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Anti-LGBTQ group ‘Science for Truth’ spreads hate globally
Russian website translates propaganda into more than 18 languages

By HEIDI BEIRICH | A rather mysterious Russian website run by a group called Science for Truth (ĐаŃка Са ĐżŃавдŃ) is a major vector worldwide for lies about the LGBTQ+ community. Their site, pro-lgbt.ru (meaning âabout-LGBTâ in Russian), was previously identified by the Global Project Against Hate and Extremism (GPAHE) as an organization that repeatedly appeared in top search results for conversion therapy, the discredited practice of attempting to change LGBTQ+ peopleâs sexual orientation or gender identity that has been described as akin to torture by a U.N. special rapporteur. It showed up prominently on Bing and Google in places like Kenya, Colombia and even the U.S. (see the full GPAHE report here.)
A unique aspect of the site is that it translates its anti-LGBTQ+ propaganda into over 18 major languages, including all major European languages, as well as Arabic, Hebrew and Chinese. The site also publishes articles in languages that have fewer speakers, including Serbian, Georgian and Hungarian, which are less likely to be content moderated. Even though the site is filled with dehumanizing material about LGBTQ+ people, it still shows up as a top search result for information on LGBTQ+ issues in many countries. This allows the group to spread their bigoted messages far and wide globally, making it an influential actor in the broader anti-LGBTQ+ movement. According to the Semrush app, the pro-lgbt.ru site garnered around 15,000 unique visitors in July 2023 alone.
So what is Science for Truth?
Started around 2017, Science for Truthâs mission is to âdisseminate facts that are deliberately kept silent by the leaders of the LGBT movement, which leads to the involvement of unsuspecting citizens in a destructive lifestyle, fraught with the most serious consequences for their health and well-being.â As indicated in its name, the group presents itself as disseminating materials based on science created âin collaboration with scientists, psychiatrists and sexologists.â This statement, though, is highly misleading; what Science for Truth disseminates is dehumanizing pseudoscience apparently designed to undermine the movement for LGBTQ+ rights in Russia and abroad.
Much more than a simple group of âscientists,â Science for Truth spreads lies and dehumanizes LGBTQ+ people on its website, Telegram channel, and VK account by describing LGBTQ+ people as âpedophiles,â âhomofascistsâ and potential terrorists. For instance, the site has a post postulating that âanti-sperm bodiesâ that are âformed in sodomites and homosexualsâ could lead to âautoimmune infertility, miscarriages, cancer in children and DNA destructionâ resulting in a âgenocideâ if spread amongst society. They also post in support of aversion electroshock therapy, which involves electrical shocks, at times to a manâs genitals, while they look at gay pornography or related material, as a solution to âcureâ oneâs innate homosexuality.
The group is known for targeting the LGBTQ+ movement and attempting to bully activists and scientists living in Russia. In 2018, the group took aim at a scientific paper released by two academics at the once liberal-leaning Moscow university, Higher School of Economics (HSE), accusing them of âcollaborationismâ for having written that gay people âshould be assumed to be born that way,â and elaborating that their efforts to destroy âtraditional valuesâ were âa psychological means of destroying Russian statehood and a way of destroying the collective identity of the peoples of Russia.â They also regularly cheer on the placing of Russian LGBTQ+ activists on the notorious list of âforeign agents,â and the arrest of activists for âtreason,â and encourage supporters to report their materials to the Roskomnadzor (Federal Service for Supervision of Communications, Information Technology and Mass Media) for them to be blocked.
One of the principal figures connected to Science for Truth is the mysterious figure who goes by Ivan Stepanovich Kurennoy (Đван ĐĄŃĐľĐżĐ°Đ˝ĐžĐ˛Đ¸Ń ĐŃŃоннОК), and refers to himself as the coordinator of Science for Truth. He uses the avatar of a white-bearded traveler from the 19th century in all of his online publications. In his works, he refers to himself as an âindependent researcherâ or a âDepopulation Technology Researcher,â and he engages in widespread conspiracy-mongering. The basis for many of his views regarding the LGBTQ+ movement comes from his belief in a secret plot to depopulate the earth by lowering the birth rate through the spread of LGBTQ+ values. He claims that the publication of the now widely discredited book “The Population Bomb,” which wrongly predicted a mid-20th century demographic catastrophe caused by insufficient agricultural production and overpopulation, set off a series of events in the West that led political leaders to introduce the LGBTQ+ agenda in order to limit population growth.
