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QUEERY: Michelle Carnes/Dr. Torcher

The D.C. Weirdos performer/creative producer answers 20 gay questions

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Michell Carnes, gay news, Washington Blade

Michelle Carnes/Dr. Torcher (Photo by Stereo Vision Photography)

Performers in the D.C. Weirdo Show know the power of reclaiming words and art forms traditionally used to subjugate.

The show started at the Palace of Wonders on H Street in 2006 as a place for sideshow performers, a type of performance Michelle Carnes says has “a violent history of appropriation and displaying people of color as oddities and freaks in mythologized and racist ways, such as savages, wildmen, orientalist swamis, etc. Sideshow served to reassure white middle-class folks of their normalcy, supremacy and privilege.”

But it also “offered a place for marginalized people who are different and usually stigmatized to have a voice, a platform to represent their experience and have greater understanding and empathy from the world around them. That is the tradition we are committed to preserving at D.C. Weirdo Show,” she says.

“Weirdos for Life! A Benefit for Trans Lifeline” is Friday, Sept. 21 at 9 p.m. at 1523 22nd St., N.W. Tickets are $16 in advance or $20 cash at the door. The event is a benefit for Trans Lifeline, a peer-supported hotline staffed for and by trans people. Details at dcweirdoshow.com.

Carnes, a 42-year-old Indianapolis native, holds a Ph.D. and works in the federal government as a public health anthropologist by day. She hosts and is the lead creative producer for the Weirdo Show, held monthly except December. Her alter ego Dr. Torcher — her sideshow specialty is fire manipulation — started three years ago. She’s also a musician, comedian, drag performer, storyteller, emcee and clown. She’s learning to juggle and play the violin. She came to Washington 15 years ago to study at American University.

Carnes is in a married/poly relationship with Mark Anduss and Melissa Kaplan, who both work on the shows with Carnes. They live together in Bethesda. Carnes enjoys reading, writing, painting and creating in her free time.

(Photo by Stereo Vision Photography)

How long have you been out and who was the hardest person to tell? 

I came out when I was 16 to my friends; to my family when I was 18 and already at college. The hardest person to tell was also the easiest, my dad. Hardest because it would have devastated me if he had rejected me over it but also, easiest because I think, deep down, I felt confident that wasn’t how he would react.

 

Who’s your LGBT hero? 

Dr. Evelyn Blackwood. She was my queer anthropology professor at Purdue and she believed in my ability to leave Indiana, get an education and do something with myself. My life would be very different and much, much worse if she hadn’t found me when she did and I am grateful.

 

What’s Washington’s best nightspot, past or present? 

Where the baseball stadium is now, there was a complex of amazing warehouse-style clubs in D.C. Wet was at L and Half Street, where Miz Vicki’s party, “Soft and Wet” used to happen. It was the longest running black lesbian strip party in the country, I will never get over it being gone and fuck baseball.

 

Describe your dream wedding. 

I got married in Las Vegas by a gay Elvis in a pink Cadillac. It took 15 minutes and 25 of our favorite people were there. That was literally perfect.

 

What non-LGBT issue are you most passionate about? 

I was going to say mental health but that’s an LGBT issue. Frankly, I’m not sure there is such a thing as a non-LGBT issue since we’re everywhere and part of the world.

 

What historical outcome would you change? 

Colonization

 

What’s been the most memorable pop culture moment of your lifetime? 

Tina Fey’s amazing Sarah Palin spoof on SNL, which many people believe significantly helped derail Palin’s career. I love the power of comedy and satire. That’s a beautiful thing.

 

On what do you insist? 

Performers of color, queers, trans artists and womxn taking up space in the sideshow art form, despite its misogyny, homophobia, racism, xenophobia.

 

What was your last Facebook post or Tweet? 

Something about D.C. Weirdo Show because our show is coming up soon!

 

If your life were a book, what would the title be? 

“Shelly Bean” (my dad’s nickname for me growing up)

 

If science discovered a way to change sexual orientation, what would you do? 

Find out who paid for that research to be done and ask why they wasted resources on something so unnecessary. Culture is what needs to change, not us.

