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Rainbow Families plans weekend conference; gears up for legislative battles
D.C.-based resource agency expands its geography and mission


Rainbow Families
2019 Family Conference
āNow More Than Everā
Saturday, May 4
8:30 a.m.-5 p.m.
Georgetown Day High School
4200 Davenport St., N.W.
Admission fees vary for members, non-members
Non-member registration: $90
Rainbow Families, a D.C.-based nonprofit organization that got its start about 20 years ago as a local support group for LGBT parents, has expanded its programs and services to LGBT families throughout the mid-Atlantic region, according to recently named Executive Director Darren Vance.
Vance told the Washington Blade in an interview last week that Rainbow Familiesā main mission continues to be that of a provider of support for LGBT parents and prospective parents, both couples and individuals. Among the areas in which the group provides support is the access of LGBT parents to legal adoption rights as well as access to inclusive and welcoming schools, child care, health care and social services.
He began his job as executive director last summer, becoming Rainbow Familiesā first executive director and the mostly volunteer-driven groupās first full-time paid staff staffer.
With LGBT rights organizations raising concern in recent years over hostile policies surfacing in the Trump administration in Washington and in many state legislatures, Vance said Rainbow Families is increasing its āadvocacy endeavors,ā including arranging for experts on public policy issues to speak at the groupās annual conference.
Among the featured speakers at this yearās one-day conference, scheduled for Saturday, May 4, at D.C.ās Georgetown Day High School, are LGBT rights attorney Shannon Minter, who serves as legal director of the National Center for Lesbian Rights; and transgender activist Trystan Angel Reese.
Reese, a gay transgender man, and his partner, gay activist Biff Chaplow, became the subject of international news coverage in 2017 when they publicly disclosed that they decided to have their own biological child, āone that Trystan carried and birthed himself,ā the couple state on their website, biffandi.com.
āAs a transgender man, he has all the parts necessary to do so in a safe manner,ā the website says of Reese’s pregnancy and childbirth. āHe stopped taking his hormones, and they successfully conceived and had a beautiful, happy baby,ā says the site, which adds, āThroughout that process, they shared their story with a wide variety of media outlets in the hopes that their story ā of love and hope and family ā might increase the visibility and acceptance of trans people and LGBT families.ā
Although Rainbow Familiesā promotional literature for its May 4 conference doesnāt say so directly, the appearance of Trystan Angel Reese as the āfeatured speakerā and Shannon Minterās role as the presenter of a conference āTown Hall Meeting on legal concerns facing our families with the current political climate,ā appears to send a message that the conference will touch on hot-button political issues impacting LGBT families.
āWe really for years have worked both to support families and educate prospective families,ā Vance says. āI am indeed expanding our focus a bit. However, everything we do is about families or family members,ā he says, including what he calls an interesting development where straight parents of LGBT children, including trans and non-binary children, are becoming involved with Rainbow Families.
Nevertheless, āin light of what is going on in our climate, I felt as executive director it is important to increase our advocacy endeavors,ā Vance says. āPart of that certainly is with the conference and having Shannon as our keynote speaker to really make sure that weāre informed and we know what we need to do to stay engaged.ā
Vance says Rainbow Families believes at least three important public policy issues under consideration on the state and federal level have the potential for impacting LGBT families. One of them, he hopes, will be beneficial, the other two are harmful.
The first was the decision by the U.S. Supreme Court earlier this year to take on a case that will decide in an official ruling next year on whether Title VII of the U.S. Civil Rights Act of 1964 bans discrimination based on sexual orientation and gender identity and thus protects LGBT people from discrimination in all 50 states.
āThat certainly can affect the family,ā says Vance in referring to LGBT parents who would be protected against employment discrimination if the high court rules in a favorable way. āIt could impact their income,ā he says.
The second issue of concern to Rainbow Families, Vance says, are proposed bills surfacing in state legislatures attempting to place restrictions on the legal rights of same-sex married couples. At least once such bill in Texas, he says, would in effect tell LGBT couples that although the Supreme Court gave same-sex couples marriage equality, āweāre not entitled to the legal benefits of marriage.ā
The third issue of great concern to LGBT families, according to Vance, is attempts in some states to deny parenting rights for LGBT people by allowing adoption organizations to refuse to approve an adoption to an LGBT person or couple on religious grounds.
