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Drag legend Ella Fitzgerald returns to the stage for Capital Pride festival

Donnell Robinson on 40 years as a performer and the current political backlash against drag

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Ella Fitzgerald performs at the Capital Pride Festival in 2019. (Washington Blade file photo by Drew Brown)

Donnell Robinson, who has dazzled audiences in the nationā€™s capital as the drag personality of Ella Fitzgerald for at least 40 years, has the date of Saturday, March 21, 2020, embedded in his mind.

That was the last time he performed in drag. It was at the popular Southeast D.C. nightclub Ziegfeldā€™s-Secrets, where Robinson performed as Ella Fitzgerald for nearly 40 years, before it, along with all city nightclubs, bars, and other ā€œnonessentialā€ businesses were ordered temporarily closed by Mayor Muriel Bowser in response to the COVID pandemic.   

ā€œThat was the last show I did,ā€ Robinson told the Blade in an interview at his apartment in Arlington, Va.

A short time later, around May of 2020, Robinson and all the Ziegfeldā€™s-Secrets employees and performers learned that the owner of the clubā€™s building at 1824 Half Street, S.W., announced plans to demolish it to build an upscale condo building several years sooner than expected. That meant the club would not reopen when the COVID restrictions were lifted.

ā€œSo, what I recall is in May, it was the first week in May, Steven [Delurba, the Ziegfeldā€™s-Secrets general manager and part owner] called me and said, ā€˜Honey, do you have anything in the dressing room? Come and get it. The landlord called and said we must be out by the 15th.ā€™ā€

Robinson said he has fond memories of meeting up with other drag performers, one of the longtime bartenders and other employees who came to retrieve their belongings in the dressing room and other storage spaces in the converted warehouse building that had served as home to Ziegfeldā€™s-Secrets since 2009.

And it meant at least the temporary end to a 40-year run in which Robinson (aka Ella Fitzgerald) served as emcee and lead drag performer at the Ziegfeldā€™s-Secrets nightclub, which began in the clubā€™s previous location a few blocks away.

Robinson began performing as Ella Fitzgerald at The Other Side nightclub in 1980, which later changed its name to Ziegfeldā€™s-Secrets, at its previous location on the unit block of O Street, S.E., before it was displaced in 2006 by construction of the Washington Nationals baseball stadium.

Ella Fitzgerald performs in 1993. (Blade file photo by Doug Hinckle)

The club did not reopen until 2009, when its owners Allen Carroll and Chris Jensen, were able to obtain a lease for the 1824 Half Street building, which Carroll and Jensen renovated before reopening the club there.

All of that has become the backdrop to Robinsonā€™s excitement over returning to the stage as Ella Fitzgerald at D.C.ā€™s Capital Pride festival on June 11, which will take place on Pennsylvania Avenue with the U.S. Capitol as a dramatic backdrop two blocks behind the stage.

While heā€™s hopeful that all will go well with his upcoming performance at the Pride festival, Robinson says he is aware of the recent far-right political backlash against drag shows in states across the country.

In addition to proposed laws placing restrictions on drag shows, protests targeting drag shows, including some attempting to disrupt the shows, have also occurred in cities and states, including earlier this year in nearby Silver Spring, Md., and at a drag brunch hosted by a restaurant near the U.S. Marine Barracks on Capitol Hill in D.C.

ā€œI have read about some of that,ā€ Robinson told the Blade. ā€œI havenā€™t been in the drag scene in three years. But I see and know whatā€™s going on,ā€ he said. ā€œAnd my fellow drag performers who are older in my generation, I know they may be at risk. And I know I am to a degree,ā€ he continued.