Another belief relates to the COVID pandemic, where Kurennoy argued that a âchippingâ process taking place during the vaccination drive was part of these same âdepopulationâ efforts. In another one of his odd rants, he wrote that Russian parliamentarians could do âwhat Hitler failed to doâ and pass the 2019 draft law âOn the Prevention of Domestic Violence,â which, though it never passed, sought to strengthen Russiaâs comparatively weak laws against domestic violence.
Some of Kurrenoyâs past posts are tinged with antisemitism which may be an indication of where some of his stranger conspiracist beliefs originate from. Around 2016, before he turned to mainly demonizing LGBTQ+ people, Kurrenoy frequently posted about control of Ukraine by the Israeli lobby, secret plots by George Soros, and a âfifth columnâ in Russia that is descended from Jews. In one post, he explicitly points to âthe globalists,â referring to them as a âparasites,â as the source of funding for LGBTQ+ people.
Of the articles that the members of Science for Truth have published in academic journals, many, if not most of them are clearly not up to scientific standards, but rather ideological. These include, among others, âThe problem of anthropomorphic interpretation of animal behavior in the context of the discussion about the characteristics of human sexual behavior,â published in the âacademicâ journal “World of Science” (ĐĐ¸Ń ĐаŃки), in which the âindependent researchersâ of Science for Truth set out to disprove the argument that âhomosexuality is a kind of norm for humans, since it is common in nature.â The journal has a history of publishing questionable materials from other authors as well with titles such as âChanges in the physical properties of baptismal water under the influence of electromagnetic radiation,â pointing to the overall lack of scientific rigor of the journal. Interestingly, in the piece criticizing the HSE professorsâ paper, the Science for Truth authors claim that the authors had published in an English-language journal âapparently for better understanding in a country that has declared the fight for the rights of sexual minorities abroad a foreign policy priority,â making their agenda quite clear.
Another figure connected with the group is ViŃtor Grigorievitsch Lysov (ĐикŃĐžŃ ĐŃигОŃŃĐľĐ˛Đ¸Ń ĐŃŃОв) whose participation with the group goes back at least to 2017. On his livejournal account, Lysov has written articles on such topics as âthe sacralization of homosexuality,â and the âPederastization of Russia,â where he argues that the âpederastic value system has long been firmly rootedâ in Russian society. He makes regular appearances on the Science for Truth VKontakte (VK) page. Lysovâs main contribution to the Science for Truth project is his propagandistic texts âThe rhetoric of the LGBT movement in the light of scientific factsâ and âDehumanization,â in which he takes on the âmyths of gender ideology,â and claims that LGBTQ+ rights would lead to the ânormalization of pedophilia.â On his ORCID site, used for tracking academic publications, Viktor Lysov is listed as being located in both Russia and Germany. The website links he shares are of the anti-LGBTQ+ American organizations Family Research Institute and the American College of Pediatricians, both listed as hate groups by the Southern Poverty Law Center, and the German Institute for Youth and Society (Deutsches Institut fĂźr Jugend und Gesellschaft), an organization known for offering âconversion therapyâ services. In a solo publication in the “World of Science,” “Homophobiaâ is not latent homosexuality,” his affiliation is also listed as the German Institute for Youth and Society, in Reichelsheim, Germany, however, when a previous investigation reached out to the Institute, they denied having any affiliation with Lysov.