āAnd what is especially unfathomable is there are children all over the country in foster care,ā Vance says. āAnd in the LGBTQ community, we adopt huge numbers of children out of foster care. And there are people that donāt want us to become parents. And so with this climate, that is gaining traction.ā
Vance says most of the anti-LGBT family developments are occurring in areas outside the immediate D.C. metropolitan area.
āAnd we are lucky, those of us that live in this D.C. region,ā he says. āWeāre golden right now. We have a lot of acceptance. Weāre in a little bit of a bubble. The concern for our families as a nationwide community is that there are all these efforts in other areas of the country that are really trying to prohibit us from creating our families. Itās in the very fabric of this political climate to take rights away from LGBT individuals and LGBT families.ā
More information about Rainbow Families and its May 4 conference, whose theme is āNow More Than Ever,ā can be found at rainbowfamilies.org.
Following is a partial transcript of Darren Vanceās interview with the Washington Blade about Rainbow Families and its upcoming conference in D.C.
WASHINGTON BLADE: The Rainbow Families website shows your organization has for a long time worked on assisting individuals and LGBT couples adopt children and secure legal help to establish families. But your annual conference this year includes a town hall meeting on ālegislative threatsā to LGBT families. Is Rainbow Families now taking on more political advocacy work?
DARREN VANCE: Sure, let me address that. Indeed for well over 20 years and parts of us go back 25 and 27 years indeed providing get-togethers and events and support for LGBTQ families. But a large chunk of what we have done for that long as well is providing education and support for prospective parents and people on a family planning path to help them navigate the unique ins and outs of their family planning journey as LGBT individuals or couples. So itās kind of two fold or both. We really for years have worked both to support families and educate prospective families. I am indeed expanding our focus a bit. However, everything we do is about families or family members. So for example we have a growing number of heteronormative parents who and their queer kids that are becoming members. And we have kind of a growing number of trans and non-binary members, which is phenomenal.
BLADE: When you say heteronormative families do you mean families with straight parents?
VANCE: Yup, yup.
BLADE: But they have gay or LGBT kids?
VANCE: Yup ā or questioning or non-binary or what have you. Again, if youāre in my generation ā Iām in my mid-50s ā it was kind of like it was this box or that box. And now there are no boxes at all. Itās kind of a big happy bucket of however one feels and identifies and like that.But anyway, to your question about getting into more of a political bent, that is not the kind of focus that we do. However, in light of what is going on in our climate, I felt as executive director it is important to increase our advocacy endeavors. Part of that certainly is with the conference and having Shannon (Minter, legal director of National Center for Lesbian Rights) as our keynote speaker to really make sure that weāre informed and we know what we need to do to stay engaged. And in fact, the theme of the conference is āNow More than Ever.ā
BLADE: Have the conferences been an important part of Rainbow Families work over the years?
VANCE: Yes, indeed. And we decided ā this will be our ninth conference. So thatās how weāve done it for the last eight conferences. Another thing that is kind of interesting is that weāve received so much feedback from the community. Weāve always held it every other year. And weāve gotten feedback that people wanted it held annually. So it is now an annual affair. We are going to focus our efforts on more advocacy and awareness, both on our own and in partnership with other organizations in our community.
BLADE: I noticed you removed D.C. from your name.
VANCE: Right, we have members from all over the region from as far down as Norfolk, Virginia to as far up as kind of south of Philly. So we felt that being called Rainbow Families of D.C. might lend the wrong impression. So it was about two years ago that we really kind of rebranded; not really rebranded, we just dropped the two initials at the end. But we are still based in Washington, D.C. But as far as advocacy, those things might entail educational workshops where we have a guest speaker. You know someone like Shannon or someone like that coming in for a day and doing workshops. It could include doing events on the Hill, participating in other events on the Hill to encourage our legislators to hear the things that are important to us.
BLADE: Might that include testimony before congressional hearings?