ā€œAnd itā€™s a shame that we have to fear that we canā€™t present our art, our art form of drag and hope that nothing is going to happen to me today,ā€ he said. ā€œWhy should we have to even have that thought going through our mind while weā€™re going through our makeup and getting ready?ā€

Speaking with the Blade at his apartment, Robinson added, ā€œIā€™m planning to walk out of here in full drag to go to Pride. And thereā€™s going to be part of me in the back of my mind that Iā€™ve got to watch my back because there may be some idiot out there that doesnā€™t want to see an old man dress up in sequins and beads.ā€

ā€œI just donā€™t understand why people think that drag is going to go away,ā€ Robinson said. ā€œItā€™s not. Itā€™s more popular now than it ever was because of RuPaul and the drag brunches and the shows that are continuing to go on.ā€

Donnell Robinson works as a popular hair stylist in addition to performing as Ella Fitzgerald. (Blade photo by Lou Chibbaro Jr.)

Robinson, 68, says he was born in Warrenton, Va., and grew up on a farm just outside Warrenton and raised by his grandparents. His first attempt at drag took place while in the 8th grade when he entered a school talent show portraying TV personality Flip Wilsonā€™s drag character Geraldine Jones.

ā€œAll of my girlfriends, they helped get it together,ā€ Robinson recalls. ā€œI borrowed the wig from the school librarian,ā€ he said, adding he bought a red dress and borrowed a pocketbook from someone. ā€œAnd I won the contest.ā€

He didnā€™t do drag again until his senior year in high school, Robinson said, when he ā€œpulled out Geraldine againā€ in a dramatic arts class. ā€œI got an ā€˜Aā€™ in dramatic arts,ā€ he told the Blade, before graduating from Fauquier High School in June of 1974.

ā€œThen I waited a year or so, and then I came out to do drag in 1975 in the fall,ā€ he said. That began when a friend introduced him to the then gay nightclub Pier 9, located in the building that later became Ziegfeldā€™s-Secrets, where drag shows were held.

Robinson said he was impressed by the beauty of the drag performers while attending Pier 9 drag shows. ā€œIā€™m like, oh, so I can do that too,ā€ he said. And thatā€™s exactly what he did. In October of that year, he entered a Halloween costume contest at the Pier, once again as the Geraldine Jones drag character, and won the contest in the comedy category.

From there, Robinson says, through people he met at the Pier he learned of the then D.C. gay bar Plus One on Capitol Hill, which also hosted drag shows. After auditioning and being approved as a drag performer at Plus One, the owner of the club, Bill Oats, assigned him the drag name Fanny Brice.

It was at the Plus One about a year later when Robinson met Mother Mame Dennis, the drag performer and lead organizer of the Academy of Washington, a local drag social club that organized drag events, including the Gay Miss Universe drag competition. The next day, an Academy of Washington member who performed at Plus One brought Robinson to an academy event.

It was there that Mame Dennis approached him and raised the issue of Robinsonā€™s drag name. ā€œShe said, ā€˜Oh my dear, if you want to be in this group you need to change your name immediately,ā€™ā€ Robinson quoted Dennis as saying. ā€œAnd I was like, yes maā€™am. She said you need to be either Nell Carter or Ella Fitzgerald,ā€ Robinson recounted.

ā€œI was being a smart ass. I said, ā€˜Iā€™ll take Ella Fitzgerald for $2.ā€™ She said, ā€˜Oh, youā€™re funny.ā€™ And she named me Ella Fitzgerald,ā€ Robinson remembers. ā€œAnd I was her first African-American daughter in the group.ā€

Through the Academy of Washington and others he met through the drag scene at Plus One and other D.C. gay bars, Robinson quickly learned what he calls the art form of drag and developed a following among those patronizing drag shows in D.C. It was through the academy that Robinson also met the owners of the then Other Side nightclub, Chris Jensen and Allen Carroll, who invited Robinson to begin performing at their club.

Ella Fitzgerald performs at the opening of Ziegfeld’s/Secrets on Feb. 13, 2009. (Washington Blade file photo by Henry Linser)

ā€œThere were five of us and we did the show on a Sunday night for 500 women,ā€ Robinson says. ā€œBecause, remember, between Washington Square, the earlier name, and the Other Side, it was all women. There were no men allowed until around 1986,ā€ he told the Blade. ā€œSo, every Sunday night we were doing drag shows for 500 women, from ā€™80 until ā€™85 or ā€™86.ā€

Around the time he began performing as Ella Fitzgerald, Robinson also began his other career as a hairstylist, which he says he continues at this time and will celebrate his 40th anniversary as a hairstylist in November of this year.