Garnik Surenovich Kocharyan (ĐĐžŃаŃŃна ĐаŃника ĐĄŃŃонОвиŃа) is one of the few âdoctorsâ at Science for Truth with an actual medical career. As a part of his practice, Kocharyan provides treatments for âdisorders of sexual preferenceâ including âviolations of sexual orientationâ and âsexual perversions.â He is the honorary president of the Kyiv-based conversion therapy clinic Association of Sexologists and Sex Therapists of Ukraine (ĐŃĐžŃŃаŃŃŃ ŃокŃОНОгŃв Ńа ŃокŃĐžŃĐľŃаповŃŃв ĐŁĐşŃаŃни, ASSTU), which claims to bring together âspecialists from various fields of natural sciences and humanitiesâ of sexology, and provide for âthe application and development of therapeutic methods aimed at improving a personâs sexual life.â The organization has published announcements calling for the full âdecommunizationâ of the country at the end of the war to deal with alleged left-wing plots to spread âgender ideologyâ in Ukraine. In some of the more polemical posts by the association, ASSTU have written:
âTotal illiteracy in the field of sexology and mass propaganda of LGBT â leads to the fact that even psychologists and doctors begin to believe that homosexuality is exclusively innate. Believing in such a thing is a crime against Ukrainian children, teenagers and youth, a crime against all future generations ⌠We will not allow Ukrainian science to be manipulated to meet the needs of organized groups of sexual deviants. We will not allow introducing LGBT ideology into the consciousness of our citizens.â
Aside from Kurrenoy, Kocharyan is one of the main propagandists associated with Science for Truth. He has published posts under the groupâs name promoting âconversion therapy,â one referring to âforced homosexualizationâ as a âmodern destructive trend in sex education,â and another concerning the alleged âfallacy of ideas about the innate nature of homosexuality.â
Beyond, this, Science for Truth also has a recognizable association with the ant-LGBTQ+ group CitizenGO. Several of their petitions have been published on the CitizenGo website, though they appear to have then been removed at a later date. It is interesting to note that while posts for other groups on the CitizenGo site have been given labels indicating that they were âcreated by a person or organization not affiliated with CitizenGO,â this was not the case with posts from Science for Truth, indicating an association with CitizenGO that may be closer than that of other organizations.
Several individuals are not full members of the Science for Truth team, but collaborate with them or promote each otherâs work. The doctors at the âPhoenix Clinicâ (ĐНиника ФоникŃÂť), based in the center of Rostov-na-Donu, are a regular fixture in Science for Truth posts. One associate is Olga Alexandrovna Bukhanovskaya (ĐŃŃ Đ°Đ˝ĐžĐ˛ŃĐşĐ°Ń ĐĐťŃга ĐНокŃандŃОвна) who was recently featured on a broadcast of Solovyov Live. Another is psychiatrist Anton Vasilyevich Dyachenko (ĐĐ˝ŃОн ĐаŃиНŃĐľĐ˛Đ¸Ń ĐŃŃŃонкО), who has written that it is âincorrect to deny the presence of a biological norm.â Among some of the cases treated by the psychologists of the âPhoenix Clinicâ are people who âinsist on changing their biological sex and feel like a representative of the other sex,â âstrive to dress in clothes of the opposite sex, but cannot overcome this need,â âaccuse relatives or neighbors of theft, which does not correspond to reality,â and those who âfeel possessed by spirits, genies, who force them to carry out their orders and commands.â Psychology PhD candidate Alexander Neveev (ĐНокŃĐ°Đ˝Đ´Ń Đовоов) is another Science for Truth associate with a pseudo-scientific career who has published interviews on the topic of homosexuality on the Science for Truth YouTube page. Alex Shatnerâs (ĐĐťĐľĐşŃ Đ¨Đ°ŃноŃ) partnership with Science for Truth goes back to November 2017, when he was a co-author of a text on the âmyth of homosexuality among animals.â He, too, is listed as a co-author in the “World of Science” article âThe problem of anthropomorphic interpretation of animal behavior in the context of a discussion about the characteristics of human sexual behavior.â
In order to break free of their small radical right-wing echo chamber in Russia, a member of their group in early 2018 has also attempted to influence Russian knowledge of LGBTQ+ issues by editing an enormous number of articles on the Russian Wikipedia page under the username âĐŃŃооŃâ (traveler) with content from the groupâs website. The edits made were so outrageous, with âsweeping conclusions based on an inaccurate understanding of biological problems,â that the moderators of the Russian site gave the user a topic-ban on âbiomedical information in LGBT articles.â After the account was further prevented from making these kinds of edits, the group released an article on their site criticizing the âbiasâ of the website moderators.
