to remember it, but needs to know Randy Shiltsā€™s place in its history.

The journey may be different, but the result is the same: author Michael G. Lee tells a complicated, still-controversial story of Shilts and the book that made America pay attention, and itā€™s edgy for modern eyes. Lee clearly shows why Shilts had fans and haters, why Shilts was who he was, and Lee keeps some mystery in the tale. Shilts had the knowledge to keep himself safe but he apparently didnā€™t, and readers are left to wonder why. Thereā€™s uncomfortable tension in that, and a lot of hypothetical thinking to be had.

For scholars of gay history, this is an essential book to read. Also, for anyone too young to remember AIDS as it was, ā€œWhen the Band Played Onā€ hits the right note.

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2025 is the year to prioritize LGBTQ wellness

Community center hosts workshop ‘prioritizing self-care & community care’

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The DC LGBTQ+ Community Center will host ā€œPrioritizing Self-Care & Community Care in 2025 Workshopā€ on Wednesday, Jan. 22 at 7 p.m.

This will be an engaging conversation about how to prioritize self-care and community care in the upcoming year. This one-hour workshop will be facilitated by Program Director & Psychotherapist Jocelyn Jacoby. This workshop is designed to be a place where LGBTQ people can be in community with each other as the community grapples with fear and hope and comes up with practical ways to promote resiliency.

Registration for this event is mandatory and can be accessed on the DC Centerā€™s website.Ā 

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