VANCE: Certainly. In fact, weāve been invited to do some of that. So indeed thatās certainly part of it, yup. You know making sure that our membership is informed on issues that matter to us and then providing them with resources on where to go and what to do.
BLADE: You mentioned the climate in the last few years. Is there anything thatās happened in the last year or two that could adversely impact LGBT families or Rainbow Familiesā members?
VANCE: Certainly. The biggest thing is the interpretation of Title VII, which will go to the Supreme Court this fall. And we expect a decision probably in January. And that is for the Supreme Court to decide if Title VII protects ⦠transgender as well as sexual orientation. So thatās the biggest thing thatās on our radar.
BLADE: Would that impact families as well as others, since Title VII is usually related to employment discrimination? The court cases have been about gay people and transgender people being fired from their jobs.
VANCE: Exactly. That certainly can affect the family. It could impact their income. The other thing that is really poignant and affecting families are numerous, numerous state level cases where for example, there is one in Texas, I believe, that theyāre saying alright, the Supreme Court gave you marriage equality. Theyāre going to argue that weāre not entitled to the benefits of marriage. So what theyāre argument is, sure weāll give you a marriage certificate but we donāt have to provide anything else for you legally.
BLADE: Is that surfacing in the form of legislation in the states?
VANCE: Yes, legislation at the state level, so it is very likely that those types of cases will escalate.
BLADE: To deny marriage-related rights?
VANCE: Exactly. And then the third thing that I would say is there are numerous state and local attempts to strip parenting rights on the basis of religious freedom. And that is not-so-thinly veiled ⦠legislation to prohibit our community from becoming parents. And what is especially unfathomable is that there are children all over the country in foster care. And in the LGBTQ community, we adopt huge numbers of children out of foster care. And there are people that donāt want us to become parents. And so with this climate, that is gaining traction.
BLADE: The D.C. Superior Court each year holds an adoption day ceremony in which same-sex couples are among the many couples in the city that have their adoptions officially approved during that ceremony. Is this something that Rainbow Families is aware of?
VANCE: Yes, and Iāve been to it twice just as an observer. And we are lucky, those of us that live in this D.C. region. Weāre golden right now. We have a lot of acceptance. Weāre in a little bit of a bubble. The concern for our families is as a nationwide community is that there are all these efforts in other areas of the country that are really trying to prohibit us from creating our families. Even an effort to modify parts of the Affordable Care Act will have implications for our community. And Shannon just told me about that yesterday and I donāt know the details. But itās in the very fabric of this political climate to take rights away from LGBT individuals and LGBT families.

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Meet the āCEO of Everything Gayā who just bought the Abbey
Tristan Schukraft, who owns Mistr, takes over iconic LA nightclub

WEST HOLLYWOOD, Calif. āĀ Tristan Schukraft laughs when I suggest heās building a gay empire, but he doesnāt deny it.Ā
When it was announced last month that the owner of the iconic Abbey and Chapel nightclubs in Los Angeles had entered into an agreement to sell the business to Schukraft, it seemed like a strange move for the jet-setting tech CEO.
But the portfolio heās building ā founder and owner of the telemedicine app for gay men Mistr, owner of the queer nightclub Circo and Tryst Hotel in Puerto Rico ā appears to be bent toward Hoovering up more pink dollars by getting involved in an ever wider section of queer life.
The Los Angeles Blade spoke to Schukraft at The Abbey during its annual tree-lighting fundraiser for the Elizabeth Taylor AIDS Foundation about what he plans to do with the storied nightclub, and how he became one of Americaās most visible gay moguls.
This interview has been edited for length and clarity.
BLADE: Why the Abbey?
SCHUKRAFT: Well, I wanted to make sure it stayed in the hands of the gay community. You know, itās an institution. Itās a cornerstone of West Hollywood gay life, but more importantly, itās I think itās a cornerstone of the gay community far beyond West Hollywood, right?
BLADE: Looking at your background in tech companies, your recent shift into the nightclub and hospitality industry seems like a bit of a left turn.
SCHUKRAFT: You know, Iāve been drinking here for a long time. So now, after all that investment, Iām actually gonna start getting money back. I basically bought it so I can get free drinks.