Science for Truth regularly lobbies the Russian government and pushes for ever-increasing restrictions on LGBTQ+ rights in Russia. Recently, Ivan Kurrenoy has even reached out to the famous pro-Kremlin propagandist Margarita Simonyan to ask her to support their group and its issues. In September 2018, they called on the minister of health to continue to regard homosexuality as a pathology. In January 2019, the group published an open letter to the Russian Duma on the topic of the âimpending LGBT revolution in Russiaâ in which they spread more disinformation on the LGBTQ+ movementâs agenda to âconvertâ straight people, and LGBTQ+ values causing population decline in the West. As early as 2019, Ivan Kurrenoy has been petitioning government officials, such as Deputy Chairman of the Duma Pyotr Olegovich Tolstoy (ĐŃŃŃ ĐĐťĐľĐłĐžĐ˛Đ¸Ń Đ˘ĐžĐťŃŃОК), to call for the censoring of LGBTQ+ content online. In the publication “Zavtra” (Tomorrow), they published an open letter on October 16th, 2021, to the head of Rospotrebnadzor (Federal Service for Surveillance on Consumer Rights Protection and Human Wellbeing) Anna Yurievna Popova to investigate Vadim Valentinovich Pokrovsky, the head of the department of the research institute of epidemiology of Rospotrebnadzor, as a potential âforeign agentâ for voicing the importance of sex education for Russian children. After this letter was ignored, Science for Truth published an appeal in which they questioned whether Rospotrebnadzor was a âforeign agent.â The letter read:
âIn the face of Rospotrebnadzor, society would like to see an ally, and not compradors and collaborators, who are trying to introduce methods of molesting Russian children on the recommendations of the U.N. Committee (CEDAW), which requires Russia to destroy traditional values, including among religious figures, introduce âsex education,â abolish prevention of abortion and legalization of prostitution, among other things with the help of foreign agents.â
In the letter, they claimed that the appeal was made âthrough Senator Margarita Nikolaevna Pavlova,â implying that the group has at least some institutional support among the Russian elite. In a more recent letter, the group lambasted the Minister of Health Mikhail Albertovich Murashko for not doing enough at the U.N. to promote âRussian scienceâ (despite the fact that the group claims that Russian science is âso controlled by the West that it does not express a sovereign positionâ). They demanded, among other things, the promotion of âRussian science,â the restriction of trans-affirming care in clinics, and to check for âforeign agentsâ in the field of medicine. In May 2023, the group claimed that the ministry of education considered proposals of Science for Truth on âissues of mental norms and pathology in the field of psychosexual health and sexual perversions.â They have also written that the recent ban on gender-affirming care in Russia was originally a proposal that they submitted to the Russian government. In another post, the group claims to have been able to present their work at the 2022 Demographic Development of the Far East and Arctic conference (2022 доПОгŃаŃиŃĐľŃкОо ŃаСвиŃио ĐаНŃногО ĐĐžŃŃОка и ĐŃĐşŃики) in which anti-LGBTQ+ senator Inga Iumasheva Albertovna, who once spoke out against âLGBT propagandaâ being a âthreat to national security,â was present. Science for Truth were also present at the IV Hippocratic Medical Forum the year prior, when Albertovna also gave a presentation.
Despite this apparent interaction with the Russian government, GPAHE could not find Science for Truth or any other affiliated names in the official database of Russian NGOs. This fact, as well as the curiously anonymous nature of many of their members, points to its likely role as a small, yet influential soft-power instrument of the international anti-LGBTQ+ movement, given their ability to spread their bigoted message both domestically and abroad. Either way, Science for Truthâs influence in Russia and abroad is only growing, and its bigoted message is reaching further, particularly online.
