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Short film ‘American Male’ shows wrath of internalized homophobia

movie won MTV filmmaker competition

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Short film “American Male,” winner of MTV’s Look Different Creator Competition, examines the detrimental nature of internalized homophobia. The competition required up-and-coming filmmakers to focus on the topic of privilege.

The film, directed by Michael Rohrbaugh, follows a frat boy who is working overtime to present as hyper-masculine. Shots of the college student performing stereotypical masculine activities such as working out, attending frat parties and drinking beer are shown throughout.

In a voice-over the student explains how he has carefully crafted his persona to appear as masculine as possible and schools the viewer on the behaviors of women and men. At one point he explains how women gesture more and that as a child he would gesture a lot, but trains himself to stop.

ā€œOrder beer. Not wine. And beef, not chicken. Never light beer, though. And no tofu. Canā€™t get more gay than tofu,ā€ he says.

Living life isn’t easy for the student as he is shown struggling with attraction to his fellow frat brother and overall unhappiness at supressingĀ his identity.

In an interview with Huffington Post, Rohrbaugh explained the message of the film.

ā€œI would like for viewers to gain a better understanding of what life feels like in the closet. I also hope theyā€™ll reflect upon their own lives and think about falsehoods that might be holding them back,” Rohrbaugh says.

ā€œSo many of the social norms weā€™ve been taught are rooted in discrimination, and so many young people are taught to feel ashamed of who they are, raised to believe that thereā€™s something wrong with them, that theyā€™re not normal or not who they should be. Those types of lies are really destructive, which is why they must be exposed and debunked,ā€ Rohrbaugh continued.

Watch “American Male” below.

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PHOTOS: Gay Day at the Zoo

Smithsonian marks International Family Equality Day

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The DC Center for the LGBTQ Community, SMYAL and Rainbow Families sponsored Gay Day at the Zoo on Sunday at the Smithsonian National Zoo. The Smithsonian marked International Family Equality Day with special exhibits and an event space.

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PHOTOS: Taste of Point

Annual fundraiser held for LGBTQ youth scholarship, mentorship organization

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The Point Foundation held its annual Taste of Point fundraiser at Room & Board on May 2.

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Miss Kitty tackles classical mythology in ā€˜Metamorphosesā€™

Folger production seen through the lens of the African diaspora

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Miss Kitty (Photo by Sarah Laughland Photography)

ā€˜Metamorphosesā€™
May 7-June 16
Folger Theatre
201 East Capitol St., S.E.
$20-$84
Folger.edu

Miss Kittyā€™s words are thoughtful and measured, occasionally punctuated by flamboyant flourishes and uplifting proclamations. Her tried and tested tagline is ā€œlive in fierce not fear.ā€Ā 

She describes herself as ā€œAMAB (assigned male at birth), nonbinary, genderqueer, transfemmeā€ as well as ā€œchanteuse, noble blacktress, and dancer.ā€ 

Currently, Miss Kitty is testing her talents in Mary Zimmermanā€™s ā€œMetamorphosesā€ at Folger Theatre on Capitol Hill. 

At 90 minutes, ā€œMetamorphoses,ā€ is made up of interwoven vignettes from classical mythology including the tales of Midas and his daughter, Alcyone and Ceyx, and Eros and Psyche. 

ā€œItā€™s all stories that relate to the human condition: the follies, the happiness, the love, the loss,ā€ Miss Kitty explains. ā€œAnd a thorough knowledge of mythology isnā€™t a requirement for enjoyment.ā€ 

The language is contemporary and with its 11-person ensemble cast ā€“ comprised exclusively of Black or indigenous people of color ā€“ theyā€™re adding their own spin to its present-day feel, she adds. 

In Zimmermanā€™s famously staged premiere production, the actors performed in and around a pool of water. At Folger, director Psalmayene 24 has ditched actual aquatics; instead, he suggests the element by introducing Water Nymph, a new character constructed around Miss Kitty. 

Water Nymph doesnā€™t speak, but sheā€™s very visible from the opening number and throughout the play on stage and popping up in unexpected places around the venue. 

ā€œItā€™s a lot of dancing; I havenā€™t danced the way Tony Thomas is choreographing me in a very long time. At 40, can she still make theater with just my body as her instrument?

The name ā€œMiss Kittyā€ was born over a decade ago. 

Miss Kitty recalls, ā€œShe was still presenting as male and going by her dead name. Someone commented that with the wig she was wearing for a part, she looked like Eartha Kitt whom she deeply admires.ā€

Her penchant for illeism (referring to oneself in third person) isnā€™t without good reason. She explains, ā€œItā€™s to reiterate that however she might look, sheā€™s always there; and if you misgender, she will let you know.ā€

Initially, the moniker was a drag persona at Capital Pride or the occasional fabulous cabaret performance at a nightclub.

But as time passed, she realized that Miss Kitty was something she couldnā€™t take off. She had always been a part of her. 

ā€œSheā€™s helped me to grow and flourish; sheā€™s given me the strength that I never would have had before. Iā€™m so proud of myself for realizing that before it was too late.ā€ 

Bringing Miss Kitty into her theatrical career presented some concerns. Would theater folks be open to the new her, especially those sheā€™d worked with before? 

Not always, but sheā€™s found new companies whoā€™ve welcomed Miss Kitty with open arms including Avant Bard, Spooky Action Theater, and now Folger. 

Last fall, Miss Kitty appeared in Spooky Actionā€™s Agreste (Drylands), a stunning queer story penned by gay Brazilian playwright Newton Moreno. 

After being invited to audition and reading the script, Miss Kitty was determined to be a part of the production. 

A work dealing with love and being trans, and transphobia, and how people can turn on a dime once they learn the truth about someone, resonated deeply with the actor. 

ā€œThe play speaks to the idea that if people just let people be who they are and love who they want to love weā€™d all be a lot happier,ā€ she says. 

For her sublime efforts, Miss Kitty nabbed a Helen Hayes Award nomination in the Outstanding Lead Performer category (winner to be determined on Monday, May 20 during a ceremony at The Anthem). 

Itā€™s her first time nominated and first time attending. Sheā€™s thrilled. 

Miss Kitty grew up in Oxen Hill, Md., and now lives near Washington Harbor. Her entry into performance was through music followed by high school plays. She graduated from Catholic University with a degree in music/concentration in musical theater, and from there dove directly into showbiz. 

Looking back, Miss Kitty says, ā€œbeing a person of color AND queer can be a double whammy of difficulty. You have to live in light and do the things youā€™re afraid to do. Thatā€™s the game changer.ā€ 

Presenting ā€œMetamorphosesā€ through the lens of the African diaspora (the cast also includes Jon Hudson Odom and Billie Krishawn, among others) helps us to realize that every story can be universal, especially for marginalized people ā€” South Asian, Native American, or fully queer perspectives, she says.  

ā€œHaving an all-Black ensemble opens all new worlds for everyone.ā€

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