 

What do you believe in beyond the physical world? 

I’m an atheist. This is it, y’all. Let’s make it count!

 

What’s your advice for LGBT movement leaders? 

My advice is for cis white folks in the movement: Intersectional politics are not optional. Learn to be accountable when you mess up. Step aside as needed. Support quietly without expectation of credit or reward. Embrace your humanity so that you may better embrace and care for those around you. Stop calling the cops. Stop asking me to speak on all-white panels about queer stuff. Stop defending rich white queers’ bad behavior because they fund your non-profit or they’re a “good customer.” Pay queers of color as much as you can, as often as you can.

 

What would you walk across hot coals for? 

I’ve walked on broken glass barefoot on stage for $100 so how does $150 sound?

 

What LGBT stereotype annoys you most? 

That homophobic people are all just secretly queer and will miraculously transform into a nice person if they come out. Yeah, none of us are immune to this internalized homophobia and lateral violence. Queer people struggle with it and it bothers me when folks implicitly (or explicitly) claim that queerness “prevents” us from doing this harm to each other. It’s bullshit.

 

What’s your favorite LGBT movie? 

The “San Junipero” episode of “Black Mirror.” It feels like a movie to me and I love it.

 

What’s the most overrated social custom? 

Going around to say goodbye to everyone at large gatherings. It was good to see you and I won’t interrupt your current amazing conversation to tell you that. I also like the implication that I will simply see you again, which I hope is true.

 

What trophy or prize do you most covet? 

Getting my Ph.D. 10 years ago taught me that no title, award, degree will satisfy anyone who already believes I am unworthy without it, including myself.

 

What do you wish you’d known at 18? 

That my life won’t always be survival and it’s OK to look forward to that and to be willing to rest sometimes, when I need it.

 

Why Washington? 

This place needs more weird to help us get through it all, together. Don’t you think?

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Memorial for groundbreaking bisexual activist set for May 2

Loraine Hutchins remembered as a ‘force of nature’

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Loraine Hutchins died last year. (File photo courtesy of Hutchins)

The Montgomery County Pride Center will host a celebration honoring the life and legacy of Loraine Hutchins, Ph.D., on May 2. People are invited to attend the onsite memorial or a livestream event. The on-site event will begin at 10 a.m. with a meet-and-greet mixer before moving into a memorial service around the theme “Loraine a Force of Nature!” at 11 a.m., a panel talk at 12 p.m., break out sessions for artists, academics, and activists to build on her legacy at 1 p.m. and a closing reception at 2 p.m. 

Attendees are encouraged to register for the on-site memorial gathering or the livestreamed memorial. The goal of this event is also to collect stories and memories of Loraine. Attendees and others can share their stories at padlet.com. 

An obituary for Hutchins was published in the Bladelast Nov. 24, where people can learn more about her activism in the bisexual community. A private service for friends and family was held in December but this memorial service is open to all. 

Alongside her groundbreaking work organizing for U.S. bisexual rights and liberation including co-editing “Bi Any Other Name: BIsexual People Speak Out” (1991), she also integrated faith into her sexual education and advocacy work. Her 2001 doctoral dissertation, “Erotic Rites: A Cultural Analysis of Contemporary U.S. Sacred Sexuality Traditions and Trends,” offered a pointed queer and feminist analysis to sex-neutral and sex-positive spiritual traditions in the United States. Her thesis was also groundbreaking in exploring the intersections between sex workers and those in caregiving professionals, including spiritual ones.

In an oral history interview conducted by Michelle Mueller back in August 2023, Hutchins described herself as a “priestess without a congregation.” While she has occasionally had a sense of community and feels part of a group of loving people, she admitted that “I don’t feel like we have the shape or the purpose that we need.”

“I’ve often experienced being the Cassandra in the room, the Cassandra in the community. Somebody who’s kind of way out there ahead, thinking through the strategic action points that my community hasn’t gotten to yet, and getting a lot of resistance and hostile responses from people who are frightened by dissent and conflict and not ready for the changes we have to make to survive,” she said.