For much of that time, Robinson has been one of the sought-after stylists at the VSL Hair Salon at 1607 Connecticut Ave., N.W., in the Dupont Circle neighborhood. The salon recently came under new ownership and now operates under the name of Color Lab Salon at the same address.

As Robinsonā€™s reputation as a drag performer became widely known, many of his salon clients referred to him as Ella and were regular patrons of the Ziegfeldā€™s-Secrets drag show.

By the time Jensen and Carroll renamed the Other Side as Ziegfeldā€™s-Secrets and through the time it relocated in the building on Half Street, S.W. and until its closing in 2020, Robinson took on the role as the emcee of the clubā€™s Ladies of Illusion drag shows as well as that of one of the cityā€™s most sought after drag performers, according to people who attended his shows.

In an Aug. 2, 2001, lengthy feature article, the Washington Post referred to Robinson and his Ella Fitzgerald character as the ā€œdoyenne of Washington drag queens.ā€ The Post article recounted what those who have attended Robinsonā€™s shows already knew ā€“ that he also took on the role of a stand-up comedian engaging audience members in on-the-spot banter, often inviting audience members to come on stage to chat with Ella.

ā€œIs that your husband?ā€ the Post article quoted Robinson asking a female audience member at one of the Ziegfeldā€™s-Secrets drag shows. When the woman replied that the person was her boyfriend, Ella said with an incredulous facial expression, ā€œThat little queen?ā€ according to the Post article. The audience roared in laughter.

Robinson says among the highlights of his career as a drag performer have been the recognition he has received from his peers in the drag community, including from the Academy of Washington and its leader Mame Dennis.

 ā€œOnce I changed my name to Ella Fitzgerald, Mame said, ā€˜My dear, one day you will be Miss Universe.ā€™ And 10 years later, Mame crowned me Miss Gay Universe. I was the first African-American Miss Universe in 1986,ā€ Robinson recounted.

He said the prospect of resuming his drag performances to the degree he did before Ziegfeld’s-Secrets closed was uncertain, in part, because he is dealing with a bout of sciatica that makes it difficult for him to walk and move about quickly.

“You might see me come out with a cane at the Pride show,” he said with a laugh.Ā Ā 

Ella Fitzgerald performs at the 2012 Capital Pride Festival. (Washington Blade file photo by Michael Key)
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Eastern Shore chef named James Beard Finalist

Harley Peet creates inventive food in an inclusive space

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Chef Harley Peet works to support the LGBTQ community inside and outside of the kitchen.

In a small Eastern Shore town filled with boutiques, galleries, and the occasional cry of waterfowl from the Chesapeake, Chef Harley Peet is most at home. In his Viennese-inflected, Maryland-sourced fine-dining destination Bas Rouge, Peet draws from his Northern Michigan upbringing, Culinary Institute of America education, and identity as a gay man, for inspiration.

And recently, Peet was named a James Beard Finalist for Best Chef: Mid-Atlantic – the first “Best Chef: Mid-Atlantic” finalist representing the Eastern Shore.

Peet, after graduation from the Culinary Institute of America, took a position as sous chef at Tilghman Island Inn, not far from Bas Rouge. Falling in love with the Eastern Shore, he continued his passion for racing sailboats, boating, gardening, and fishing, and living his somewhat pastoral life as he opened Bas Rouge in 2016 as head chef, a restaurant part of the Bluepoint Hospitality group, which runs more than a dozen concepts in and around Easton, Md.  

