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Studio’s ‘Tear You Apart’ play explores ‘fat girl/gay man trope’

BFF dynamic threatened when new girl enters the picture

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From left are Anna O’Donoghue, Morgan Gould, Tommy Helenringer and Nicole Spiezio, the creative team behind ‘I Wanna Fucking Tear You Apart.’ (Photo by Teddy Wolff; courtesy Studio Theatre)

‘I Wanna Fucking Tear You Apart’

Through Feb. 19

Studio Theatre

1501 14th St., N.W.

Tickets start at $20

202-332-3300

As both titular and practical leader of Morgan Gould & Friends, a New York-based theater company, Morgan Gould writes and directs pop culture satires. Its 13 members — Gould’s friends — are mostly  longtime collaborators she met at Fordham University where she majored in directing.

“It’s really not hard to get in the company,” she says. “All you have to do is ask, really.”

With her new play “I Wanna Fucking Tear You Apart,” a funny and dark play about friendship and the politics of niceness and beauty, Gould steps away from her satiric comfort zone.

“It’s a straightforward and hopefully well-made play,” says Gould who’s also directing the dramedy. For the play’s D.C. premier at Studio Theatre, she brings along company members out actor Tommy Heleringer and Anna O’Donoghue who play Leo and Chloe, and a new friend, Nicole Spiezio, who leads the cast as Samantha.

Loquacious, energetic and refreshingly brash, Gould is delighted that her work is in production at legitimate regional theater. So much so, she was even willing to change the play’s provocative title (proudly lifted from the song “Tear You Apart” by She Wants Revenge that Gould first heard sung by Lady Gaga on TV’s “American Horror Story”) if Studio’s hierarchy thought it was too much. They didn’t.

Last week at Studio’s second-floor lobby, Gould, Heleringer and Spiezio (all 30-ish) sat down before rehearsal to chat with the Blade.

GOULD: There is a famous Morgan Gould. It’s not me. He’s a hot, black South African soccer star. But I got on Twitter before him so my Twitter handle is @morgangould so I get tweeted all the time. Stuff like, “Sorry about your injury.” And I reply, “It’s OK man.” Sometimes it gets contentious. Little do they know they’ve tweeted some fat playwright who looks like actress Lori Beth Denberg.

WASHINGTON BLADE: So what’s this violently titled play about?

NICOLE SPIEZIO: Tommy and I play best friends Leo and Samantha. He’s a gay man and I’m a fat woman but we’re more than that. We’re also writers and roommates. So we spend a lot of time together.

GOULD: Co-dependent has been bandied about, which I’m not so crazy about because it’s in part based on me and my gay friend.

SPIEZIO: It’s about that critical juncture in your life when college ends but you don’t want it to end because the friends you made at college have become your family so you keep it going. Over that year after college, Leo and Samantha are figuring out what’s next for them. My character has a boyfriend and her career is taking off. Leo is still trying to find his path.

BLADE: Have you been in a relationship like this in real life?

TOMMY HELERINGER: Of course. It’s scarily relatable. During rehearsal I’ve been pulling things from what I’ve had with them.

SPIEZIO: Yes, all fat girls have gay male friends. The fat girl/gay man trope is alive and well.

GOULD: Unless you’re fat and dumb. But if you’re fat and slightly smart, you will have gay male friends. The fat woman/gay male friendship is an intoxicating relationship. When I was writing the play I thought about the most important relationships of my life and those are with my best gay guy friends. We know what hate looks like. When I walk in a room, I know immediately which person hates fat people. They don’t have to say a word. You learn that early. And gay men learn who hates them really early too. We find each other like a safe haven, a place where we can be mean and funny together. It’s us against the world. But as you age, you can shed that because you don’t need that protection. This doesn’t mean that these friendships end necessarily. They just change. Our characters are arriving at that place. Growth is good but it’s painful. I hate terms like fruit fly or fag hag. Smart fat women love gay men. We’re both traumatized. It’s complicated. It’s not like shopping and watching “Project Runway” all the time, though that’s part of it.

BLADE: Back to the play. What else happens?

SPIEZIO: So another woman intrudes on Leo and Samantha’s close friendship. Chloe is Leo’s co-worker and they’re becoming friends outside of work. She’s a threat on several levels: she’s thin, a little younger and she doesn’t read as special. She’s basic. Samantha can’t understand how her friend Leo who has the best taste in the world could like this not-terribly smart of funny woman. Samantha can’t fathom why he’d bring her into our space. Her instinct is to say no rather than yes. As a fat woman, she feels people see her as one thing and if it’s negative, it’s their worst nightmare. Any young, thin, flighty girl really needs to prove herself. Samantha is a really great part for a fat woman. There aren’t a lot.