Heidi Beirich is co-founder of Global Project Against Hate and Extremism.

I thought of titling this âA long way from WorldPrideâ to contrast the struggles of displaced LGBTQ+ people in Kenya with the recent celebrations in Washington. But that would miss the real story.
The United States is facing a concerted right-wing effort to erase and disenfranchise minorities in the name of fighting âwokeness,â a term used to disrespect the diversity of Americaâs population. The phrase âDEI hiresâ [referring to diversity, equity and inclusion initiatives] is used mockingly to pretend that no person of color or other minority is ever qualified for any job.
Meanwhile, my friend Rosamel, a trans woman who runs a safe house in Nairobi, is the very embodiment of pride under pressure. The two-dozen residents of the house include several orphaned children of queer folk. After Rosamel was hospitalized for days due to an injury and tetanus, the children have taken to sleeping next to her and following her around because they are afraid of losing her.
If that is not family, there is none. Those who use the claim that God created two and only two sexes as justification for denying legal protections to gender-non-conforming people need to take off their blinders and see the greater complexity of Godâs creation.
Whether right-wing culture warriors recognize it or not, God created intersex people and people whose brain chemistry tells them their gender is different from what was assigned at birth.
The phrase âbiological malesâ is routinely used by people on the right in a way that reduces biology to genitalia. Perhaps even more egregiously, many in the news media uncritically accept the right-wing vocabulary.
Thus our struggle continues. We still have work to do to build and honor what many good people of faith call the Beloved Community.
I attended the WorldPride Human Rights Conference in Washington featuring delegates from across the globe. Being surrounded by so many smart, dedicated activists was invigorating despite my suffering from stress and lack of sleep.
The final session at the conference was a conversation with the Congressional Equality Caucus. One of the panelists, Rep. Becca Balint (D) of Vermont, said, regarding right-wing threats to roll back LGBTQ+ progress, that she is a glass-half-full kind of person.
She is right. We could easily sink into despair, given the aggressive attacks on our community. But we must not let the haters rob us of our joy nor deflect us from our purpose.
Before the panel began, I spoke with moderator Eugene Daniels of MSNBC, an openly gay journalist who is president of the White House Correspondents Association. I thanked him for his fearlessness and excellence.
A friend told me that he didnât care to emulate Eugeneâs fashion-forward style nor his use nail polish. But my point in praising Eugene is not that all of us should try to be him. We are a diverse people. It is rather his poise and self-confidence that deserve emulation.
Eugeneâs mother told him when he was younger, âYou belong in whatever room you find yourself.â Yes.
The threats to LGBTQ+ people around the globe are real and daunting. But we have one another, and the examples set by those who came before us. We also have the wisdom of those children in Nairobi, who needed no one to tell them who loves and cares for them.
I raised money to pay for repairs to the safe house, and for the walking sticks Rosamel required after her injury. The need among these displaced people is always greater than the capacity of the handful of donors. More non-governmental organizations are needed to help those forced to flee their homes and countries because of unscrupulous politicians and clergy who scapegoat them for problems they had no part in causing.
Eugene Daniels was motivated to come out after the Pulse Nightclub murders in 2016. He didnât want to die with no one knowing his true self.
By contrast, Utah state legislator Trevor Lee (R) backs HB 77, a measure to ban Pride flags in schools and local government buildings, with an amendment allowing Nazi and Confederate flags for âeducational purposes.â
We must join forces to beat back the evil nonsense currently proliferating.
To find role models, we have only to look around us and around the world. Rosamel and Eugene did not wait for permission to step up and lead.
To quote a wise ancient man whose teaching is routinely ignored by the hatemongers on the so-called Christian right: âGo thou and do likewise.â
Richard J. Rosendall is a D.C.-based writer and former president of the Gay & Lesbian Activists Alliance.