Coming from a rural area and being gay, Peet knew he had his work cut out for him. He was always aware that the service and hospitality industry ā€œcan be down and dirty and rough.ā€

 Now as a leader in the kitchen, he aims to ā€œset a good example, and treat people how I want to be treated. I also want to make sure if youā€™re at our establishment, Iā€™m the first to stand up and say something.ā€ 

The Bas Rouge cuisine, he says, is Contemporary European. ā€œIā€™m inspired by old-world techniques of countries like Austria, Germany, and France, but I love putting a new spin on classic dishes and finding innovative ways to incorporate the bounty of local Chesapeake ingredients.ā€

His proudest dish: the humble-yet-elevated Wiener Schnitzel. ā€œIt is authentic to what one would expect to find in Vienna, down to the Lingonberries.ā€ From his in-house bakery, Peet dries and grinds the housemade Kaiser-Semmel bread to use as the breadcrumbs.

Peet works to support the LGBTQ community inside and outside of the kitchen. ā€œI love that our Bluepoint Hospitality team has created welcoming spaces where our patrons feel comfortable dining at each of our establishments. Our staff have a genuine respect for one another and work together free of judgment.ā€ 

Representing Bluepoint, Peet has participated in events like Chefs for Equality with the Human Rights Campaign, advocating for LGBTQ rights.

At Bas Rouge, Peet brings together his passion for inclusion steeped in a sustainability ethic. He sees environmental stewardship as a way of life. Peet and his husband have lived and worked on their own organic farm for several years. Through research in Europe, he learned about international marine sourcing. Witnessing the impacts of overfishing, Peet considers his own role in promoting eco-friendly practices at Bas Rouge. To that end, he ensures responsible sourcing commitments through his purveyors, relationships that have helped create significant change in how people dine in Easton.

ā€œI have built great relationships in the community and thereā€™s nothing better than one of our long-standing purveyors stopping in with a cooler of fresh fish from the Chesapeake Bay. This goes especially for catching and plating the invasive blue catfish species, which helps control the speciesā€™ threat to the local ecosystem.

Through his kitchen exploits, Peet expressed a unique connection to another gay icon in a rural fine-dining restaurant: Patrick Oā€™Connell, of three Michelin starred Inn at Little Washington. In fact, Peetā€™s husband helped design some of Oā€™Connellā€™s kitchen spaces. Theyā€™ve both been able to navigate treacherous restaurant-industry waters, and have come out triumphant and celebrated. Of Oā€™Connell, Peet says that he ā€œsees [his restaurants] as canvas, all artistry, he sees this as every night is a show.ā€ But at the same time, his ā€œjudgment-free space makes him a role model.ā€

Being in Easton itself is not without challenges. Sourcing is a challenge, having to either fly or ship in ingredients, whereas urban restaurants have the benefit of trucking, he says. The small town ā€œis romantic and charming,ā€ but logistics are difficult ā€“ one of the reasons that Peet ensures his team is diverse, building in different viewpoints, and also ā€œmaking things a hell of a lot more fun.ā€

Reflecting on challenges and finding (and creating) space on the Eastern Shore, Peet confirmed how important it was to surround himself with people who set a good example, and ā€œif you donā€™t like the way something is going … move on.ā€

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What to expect at the 2024 National Cannabis Festival

Wu-Tang Clan to perform; policy discussions also planned

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Juicy J performs at the 2023 National Cannabis Festival (Photo credit: Alive Coverage)

(Editor’s note: Tickets are still available for the National Cannabis Festival, with prices starting at $55 for one-day general admission on Friday through $190 for a two-day pass with early-entry access. The Washington Blade, one of the event’s sponsors, will host a LGBTQIA+ Lounge and moderate a panel discussion on Saturday with the Mayor’s Office of LGBTQ Affairs.)


With two full days of events and programs along with performances by Wu-Tang Clan, Redman, and Thundercat, the 2024 National Cannabis Festival will be bigger than ever this year.

Leading up to the festivities on Friday and Saturday at Washington, D.C.’s RFK Stadium are plenty of can’t-miss experiences planned for 420 Week, including the National Cannabis Policy Summit and an LGBTQ happy hour hosted by the District’s Black-owned queer bar, Thurst Lounge (both happening on Wednesday).