“For somebody who’s bisexual in an out political way and who’s been a spokesperson for the polyamory movement in an out political way, it’s very exposing. And it’s very important to me to be able to try to explain and help other people understand the connection between spirituality and sexuality,” she explained citing how even as a graduate student she was “exploring how to feel erotic and spiritual, and not feel them in conflict with each other in my own spiritual contemplative life and my own sensual body awareness of being alive in the world.”

“Every religion has a sense of sacred sexuality. It’s just they put a lot of boundaries and regulations on it, and if we have a spiritual practice that is totally affirming of women’s priesthood and of gay people, queer people’s ability to minister to everyone and to be ministered to be everyone, what does that do to the gender of God, or our understanding of how we practice our spirituality and our sexuality in community and privately?”

“There’s no easy answer,” she concludes, and she continued to grapple with these questions throughout her life, co-editing another seminal text, “Sexuality, Religion and the Sacred: Bisexual, Pansexual, and Polysexual Perspectives,” published in 2012. Her work blending spiritual and queer liberation remains groundbreaking to this day. 

Rev. Eric Eldritch, a local community organizer and ordained Pagan minister with Circle Sanctuary who has worked for decades with the DC Center’s Center Faith to organize the Pride Interfaith Service, is eager to highlight this element of her legacy at the memorial service next month.  

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Queery: Meet artist, performer John Levengood

Modern creative talks nightlife, coming out, and his personal queer heroes

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John Levengood (Blade photo by Michael Key)

John Levengood (he/him) describes himself as a modern creative with a wide‑ranging toolkit. He blends music, technology, civic duty, and a sharp sense of wit into a cohesive artistic identity. Known primarily as a recording artist and performer, he’s also a self‑taught music producer and software engineer who embodies a generation of creators who build their own lanes rather than wait for one to appear.

Levengood, 32, who is single and identifies as gay and queer, is best known as a recording artist who has performed at Pride festivals across the country, including the main stages of World Pride DC, Central Arkansas Pride, and Charlotte Pride.

“Locally in the DMV, I’m known for turning heads at nightlife venues with my eye-catching sense of style. When I go out, I don’t try to blend in. I hope I inspire people to be themselves and have the courage to stand out,” he says.

He’s also known for hosting karaoke at Freddie’s Beach Bar in Arlington, Va., on Thursday nights. “I like to create a space where people feel comfortable expressing themselves, building community, and showcasing their talents.”

He also creates social media content from my performances and do interviews at LGBTQ+ bars and theatres in the DMV. Follow the Arlington resident @johnlevengood.

How long have you been out and who was the hardest person to tell?

I have been fully out of the closet since 2019. My parents were the hardest people to tell because my family has always been my rock and at the time I couldn’t imagine a world without them. Their reactions were extremely positive and supportive so I had nothing to fear all along.
I remember sitting on the couch with my mom, dad, and sister in our hotel room in New Orleans during our winter vacation and being so nervous to tell them. After I finally mustered up the nerve and made the proclamation, I realized my dad had already fallen asleep on the couch. My mom promised to tell him when he woke up.

Whos your LGBTQ hero?

My LGBTQ heroes are Harvey Milk for paving the way for gays in politics and Elton John for being a pioneer for the fabulous and authentic. My local heroes in the DMV are Howard Hicks, manager of Green Lantern, and Tony Rivenbark, manager of Freddie’s Beach Bar. Both of them are essential to creating spaces where I’ve felt welcome and safe since moving to the DMV.

Whats Washingtons best nightspot, past or present?

Trade tops the list for me because of the dance floor and outdoor space. It’s so nice to get a break from the music every once and a while to be able to have a conversation.

We live in challenging times. How do you cope?

I’m still figuring this out. What is working right now is writing music and spending time with family and friends. I’ve also been spending less time on social media going to the gym at least three times a week.

What streaming show are you binging?

After “Traitors” Season 4 ended, I was in a bit of a show hole, but “Stumble” has me in a laughing loop right now. The writing is so witty.

What do you wish youd known at 18?

At 18, I wish I would have known how liberating it is to come out of the closet. It would have been nice to know some winning lottery numbers as well.

What are your friends messaging about in your most recent group chat?