GOULD: This play is from our lives. It turns out one of my first gay best friend from high school was one of Nicole’s gay best friends in college.

BLADE: Tommy, do you and Nicole hang out like best friends offstage? Is life imitating art?

HELERINGER: We tried but it didn’t really work. But seriously, I’m not nuts about that stuff. We didn’t say, “Let’s go home and do improv,” or anything. But yes, we are friends outside of rehearsal and are spending time together. We’re the only people we really know in the city.

BLADE: Tommy is gay. What about you women?

GOULD: I feel fatness queerizes you. But yes, we like men.

BLADE: And why should LGBT theatergoers come?

GOULD: This play is a gift. It’s so gay and fat. Starts as a comedy and evolves as conflicts arise. There’s a drag number and a dance number. If I could take out a billboard it would read, “This is a play for you. Not a pretend play for you, but a real play.”

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A hilarious ‘Twelfth Night’ at Folger full of ‘elegant kink’

Nonbinary actor Alyssa Keegan stars as Duke Orsino

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Alyssa Keegan (Photo courtesy Folger Theatre)

‘Twelfth Night’
Through June 22
Folger Theatre
201 East Capitol St., S.E.
$20-$84
Folger.edu

Nonbinary actor Alyssa Keegan (they/them)loves tapping into the multitudes within. 

Currently Keegan plays the melancholic Duke Orsino in Folger Theatre’s production of Shakespeare’s romantic comedy “Twelfth Night.” Director Mei Ann Teo describes the production as “sexy, hilarious, and devastating” and full of “elegant kink.” 

Washington-based, Keegan enjoys a busy and celebrated career. Her vast biography includes Come From Away at Ford’s Theatre; Cat on a Hot Tin Roof (Helen Hayes Award, Best Actress) and Paula Vogel’s How I Learned to Drive, both at Round House Theatre; Diana Son’s Stop Kiss directedby Holly Twyford for No Rules Theatre Company; and Contractions at Studio Theatre, to name just a few. 

In addition to acting, Keegan works as a polyamory and ethical non-monogamy life and relationship coach, an area of interest that grew out of personal exploration. For them, coaching seems to work hand in hand with acting. 

WASHINGTON BLADE: You’re playing the lovesick Orsino in Twelfth Night. How did that come about? 

ALYSSA KEEGAN: The director was looking to cast a group of actors with diverse identities; throughout auditions, there were no constraints regarding anyone’s assigned sex at birth. It was really a free for all. 

BLADE: What’s your approach to the fetching, cod-piece clad nobleman?

KEEGAN: Offstage I identify as completely nonbinary; I love riding in this neutral middle space. But I also love cosplay. The ability to do that in the play gives me permission to dive completely into maleness. 

So, when I made that decision to play Orsino as a bio male, suddenly the part really cracked open for me. I began looking for clues about his thoughts and opinions about things like his past relationships and his decision not to date older women.

Underneath his mask of bravura and sexuality, and his firmness of feelings, he’s quite lonely and has never really felt loved. It makes sense to me why his love for Olivia is so misguided and why he might fall in love with the Cesario/Viola character.

BLADE: As an actor, do you ever risk taking on the feelings of your characters? 

KEEGAN: Prior to my mental health education, yes, and that could be toxic for me. I’ve since learned that the nervous system can’t tell the difference between real emotional distress and a that of a fully embodied character. 

So, I created and share the Empowered Performer Project. [a holistic approach to performance that emphasizes the mental and emotional well-being of performing artists]. It utilizes somatic tools that help enormously when stepping into a character. 

BLADE: Has changing the way you work affected your performances?

KEEGAN: I think I’m much better now. I used to have nearly debilitating stage fright. I’d spend all day dreading going onstage. I thought that was just part of the job. Now, I’ve learned to talk to my body. Prior to a performance, I can now spend my offstage time calmly gardening, working with my mental health clients, or playing with my kid. I’m just present in my life in a different way. 

BLADE: Is Orsino your first time playing a male role?

KEEGAN: No. In fact, the very first time I played a male role was at the American Shakespeare Center in Staunton, Va. I played Hipolito in Thomas Middleton’s The Revenger’s Tragedy. 