On Tuesday, the Blade caught up with NCF Founder and Executive Producer Caroline Phillips, principal at The High Street PR & Events, for a discussion about the event’s history and the pivotal political moment for cannabis legalization and drug policy reform both locally and nationally. Phillips also shared her thoughts about the role of LGBTQ activists in these movements and the through-line connecting issues of freedom and bodily autonomy.

After D.C. residents voted to approve Initiative 71 in the fall of 2014, she said, adults were permitted to share cannabis and grow the plant at home, while possession was decriminalized with the hope and expectation that fewer people would be incarcerated.

“When that happened, there was also an influx of really high-priced conferences that promised to connect people to big business opportunities so they could make millions in what they were calling the ‘green rush,'” Phillips said.

“At the time, I was working for Human Rights First,” a nonprofit that was, and is, engaged in “a lot of issues to do with world refugees and immigration in the United States” ā€” so, “it was really interesting to me to see the overlap between drug policy reform and some of these other issues that I was working on,” Phillips said.

“And then it rubbed me a little bit the wrong way to hear about the ‘green rush’ before we’d heard about criminal justice reform around cannabis and before we’d heard about people being let out of jail for cannabis offenses.”

“As my interests grew, I realized that there was really a need for this conversation to happen in a larger way that allowed the larger community, the broader community, to learn about not just cannabis legalization, but to understand how it connects to our criminal justice system, to understand how it can really stimulate and benefit our economy, and to understand how it can become a wellness tool for so many people,” Phillips said.

“On top of all of that, as a minority in the cannabis space, it was important to me that this event and my work in the cannabis industry really amplified how we could create space for Black and Brown people to be stakeholders in this economy in a meaningful way.”

Caroline Phillips (Photo by Greg Powers)

“Since I was already working in event production, I decided to use those skills and apply them to creating a cannabis event,” she said. “And in order to create an event that I thought could really give back to our community with ticket prices low enough for people to actually be able to attend, I thought a large-scale event would be good ā€” and thus was born the cannabis festival.”

D.C. to see more regulated cannabis businesses ‘very soon’

Phillips said she believes decriminalization in D.C. has decreased the number of cannabis-related arrests in the city, but she noted arrests have, nevertheless, continued to disproportionately impact Black and Brown people.

“We’re at a really interesting crossroads for our city and for our cannabis community,” she said. In the eight years since Initiative 71 was passed, “We’ve had our licensed regulated cannabis dispensaries and cultivators who’ve been existing in a very red tape-heavy environment, a very tax heavy environment, and then we have the unregulated cannabis cultivators and cannabis dispensaries in the city” who operate via a “loophole” in the law “that allows the sharing of cannabis between adults who are over the age of 21.”

Many of the purveyors in the latter group, Phillips said, “are looking at trying to get into the legal space; so they’re trying to become regulated businesses in Washington, D.C.”

She noted the city will be “releasing 30 or so licenses in the next couple of weeks, and those stores should be coming online very soon” which will mean “you’ll be seeing a lot more of the regulated stores popping up in neighborhoods and hopefully a lot more opportunity for folks that are interested in leaving the unregulated space to be able to join the regulated marketplace.”

National push for de-scheduling cannabis

Signaling the political momentum for reforming cannabis and criminal justice laws, Wednesday’s Policy Summit will feature U.S. Sens. Raphael Warnock (D-Ga.), Jeff Merkley (D-Ore.), Elizabeth Warren (D-Mass.), and Chuck Schumer (D-N.Y.), the Senate majority leader.

Also representing Capitol Hill at the Summit will be U.S. Congresswoman Eleanor Holmes Norton (D-D.C.) and U.S. Reps. Earl Blumenauer (D-Ore.) and Barbara Lee (D-Calif.) — who will be receiving the Supernova Women Cannabis Champion Lifetime Achievement Award — along with an aide to U.S. Rep. David Joyce (R-Ohio).