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If you are sick, or old, maybe donât run for Congress
We need to let younger candidates run for office

I am sure I will be called heartless after people read this column. But I have come to believe that if you are sick, or old, maybe you should not run for Congress. We now have three open Democratic seats in the House of Representatives. They are open because two members over 70, who had been diagnosed with cancer before the election, decided they had to run anyway. They won, but have since passed away early in their term. The other death was a congressperson who decided it was appropriate to run for his first term at the age of 70.
I understand what being older means, and also what a cancer diagnosis is. I am fortunate and have survived three different cancers. It is also true, anyone, at any age, can die. Just listen to Joni Ernst (R-Iowa) who told her constituents they will die anyway so why worry about her voting to cut their Medicaid. But seriously, these three men should definitely have considered not running. They should have allowed a younger man, or woman, to run for what are considered safe Democratic seats. Just recently, Speaker Johnson got his âbeautiful bill,â actually a really disgusting bill, the one the felon in the White House is asking Congress to pass, through the House by only one vote. Just think if we had three more votes against it.
Again, each of those seats is considered pretty safe for Democrats. In recent years we have seen Sen. Diane Feinstein (D-Calif.) hold onto her seat for much too long, and then there is the Republican congresswoman who was still in the House but missing votes, who they found was living in an assisted senior living center. Her son admitted she had issues with dementia. I have to mention here, itâs not only members of Congress, but those in statehouses, and even presidents, who need to know when it is time to move on.
Running while ill is not a new phenomenon. I first saw this back in 1972, when Congressman William Fitz Ryan (D-N.Y.) had his district combined with that of Congresswoman Bella S. Abzug (D-N.Y.), based on the 1970 census. Bella decided to challenge him in the primary, and he decided to run even though he had cancer, hiding how serious it was. He won the primary against her, and then died before the general election. Bella became the Democratic candidate and won the election. There were those at the time who accused her of killing him by running against him. An outrageous accusation, the facts being he should never have run. So again, this is not something new. But I believe if Democrats want to attract more young people into politics, we need to think about this. In 2018, I wrote about term limits and retirement at 80 for the Congress and the Supreme Court. I still believe that. I am not mentioning names here, as I believe it is really a very personal thing for those who run for office. How they see their life after serving, if they are running for reelection, or what they think they can accomplish at an older age if they get elected for the first time.
Some may have read the column I wrote recently chastising David Hogg for how he is handling his PAC. I donât disagree with his vision of supporting young people to run for state legislatures, and the Congress. I am all for that. My problem with David is how he is doing it.
We live in a difficult world, and the felon in the White House, his MAGA cult, and his sycophants in Congress, are only making things more difficult for everyone. My generation of Democrats has done many good things, and we have moved the country forward in many ways. Until Trump, we were moving forward on equality, and climate change, among so many other issues. We recognize we have a global economy, and that is good. But it is clear we have left many things undone, and faced a backlash, which brought us Trump and his MAGA cult.
So, today we need the younger generation, who are inheriting this world, to step up and take a role in running it. We need to be willing to step aside when itâs time. We can act as advisers and supporters for the younger generation. We can help them raise funds, and work to get them elected. We should always be available if they ask for help, but it is time we got out of their way when it comes to running for elective office.
Peter Rosenstein is a longtime LGBTQ rights and Democratic Party activist.
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Pride and protests: a weekend full of division

While many Angelenos celebrated the 55th annual L.A. Pride and mainstream news outlets like ABC7 and FOX11 news covered the celebrations, the reality for many other Angelenos involved tear gas, rubber bullets, and breaking news coverage from community outlets like CALĂ News.
If we were to take a step back into the history of Pride, we would be angered by the amount of violence and pain that led to the protests on the dawn of June 28, 1969. The Stonewall uprising took place as a result of police raids at the now-infamous Stonewall Inn on Christopher Street in New York City. That night that has gone down in history as a canon event for queer and trans life, started when police raided the Stonewall Inn and arrested multiple people. The arrests and the police brutality involved, led to an uprising that lasted a total of six days.