You know, at the end of the day, Iām an operations guy. Iām a technology guy. I own hotels. With hotels, you have bars and restaurants, so itās not too far off the track. Itās a little off track. Why not? Right?
You know, after watching āThe Birdcage,ā I always wanted my own hotel [like Robin Williamsās character in the 1996 film] and somebody shattered my dreams the other day by telling me it was a nightclub. Iām like, what? It was a nightclub? And then I watched it, and itās true, it was a nightclub. So, now I have a nightclub. Yeah, so it all started with āThe Birdcage.ā
BLADE: Youāre known for being a disrupter of the things that you invest in. Is there a disruption plan for the Abbey, or for Weho? Are you planning to change things here?
SCHUKRAFT: Not a major disruption here at The Abbey. Iām gonna put my touches on it. But yeah, itās a pretty well-oiled machine. Weāre definitely going to focus on our values of being LGBTQ. I got some ideas for new nights and I definitely want to make it an epicenter of the gay community. And I think thereās opportunities to take it beyond West Hollywood.
BLADE: Can you give any kind of sneak peek at what youāre thinking?
SCHUKRAFT: East Coast. Thatās your sneak peek right now. East Coast.
I think youāll see in a couple months what Iām gonna do with the Abbey. But you know as far as taking it outside of West Hollywood, I see thereās opportunities on the East Coast right now.
I think thatās where David [Cooley, the founder and current owner of The Abbey] and I really we both appreciate the value of The Abbey brand. I think itās world famous, right? Itās the biggest gay bar. Itās one of the longest lasting. Obviously you have the Stonewalls of the world. But this is like a bar where people go on a regular night versus a tourist attraction. Maybe for some itās a tourist attraction, but I mean, it really is an institution. Itās a community gathering point. Itās a name that people recognize that we can bring into other communities.
BLADE: Do you have any plans to put a hotel somewhere here?
SCHUKRAFT: [Laughs] People are like, āAre you gonna paint it blue for Mistr?ā Or, āYouāre gonna make it a hotel?ā But no, weāre not building a hotel here. That would be terrible to build. I mean build a hotel and Abbey would be out. I donāt think the Abbeyās ever closed in 33 years, besides COVID. Minus that, itās never closed for construction. You know, when David did his expansion, it was always open.
I was looking at those old photos and Iām like, oh my God, I remember the wall of candles. Iāve been coming here a very long time.
So youāre more or less like keeping the same sort of operation going here, keeping the team in place?
The team, I mean, I think thatās what kind of really makes The Abbey unique. Itās like a place where everybody knows your name.
When I bought the hotel in Puerto Rico, obviously I donāt know anyone. Buying here. Iām like, oh, yeah. I know Todd. I know everybody, right? Not everybody, but a majority of people. And I think thatās why people come here. Because itās their staple. They go every Sunday. They know they have their favorite bartender. So, you know, everybody will be kept in place, no changes to personnel.
BLADE: You gave an interview to Authority Magazine where you said you promised your partner that you wouldnāt be starting up any new businesses. How did you get him on board with jumping into becoming a WeHo nightlife impresario?
SCHUKRAFT: I broke that promise two or three times since I said that. I mean, no, I just buy him gifts to make him happy.
I work long hours, right? And heās like, I donāt know why.
BLADE: Youāve created and run several tech companies. How did you get started in that business? Where did that money come from?
SCHUKRAFT: I started my very first company at 21 with a $10,000 loan. I was living in Hong Kong at the time. I think my father really wanted me to come back [to California]. My dadās a corporate guy, not a big risk taker, but heās like, āIāll give you $10,000 to start your company.ā It wasnāt enough to start the company, so I imported 437 Razor scooters and I thought I was gonna sell out in two weeks. It was very popular at the time ā this is like 23 years ago. It took me six and a half weeks. I was selling them out of my truck. I went to every swap meet in Southern California. Sold the last six on Christmas Eve and learned a couple lessons in business from that. But with the money I made from selling those scooters combined with the loan, I started my first company, which was like an Expedia for airline personnel.