Nationally, Phillips said much of the conversation around cannabis concerns de-scheduling. Even though 40 states and D.C. have legalized the drug for recreational and/or medical use, marijuana has been classified as a Schedule I substance since the Controlled Substances Act was passed in 1971, which means it carries the heftiest restrictions on, and penalties for, its possession, sale, distribution, and cultivation.

The U.S. Department of Health and Human Services formally requested the drug be reclassified as a Schedule III substance in August, which inaugurated an ongoing review, and in January a group of 12 Senate Democrats sent a letter to the Biden-Harris administration’s Drug Enforcement Administration urging the agency to de-schedule cannabis altogether.

Along with the Summit, Phillips noted that “a large contingent of advocates will be coming to Washington, D.C. this week to host a vigil at the White House and to be at the festival educating people” about these issues. She said NCF is working with the 420 Unity Coalition to push Congress and the Biden-Harris administration to “move straight to de-scheduling cannabis.”

“This would allow folks who have been locked up for cannabis offenses the chance to be released,” she said. “It would also allow medical patients greater access. It would also allow business owners the chance to exist without the specter of the federal government coming in and telling them what they’re doing is wrong and that they’re criminals.”

Phillips added, however, that de-scheduling cannabis will not “suddenly erase” the “generations and generations of systemic racism” in America’s financial institutions, business marketplace, and criminal justice system, nor the consequences that has wrought on Black and Brown communities.

An example of the work that remains, she said, is making sure “that all people are treated fairly by financial institutions so that they can get the funding for their businesses” to, hopefully, create not just another industry, but “really a better industry” that from the outset is focused on “equity” and “access.”

Policy wonks should be sure to visit the festival, too. “We have a really terrific lineup in our policy pavilion,” Phillips said. “A lot of our heavy hitters from our advocacy committee will be presenting programming.”

“On Saturday there is a really strong federal marijuana reform panel that is being led by Maritza Perez Medina from the Drug Policy Alliance,” she said. “So that’s going to be a terrific discussion” that will also feature “representation from the Veterans Cannabis Coalition.”

“We also have a really interesting talk being led by the Law Enforcement Action Partnership about conservatives, cops, and cannabis,” Phillips added.

Cannabis and the LGBTQ community

“I think what’s so interesting about LGBTQIA+ culture and the cannabis community are the parallels that we’ve seen in the movements towards legalization,” Phillips said.

The fight for LGBTQ rights over the years has often involved centering personal stories and personal experiences, she said. “And that really, I think, began to resonate, the more that we talked about it openly in society; the more it was something that we started to see on television; the more it became a topic in youth development and making sure that we’re raising healthy children.”

Likewise, Phillips said, “we’ve seen cannabis become more of a conversation in mainstream culture. We’ve heard the stories of people who’ve had veterans in their families that have used cannabis instead of pharmaceuticals, the friends or family members who’ve had cancer that have turned to CBD or THC so they could sleep, so they could eat so they could get some level of relief.”

Stories about cannabis have also included accounts of folks who were “arrested when they were young” or “the family member who’s still locked up,” she said, just as stories about LGBTQ people have often involved unjust and unnecessary suffering.

Not only are there similarities in the socio-political struggles, Phillips said, but LGBTQ people have played a central role pushing for cannabis legalization and, in fact, in ushering in the movement by “advocating for HIV patients in California to be able to access cannabis’s medicine.”

As a result of the queer community’s involvement, she said, “the foundation of cannabis legalization is truly patient access and criminal justice reform.”

“LGBTQIA+ advocates and cannabis advocates have managed to rein in support of the majority of Americans for the issues that they find important,” Phillips said, even if, unfortunately, other movements for bodily autonomy like those concerning issues of reproductive justice “don’t see that same support.”