We are planning our next trip to New York City. If you can believe it, I visited NYC for the first time in 2025 for Pride and I’ve been back every quarter since. Growing up in the country, I was subconsciously primed to be scared of the city. But my mind has been blown. I can’t wait to go back.

Why Washington?

It’s the closest metropolitan area to my family, but not too close. I love the museums, the diversity, the history, and the proximity to the beach and mountains. It’s also nice to live in a city with public transportation.

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Project GLOW celebrates LGBTQ acts

D.C.’s electronic music festival set for May 30-31

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A scene from last year’s Project GLOW. (Photo courtesy organizers)

Aging RFK Stadium has come down, but the RFK grounds are still getting lit up. Welcome back to the stage Project GLOW, D.C.’s homegrown electronic festival, on May 30-31. Back for its fifth year on these musically inclined acres, Project GLOW returns with an even more diverse lineup, and one that continues to celebrate LGBTQ antecedents, attendees, and acts.

Project GLOW 2026 headliners include house and techno star Mau P, progressive house legend Eric Prydz, hard-techno favorite Sara Landry, and bass acts Excision b2b Sullivan King, among the lineup of trance, bass, house, techno, dubstep, and others for the fifth anniversary year.

President & CEO Pete Kalamoutsos — born and raised in D.C. — founded Club GLOW in 1999. In 2020, GLOW entered into a partnership with global entertainment company Insomniac Events to produce live events like Project GLOW, which kicked off in 2022.

As in past years, Project GLOW not only makes space, but is intentionally inclusive of the LGBTQ community, one of its most dedicated fan bases. The festival’s LGBTQ-focused Secret Garden stage blooms again — a more intimate dance area that stands on the strength of DJs and musicians who draw from the LGBTQ community. D.C.’s LGBTQ nightlife mastermind Ed Bailey is the creative mind behind Secret Garden again. He joined Project GLOW in 2023.

“Kalamoustos says that “he’s proud of his partnership with Ed Bailey, along with Capital Pride and [nightlife producer] Jake Resnikow. It’s amazing to collaborate with Bailey at the Secret Garden stage, especially after the curated lineup we worked on at Pride last year.”

The Secret Garden will be a bit different from other stages: Eternal (“At the Eternal stage, time stands still. Lose yourself in the dance of past, present, and future, surrendering to the eternal rhythm of the universe”) and Pulse (“Feel the rhythm of the beat pulse through your veins as the heartbeat of the crowd synchronizes into one. Here, every moment vibrates with life as it guides you through a new dimension of euphoria”). The Secret Garden stage is in the round, surrounded by 16 shipping containers. The containers play canvas to muralists from around the world, who are coming in to paint them in a vibrant garden-style vibe. “We gave this stage some extra love with this layout,” K says, “ we finally cracked the code.”

K says that this will be the biggest lineup yet for the Secret Garden, featuring Nicole Moudaber b2b Chasewest, Riordan b2b Bullet Tooth, Ranger Trucco, Cassian, Eli & Fur, Cosmic Gate and Hayla. The stage is also the largest yet, featuring an expanded dance floor and 360-degree viewing.

Across all stages, K says that his goal for the fifth anniversary is “More art and fan interactive experience, more like a festival, strive to be like a Tomorrowland, as budget grows to add more experience.” Last year’s Project GLOW alone drew 40,000 attendees over two days.

K, however, was not satisfied with one festival this spring. GLOW recently announced a “pop-up” one-day event. Teaming up with Black Book Records, GLOW is set to throw a first-of-its-kind dance-music takeover of Pennsylvania Avenue, N.W., headlined by electronic music star Chris Lake. Set for April 18, this euphoric block party will feature bass and vibes blocks from the White House. Organizers expect as many as 10,000 fans to attend. Beyond music, there will be food, activations, and plenty of other activities taking place around 6th St and Pennsylvania Ave NW – a location familiar to many in the LGBTQ community, as this sits squarely inside the blocks of the Capital Pride party that takes place in DC every June.

Over the past two decades, Club GLOW has produced thousands of events, from club nights to large-scale festivals including Project GLOW, Moonrise Festival, and more. Club GLOW also operates Echostage.

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