And then I got into e-ticketing, and at that time, I didnāt know how to turn on the computer. So, I really surround myself with people that know what theyāre doing, that are experts. So, do I know how to run a bar? No, but Iām an operations guy and I hire the talent to make it happen. Thatās how I got started and I built that company and others along the way.
BLADE: Other than that first $10,000 loan from your parents, youāre basically self-made then?
SCHUKRAFT: Yeah. You know, I looked for investment. I did end up raising $18 million for my second company, but I put in a lot of money. I mean at 25, my first company was going really well, and there was this e-ticketing mandate and I said, oh thereās a real opportunity here. And I had a home and was doing good for a 25-year-old, and I kind of leveraged it all. And I thought, āOh my God, what did I do? I just fucked up my whole life. Why did I do this?ā Anyways, I got that first investor, got that first client, and it just kind of took off from there.
BLADE: And now with Mistr, The Abbey, your Puerto Rico clubs, are you starting a gay empire?
SCHUKRAFT: The CEO of Everything Gay, yes. I have a few more things. You know, all the businesses are very complementary, right? So, you come to The Abbey, then you go to the Tryst Hotel or Circo in Puerto Rico, and obviously all of the people that come here or the Tryst, theyāre all perfect candidates for Mistr. So yeah, so it looks a little weird. But it is very complementary to our various business units
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The ultimate guide to queer gift giving
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Anatomy of a post-cancellation comedy tour: Ashley Gavin in D.C.
After doxxing and death threats, a focus on jokes that transcend identity

I was dressing up to go to Ashley Gavinās stand-up comedy show at the Lincoln Theatre when I got a text from Sydnie, Ashleyās assistant. I didnāt remember giving Sydnie my number ā although I must have, surely? We had been in contact the past few days about setting up an interview with Ashley about her show here in D.C., and just today we had managed to schedule a time for tomorrow afternoon.
But suddenly the interview wasnāt looking so sure. Sydnie was texting to ask for a list of my questions for the interview, and if I didnāt provide them, I wouldnāt be getting tickets to tonightās show. I had two hours to get back to her. āSo sorry about that!ā Sydnie texted.
The ultimatum caught me off guard ā but perhaps it shouldnāt have. Ashley Gavin was the subject of controversy this summer for some of her crowd work during a show in Indianapolis. After a fan cheered a little too loudly at a joke, Ashley informed her she was the āthe most annoying fan who has ever been to one of her shows,ā and that she should ākill herself.ā When the fan responded, āIāve already tried,ā Ashley responded that she didnāt try hard enough, and implored her again and again to kill herself. The fan broke down in tears, and left the show.
The familiar cycle of celebrity cancellation played out. Calls were made on Reddit to boycott Ashleyās shows. Ashley released an apology video. YouTubers scrutinized the apology clip-by-clip on their channels. Ashley reported getting doxxed in death threats. (The irony!) The fan Ashley accosted, Olivia Neely, raised money for suicide awareness online. And now Ashley Gavin is back on tour, for the first time since the incident. No wonder Ashley had her assistant screening my questions.
When Ashley took the stage at the Lincoln Theatre, it quickly became clear that her audience is kindling for controversy fire. All the way up front, in the first few rows, are Ashleyās die-hard fans. Some of these fans have paid hundreds of dollars for meet-and-greet tickets after the show. Theyāre on the younger side, and are largely lesbian or queer. They turned 21 during the pandemic, and they havenāt necessarily been to a comedy show before. Theyāre fans from online ā of Ashleyās TikTok, or her podcast. But all the way in the back are more casual viewers, people who arenāt fans of Ashley specifically, but of comedy more generally. They might have bought their tickets last minute. Theyāre a little older than the die-hard fans, a little less queer, and theyāre more familiar with the offline comedy club scene.
Itās great that these two different groups can come together to enjoy a comedy show. But thereās one big problem. The online die-hards and the offline comedy regulars have very different expectations for the show. And Ashley isnāt looking to satisfy all of them.