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Juliet Hawkinsā€™s music defies conventional categorization

ā€˜Keep an open mind, an open heart, and a willingness to evolveā€™

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Juliet Hawkins (Photo by David Khella)

LONG BEACH, Calif. ā€“ Emerging from the dynamic music scene of Los Angeles, Juliet Hawkins seamlessly integrates deeply soulful vocals with contemporary production techniques, crafting a distinctive sound that defies conventional categorization.

Drawing inspiration from the emotive depth of Amy Winehouse and weaving together elements of country, blues, and pop, Hawkinsā€™ music can best be described as a fusionā€“perhaps best termed as soulful electronica. Yet, even this characterization falls short, as Hawkins defines herself as ā€œa blend of a million different inspirations.ā€

Hawkinsā€™s musical palette mirrors her personae: versatile and eclectic. Any conversation with Hawkins makes this point abundantly clear. She exhibits the archetype of a wild, musical genius while remaining true to her nature-loving, creative spirit. Whether recording in the studio for an album release, performing live in a studio setting, or playing in front of a live audience, Hawkins delivers her music with natural grace. 

Juliet Hawkins (Photo by David Khella)

However, Hawkinsā€™s musical journey is far from effortless. Amid personal challenges and adversity, she weaves her personal odyssey of pain and pleasure, transforming these experiences into empowering anthems.

In a candid interview with the Blade, Hawkins spoke with profound openness and vulnerability about her past struggles with opiate and heroin addiction: ā€œThat was 10 years ago that I struggled with opiates,ā€ she shared. Yet, instead of letting her previous addiction define her, Hawkins expressed to the Blade that she harbors no shame about her past. ā€œMy newer music is much more about empowerment than recovery,ā€ she explained, emphasizing that ā€œwriting was the best way to process trauma.ā€

Despite her struggles with addiction, Hawkins managed to recover. However, she emphasizes that this recovery is deeply intertwined with her spiritual connection to nature. An illustrative instance of Hawkinsā€™ engagement with nature occurred during the COVID pandemic.

Following an impulse that many of us have entertained, she bought a van and chose to live amidst the trees. It was during this period that Hawkins composed the music for her second EP, titled ā€œLead with Love.ā€

In many ways, Hawkins deep spiritual connection to nature has been profoundly shaped by her extensive travels. Born in San Diego, spending her formative years in Massachusetts, and later moving to Tennessee before returning to Southern California, she has broadened her interests and exposed herself to the diverse musical landscapes across America.

ā€œMusic is the only thing I have left,ā€ Hawkins confides to the Blade, highlighting the integral role that music has in her life. This intimate relationship with music is evident in her sultry and dynamic compositions. Rather than imitating or copying other artists, Hawkins effortlessly integrates sounds from some of her favorite musical influences to create something new. Some of these influences include LP, Lucinda Williams, Lana Del Rey, and, of course, Amy Winehouse, among others.

Juliet Hawkins (Photo by David Khella)

Hawkins has always been passionate about musicā€”-she began with piano at a young age, progressed to guitar, and then to bass, eagerly exploring any instrument she could get her hands on. However, instead of following a traditional path of formalized lessons and structured music theory, Hawkins told the Blade that she ā€œhas a hard time following directions and being told what to do.ā€

This independent approach has led her to experiment with various genres and even join unexpected groups, such as a tribute band for Eric Clapton and Cream. While she acknowledges that her eclectic musical interests might be attributed to ADHD, she holds a different belief: ā€œCreative minds like to move around.ā€

When discussing her latest musical release ā€” ā€œStay True (the live album)ā€ which was recorded in a live studio setting ā€” Hawkins describes the experience as a form of improvisation with both herself and the band:

ā€œ[The experience] was this divine honey that was flowing through all of us.ā€ She explains that this live album was uncertain in the musicā€™s direction. ā€œFor a couple of songs,ā€ Hawkins recalls, ā€œwe intuitively closed them out.ā€ By embracing creative spontaneity and refusing to be constrained by fear of mistakes, the live album authentically captures raw sound, complete with background chatter, extended outros, and an extremely somber cover of Ozzy Osbourneā€™s ā€œCrazy Trainā€ coupled with a slow piano and accompanied strings.