As Hipolito, I felt utterly male in the moment, so much so that I had audience members see me later after the show and they were surprised that I was female. They thought I was a young guy in the role. There’s something very powerful in that.

BLADE: Do you have a favorite part? Male or female? 

KEEGAN: That’s tough but I think it’s Maggie the Cat. I played the hyper-female Maggie in Tennessee Williams’ Cat on a Hot Tin Roof at Round House. In the first act she didn’t stop talking for 51 minutes opposite Gregory Wooddell as Brick who barely had to speak. That lift was probably the heaviest I’ve ever been asked to do in acting. 

BLADE: What about Folger’s Twelfth Night might be especially appealing to queer audiences?

KEEGAN: First and foremost is presentation. 99% of the cast identify as queer in some way. 

The approach to Shakespeare’s text is one of the most bold and playful that I have ever seen.  It’s unabashedly queer. The actors are here to celebrate and be loud and colorful and to advocate. It’s a powerful production, especially to do so close to the Capitol building, and that’s not lost on any of us.

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‘We Are Gathered’ a powerful contemplation of queer equality

Arena production dives fearlessly into many facets of same-sex connection

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Nic Ashe (Free) and Kyle Beltran in ‘We Are Gathered.’ (Photo by T Charles Erickson Photography)

‘We Are Gathered’
Through June 15
Arena Stage
1101 Sixth St., S.W.
$70-$110
Arenastage.org

Aptly billed as a queer love story, Tarell Alvin McCraney’s terrific new play “We Are Gathered” (now at Arena Stage) dives deeply and fearlessly into the many facets of a same-sex connection and all that goes with it. 

McCraney’s tale of two gay men’s romance unfolds entertainingly over two acts. Wallace Tre (Kyle Beltran), a tense architect, and his younger partner Free (Nic Ashe), a campy and fun-loving musician with a deep sense of quiet and peace are contemplating marriage after five years together, but one of the two isn’t entirely comfortable with the idea of imminent matrimony.

At 14, Wallace Tre (nicknamed Dubs) first learned about gay cruising via renowned British playwright Caryl Churchill’s seminal work “Cloud Nine.” It was an intoxicating introduction that led Dubs to an exciting world of sex and risk. 

Soon after, a nearby park became a thrilling constant in his life. It remains a source of excitement, fun, danger, and fulfillment. The local cruising zone is also a constant in McCraney’s play.

One memorable evening, Dubs experienced a special night in the woods, a shadowy hour filled with exhilaration and surprise. That’s when Dubs unpredictably learned something he’d never felt before. That night in the park, he met and fell madly in love with Free. 

In addition to being a talented playwright, McCraney is the Academy Award-winning Black and queer screenwriter of “Moonlight,” the 2016 film. He’s happy to be a part of WorldPride 2025, and grateful to Arena for making space for his play on its stage. McCraney says he wrote “We Are Gathered” as a contemplation of queer marriage and the right for same-sex couples, like opposite-sex couples, to marry anywhere in the United States.

For Dubs, it’s important that Free speak openly about how they met in the park. He’d like Free to share the details of their coming together with his supportive grandparents, Pop Pop (Craig Wallace) and Mama Jae (out actor Jade Jones). As far as they know, their grandson met Dubs at a lovely gathering with a nice crowd assembled under a swanky canopy. When in truth it was a park busy with horny guys cruising beneath a canopy of leafy verdure.

Understandably, Free is more than a tad embarrassed to reveal that he enjoyed al fresco sex with Dubs prior to knowing his boyfriend’s name. Clearly, in retrospect, both feel that their initial meeting is a source of discomfort, tinged with awkwardness.  

There is a lot more to “We Are Gathered” than cruising. Dubs and Free are ardently liked by friends and family. Both are attractive and smart. Yet, they’re different. Free is quite easy going while Dubs is, at times, pricklier.  

While Free is part of a happy family, Dubs’s people aren’t entirely easy. He grew up with a strung-out mother and a cold father (Kevin Mambo). Yet, his sister Punkin (Nikolle Salter), an astronaut, is very caring and close to him. While she doesn’t necessarily like “the gay stuff,” she very much wants to live in a world where there’s room for her gay brother. 

Adeptly directed by Kent Gash, the production is memorable, and it’s not his first collaboration with McCraney. Ten years ago, Gash, who’s Black and queer, staged McCraney’s “Choir Boys” at Studio Theatre, another well-written and finely staged work.