On the one hand, the comedy regulars arenāt necessarily used to the content of her show, which especially on this tour, is largely comprised of material about being lesbian. Ashley wants the straight people in the room to know these jokes are for them too. One of the few bits Ashley carried over from her first special to this new tour involves picking out a random straight man in the audience. Sheāll learn his name, and then check in on him after this or that joke later in the set as the ārepresentative straight manā in the crowd. āIām speaking to the people who might not feel comfortable in the room,ā Ashley explained to me during our interview. āIām saying like, hey, I know youāre there, and this is for you. And Iām really glad that youāre here, you know.ā
But if Ashley wants the comedy regulars to adjust to the content of her show, she also wants her online, die-hard fans to adjust to the form of her show, which is offline, at a comedy club or theater. Her die-hard fans are new to the comedy scene, and she wants to make a proper introduction. This isnāt simply out of magnanimity. Ashley intends to put on the kind of show the comedy regulars are there to see. And if her fans from TikTok or her podcast are going to enjoy it, that means adjusting their expectations.
āIāve read it in my comments [online] before,ā Ashley lamented. āIāve read like, āThis was not a safe space.ā Maybe because of gross things, or some of the darkness of the jokes. Iām frequently like, what made you think it was going to be a safe space? Art is not a safe space.āĀ

As Ashley sees things, part of going to a comedy show is letting go and not worrying about whether the jokes are offensive. Itās giving the comedian the benefit of the doubt, especially if you know them from online. And she thinks letting go of your worries isnāt giving up on your political convictions ā itās empowering. ā[My fans] are very into social justice, and very into doing the right thing, [and] I want to give them the opportunity to let go a little bit, and release some of their tension, and their pain, and their struggle.ā
So one of the more unique things Ashley will do as a comedian is address her online, die-hard fans directly at the beginning of her show. Sheāll tell them that sheās on the right side of things, that she wonāt pull the rug out from under them, politically speaking. Sheāll tell them that they should feel free to laugh, to let it out, not cover their mouths. āI know who my audience is, and they want some safety. And they want some trust. And the fastest way that I can earn that trust is to be up front, and just say Iām not going to trick you tonight. The person you came to see, the person you think I am, I am that person.ā But itās a difficult balancing act. How do you promise your audience safety, while maintaining that a comedy show is not a āsafe spaceā? Itās no wonder the kindling might catch fire, despite Ashleyās best efforts. Youād be forgiven for wondering whether there wasnāt an easier way. Why ask fans who want safety to ride out a non-safe space?
I think it helps to understand what Ashley wants out of being a comedian. A major theme of Ashleyās first comedy special was her frustration with being called a ālesbian comedian.ā She talks about wanting to be called a great comedian, not a lesbian one ā someone who is in the running with other great comedians, whose jokes transcend any particular identity. And if you want to be a great comedian, and not āthe lesbian comedian,ā it makes sense that you might want your mostly queer online audience to acclimate to the comedy club scene. She doesnāt want to put on a lesbian show. She wants to put on a great comedy show.

So what of Ashleyās hopes for being a great comedian, post-cancellation? On her Chosen Family podcast, taped just one day before her show in D.C., Ashley gave a picture of where she thought things stood. āMy audience has changed. Iām experiencing this new audience now that might be a better fit. Because itās the folks that saw what happened and kind of understand, OK, these were meant to be jokes,ā Ashley told her co-hosts. āThe folks who donāt see it that way arenāt really at the show anymore, and the show is far more enjoyable for everybody there.ā
When I surveyed the audience after Ashleyās show, her prediction seemed to bear out. Everyone I talked to either didnāt know about the summerās controversy, or didnāt care. āI know nothing of drama. That takes a lot of energy to follow,ā said Sunshine, a fan of Ashleyās from over the pandemic. People wanted to chat about Ashleyās crowd work, particularly the drunk girl from Missouri who just wouldnāt give up. They had nothing to say about Indianapolis. Perhaps for Ashley Gavin, the post-cancellation cycle doesnāt end with her remaining fans forgiving and forgetting. Just the forgetting, and moving on.
CJ Higgins is a postdoctoral fellow with the Alexander Grass Humanities Institute at Johns Hopkins University.
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