While ā€œStay Trueā€ was a rewarding experience for Hawkins, her favorite live performance took place in an unexpected locationā€”an unattended piano in the middle of an airport. As she began playing Beethovenā€™s ā€œMoonlight Sonataā€, Hawkins shared with the Blade a universal connection we all share with music: ā€œThis little girl was dancing as I was playing.ā€

After the performance, tears welled in Hawkinsā€™ eyes as she was touched by the young girlā€™s appreciation of her musicianship. Hawkins tells the Blade, ā€œItā€™s not about playing to an audienceā€”itā€™s about finding your people.ā€

Juliet Hawkins (Photo by David Khella)

What sets Hawkins apart as an artist is her ability to connect with her audience in diverse settings. She highlights EDC, an electronic dance music festival, as a place where she unabashedly lets her ā€œfreak flagā€ fly and a place to connect with her people. Her affinity for electronic music not only fuels her original pop music creations, but also inspires her to reinterpret songs with an electronic twist. A prime example of this is with her electronic-style cover of Tal Bachmanā€™s 90ā€™s hit, ā€œSheā€™s So High.ā€

As an openly queer woman in the music industry, Hawkins is on a mission to safeguard artistic integrity. In songs like ā€œMy Fatherā€™s Men,ā€ she bares her vulnerability and highlights the industryā€™s misogyny, which often marginalizes gender minorities in their pursuit of artistic expression.

She confides to the Blade, ā€œThe industry can be so sexist, misogynist, and oppressive,ā€ and points out that ā€œthere are predators in the industry.ā€ Yet, rather than succumbing to apathy, Hawkins is committed to advocating for gender minorities within the music industry.

ā€œLuckily, people are rising up against misogyny, but itā€™s still there. ā€˜My Fatherā€™s Menā€™ is a message: Itā€™s time for more people who arenā€™t just white straight men to have a say.ā€

Hawkins is also an activist for other causes, with a fervent belief in the preservation of bodily autonomy. Her self-directed music video ā€œIā€™ll play Daddy,ā€ showcases the joy of embracing oneā€™s body with Hawkins being sensually touched by a plethora of hands. While the song, according to Hawkins, ā€œfell upon deaf ears in the south,ā€ it hasnā€™t stopped Hawkins from continuing to fight for the causes she believes in. In her interview, Hawkins encapsulated her political stance by quoting an artist she admires:

ā€œTo quote Pink, ā€˜I donā€™t care about your politics, I care about your kids.ā€™ā€

When Hawkins isnā€™t writing music or being a champion for various causes, you might catch her doing the following: camping, rollerblading, painting, teaching music lessons, relaxing with Bernie (her beloved dog), stripping down for artsy photoshoots, or embarking on a quest to find the worldā€™s best hollandaise sauce.

But at the end of the day, Hawkins sums up her main purpose: ā€œTo come together with like-minded people and create.ā€

Juliet Hawkins (Photo by David Khella)

Part of this ever-evolving, coming-of-age-like journey includes an important element: plant-based medicine. Hawkins tells the Blade that she acknowledges her previous experience with addiction and finds certain plants to be useful in her recovery:

ā€œThe recovery thing is tricky,ā€ Hawkins explains, ā€œI donā€™t use opiatesā€”-no powders and no pillsā€”but I am a fan of weed, and I think psilocybin can be helpful when used at the right time.ā€ She emphasizes the role of psychedelics in guiding her towards her purpose. ā€œThanks for psychedelics, I have a reignited sense of purpose ā€¦ Music came naturally to me as an outlet to heal.ā€ 

While she views the occasional dabbling of psychedelics as a spiritual practice, Hawkins also embraces other rituals, particularly those she performs before and during live shows. ā€œI always carry two rocks with me: a labradorite and a tigerā€™s eye marble,ā€ she explains.

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