“We Are Gathered” is performed in the round in Arena’s cavernous Fichandler Stage. The space is both a forest and various rooms created by designer Jason Sherwood and lighting designer Adam Honoré. It’s a world created by elevating a circular platform surrounded by charming street lamps both hanging overhead and lining the perimeter. 

Ultimately, what takes place in “We Are Gathered” is a party, and something even more; it’s a paean to marriage, and a call to a sacrament. 

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Trans performer, juggler premiering one-woman show

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Lucy Eden stars in ‘Circus of the Self’ at Spooky Action Theater.  (Photo courtesy of Spooky Action Theater)  

Circus of the Self
May 29-June 6
Spooky Action Theater
1810 16th St., N.W.
Pay-What-You-Can: May 2
All other performances: $35
Spookyaction.org

For Lucy Eden, tricks have proved a way into theater.

The Oakland, Calif.-based trans performer and juggler is premiering her one-woman show “Circus of the Self” at Spooky Action Theater in conjunction with WorldPride. 

Directed by Spooky Action’s artistic director Elizabeth Dinkova, the autobiographical busking show is a unique blend of circus and serious storytelling.   

Juggler first met director several years ago in Atlanta. Eden explains, “She was working at a theater down the street from the juggling club where I spent a lot of time. She needed people for a street fair. I agreed. Another collaboration soon followed.” 

Previously, Eden had worked mostly as a roaming performer at Atlanta corporate events and street style pre-game shows for the Braves: “Those environments were a good way to work on material, to learn what tricks make people stop their talking and turn their attention to me,” she says.

Now based in Oakland, Calif., Eden, 40, has created a 77-minute-long one-woman show infused with burlesque, expert juggling, and a personal, sometimes difficult, story.  

While she hesitates to say it’s the obligation of all trans people to tell their stories, she says, “In these times, if you get the opportunity, I believe you ought to take it.” 

Recently, she took a break from preparations, to talk life and showbiz.

BLADE: How exactly did you learn circus tricks? 

EDEN: I’m autodidactic. I taught myself to juggle in the last semester of college. Things had gone wrong and I was looking for distraction. So, when I found a “three ball learn to juggle” kit, I never looked back. That lead to advanced juggling, unicycling, and balancing objects on my face. 

Things began to look up. Today, I try to resist everything in my life going back to circus tricks, it almost always does. 

BLADE: It sounds almost preordained. 

EDEN: For sure. It changed everything. Circus skills force you to face your own failure. When you drop a ball, you can’t convince yourself or the audience that it didn’t happen. Performing, like life, forces you to develop capacities to deal with internal and external failures. 

It teaches us not take ourselves, societal rules, or the idea of what’s success too seriously. 

BLADE: Juggling at a cocktail party to baring your past before a rapt audience must be quite a stretch.

EDEN: It is, but rather than making a dramatic leap, I leveraged the fun and draw of circus to engage people in a more difficult conversation. 

BLADE: Spooky Action’s website warns about “frank discussions of transphobia and mental health.” 

EDEN: Well yeah, I grew up in rural Georgia in the 1990s. You can only imagine. Trans is integral to my identity, and a hot button term right now. I think everyone sees and hears a lot of things about trans people that don’t in fact come from actual trans people. 

A big part of why I wrote this show and brought it to D.C. is because I really want audiences to have as intimate and revealing look at me as a trans persona as I can give them. I think it’s only through knowing that we can get beyond all the noise, misinformation, and fear mongering.  

BLADE: Lately I hear a lot of artists bandying about the term “queer joy.” Woolly’s website uses the term in describing aspects of your show. What does it mean to you?

EDEN: It’s an important thingfor us all to be focused on right now, but we’re in a place where joy is hard to access. So, to me, it’s complex; it’s an important yet nuanced pursuit. 

BLADE: As a part of the vast and promising WorldPride (through June 8) entertainment lineup, what makes your show stand out?

EDEN: It’s fun. I wrote “Circus of the Self” with a queer audience in mind. I spend a lot of time and creative energy performing for a general audience. I want this to be different. As far as I know, there’s nothing quite like my show out there. 

There are a lot of shows that are a combination of storytelling and circus parts but they tend to be surface level entertainment. I think of this as more standup with circus layered on; it’s modeled after queer comedians like Hannah Gadsby and Tig Notaro whose work is driven more by personality than jokes. 

I have tried to write a show for a queer audience. It has all the things I need to see for myself but never have.

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