Marsha P. Johnson and Sylvia Rivera were credited as being the first people in that historical moment, to start the movement we now know and celebrate as Pride. They were brown, beautiful, people who transformed our notions of fear and action. Wherein, we must act in order to not live in fear. The people at the Stonewall Inn on that night in June all those years ago, and all of the queer and trans people now, have something deeply unsettling in common.
We both live in a constant state of fear and anxiety.
We live in such a major state of fear, that anxiety, depression and other mental health issues â including substance abuse disorders â tend to be particularly prevalent in the LGBTQ community. According to Mass Gen, the U.S. is facing a mental health crisis. Nearly 40 percent of the LGBTQ population in the U.S. reported experiencing mental illness last year. That figure is around 5.8 million people.
Pride began as the very type of protest that went on this past weekend over the U.S. Immigration and Customs Enforcement raids where people have now been taken into custody, reporters have been shot with rubber bullets and tear-gassed, and where union president David Huerta was taken into custody and allegedly charged with federal conspiracy charges.
Over the weekend, I celebrated Pride. I admittedly celebrated being queer, while my other communities experienced fear in the face of arrests, tear gas to the eyes and baton blows to the head.
I am a proud child of immigrants. My mother is Colombian and migrated here in the early 80’s, settled down in West L.A and built a life with children, houses and her religious community.
My father migrated here in the mid-to-late 80’s from Mexico, where he and his family were hardworking farmers. He has worked at his job without rest, for over 35 years. He raised the ranks from line worker, to general manager. He does not miss work. He follows every rule and he is never late. Both are documented, but only because of luck and the ease of getting papers back when there weren’t so many bureaucratic steps to gaining citizenship or a green card legally.
My parents and their extended family are proof of a now-distant American dream. One in which we gain status, we become homeowners, business owners, have children and send them off to college to learn things that those parents can’t even imagine.
Though they did the best they could, my parents had other challenges and barriers to their success. So I did it for them. I did it for all of us.
My road to where I am now was paved with uncertainty, food insecurity, homelessness, and many other factors that pushed and pulled me back. The analogy I can think of to accurately compare myself to, is a powerful catapult. I was pulled down with weights that added on more and more, until one day I catapulted forward into the life I now have the privilege to live. Though I still struggle in many ways, it is the first time in my life that I am not on survival mode. It’s the first time in my life that I get to exist as a queer person who can enjoy life, build a friend group, establish deep connections with people. It’s also the first time I get to enjoy Pride as someone who is single and who has spent the past 18 months healing from my Adverse Childhood Experiences (ACE’s) and from my last relationship.
It was the first time in my life as a lesbian whose been out for over a decade, that I truly planned to enjoy Pride with my groups of friends.
While I was there this weekend, my internal battle started and I felt torn between celebrating my life and my queerness, and covering the ICE raid protests happening not too far from Sunset Blvd.
What I didn’t expect, was to see so many other people at Pride, completely oblivious and completely disconnected from the history of Pride, instead glorifying corporate brands and companies that have remained silent over LGBTQ issues, while others have gone as far as rolling back their Diversity, Equity and Inclusion motions.
If Marsha P. Johnson or Sylvia Rivera were there in that moment, they would have convinced us to merge our Pride celebration with the protests. They would have rallied us all to join forces and in the spirit of Pride, we would have marched for our immigrant community members, fighting for their right to due process.
I’m not sure if I made the right decision or not, but the next 60 days will say a lot about every single one of us. We will have to learn when to act, how to react and when to find pockets of joy to celebrate in, because those moments are also acts of resistance.
The Trump administration vowed to strip away rights and has made it their mission to incite violence, fear and anxiety among all working class, BIPOC and LGBTQ people, so it is important now more than ever to unite and show up for each other, whether you’re at a Pride celebration or a protest.
Juneteenth is coming up soon and I hope to see more of us rally around our BIPOC brothers, sisters and siblings to not only fight for our rights, but to continue celebrating ourselves and each other.
In the words of Marsha P. Johnson: “There is no pride for some of us, without liberation for all of us.”
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