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Jillian’s softer side
‘Biggest Loser’ taskmaster opens up on new reality show

Jillian Michaels says her new show ‘Just Jillian,’ an eight-episode reality series that debuted on E! in mid-January, shows she’s more than a shrill fitness tyrant. (Photo by Don Flood; courtesy True PR)
Jillian Michaels is infamous for screaming at people on the treadmill, but even a fitness tyrant has days off. Her new reality show “Just Jillian” shows she’s also a mom, partner and everyday human being.
The show, which airs Tuesday at 10 p.m. on E!, follows Michaels as she attempts to juggle her personal and professional life with her partner Heidi Rhoades and their two children, Lukensia and Phoenix. Michaels takes care of her children and runs her career all while dealing with pressure from her partner to get married.
We spoke with Michaels about her softer side, why aggression is her training technique and how photography safaris could be her secret calling.
WASHINGTON BLADE: “Just Jillian” definitely puts you in a different light than we’re used to seeing on “The Biggest Loser.” Were you worried about losing your tough image?
JILLIAN MICHAELS: The interesting thing about this show is it’s just me. It’s not a cartoon character. Sometimes I’m an idiot, sometimes I’m an asshole and sometimes I’m a good friend and a good partner and good mom, just like everybody else. We all have our better moments and our worse moments. I think that’s what’s going to be really interesting for people is that I am human just like everybody else. And we’re all kind of on this journey trying to build a better life and trying to be the best partner, boss, co-worker, parent. It’s filled with comedies of errors and that’s what I think is interesting. So as much as I appreciate the platform “Biggest Loser” gave me, it was also very limiting because it doesn’t show me as who I am as a whole person. That’s kind of why I think this will reshuffle the deck so to speak.
BLADE: Did you approach it with that goal?
MICHAELS: The reason I wanted to do it was simply because, for me, it was never about building a better body. I always saw health as the platform you build a better life on top of and fitness is just one tool you utilize to help you do that, to empower you, to redefine self image. But the bigger picture has always been: how do we get empowered, how to do we get inspired, how do we get motivated, how do we get educated to build a better life overall? That’s why I wanted to do the show because I thought, you know, what I want to just open it up and be transparent and be honest and let people go on these journeys with me. And along the way hopefully you’ll laugh, hopefully you’ll cry. It’s pretty much guaranteed you’ll be entertained because we’re a cast of lunatics. I don’t think the intention was ever, “Gosh, I want people to like me more.” There are two kinds of people when it comes to me. There are the people that think I’m an idiot and just hate me and I’m this monster. And then there are the people that kind of idealize me and think I’m this great person who has my shit together and is this great inspiration. Neither one of those things are true. So I think I’ll lose some fans for sure, but I think I may gain some. At the end of the day, all I can do is be true to who I am and be proud of what we produced and see what happens.
BLADE: On the show you’re a mom, a romantic partner, a business partner, a celebrity. How do you juggle all these different people you have to be at once?
MICHAELS: I don’t. I try, but a lot of balls drop. There’s definitely an element of that in the show because I think so many of us are struggling with all those different things. And I know the answer, the answer obviously is to progress and to let go of the concept that anything could be perfect. And while I know that answer and I preach it often, I haven’t fully come to accept it in my own life. It definitely creates some turmoil along the way for me, for my loved ones. I don’t know the answer and that’s one of the things the show seeks to do. It seeks to find that answer. How do we find that balance and what does that balance look like in each of our lives? It’s a challenge and that’s what I’m hoping to figure out on the show. If we get an extra season maybe it’ll happen in season two.
BLADE: You’ve been candid about your parents’ divorce and your own weight loss journey and show the same vulnerability in the show. Do you ever get scared being so naked emotionally in the public eye?
MICHAELS: I really don’t. At the end of the day, I think transparency is critical. One of the reasons I have been so successful professionally is because the audience that I have managed to attract appreciates candor. And even if you don’t like me, you know, “Well I hate her but at least I know whatever she’s saying she really believes to be true.” You can take me at face value and I think that’s important in the world right now. There are very few people that are going to tell it to you straight, that are going to say it like they see it and are going to present an honest representation for the most part of who they are. So it is what it is. I’ve been under fire at so many different points in my life that I think at this point I’m forged in that fire. I’m pretty comfortable there.
BLADE: Were you nervous about putting your family in the public eye especially with a female partner?
MICHAELS: The only one I did have some reservations with was Heidi. I’m an executive producer on the show. I can control exactly how my kids are portrayed. I would never put them in a position where I couldn’t. As much as they’re on the show, they weren’t actually shooting the show very often. They might be on the show for five minutes, but they’re not actually shooting or working very often. It’s nice in my opinion when you see them because they really do bring that kind of levity and joie de vivre and that’s what they are in my life. They’re that magic spice in the soup. Heidi on the other hand, she’s very calm, very laid back, doesn’t like the spotlight. It’s been very funny to me to watch her adjust to all of this. But she’s doing a great job. It’s cute.
BLADE: You’re notorious for being hard on people to transform their bodies and lives. Are you just as hard on yourself?
MICHAELS: I would say I’m harder on myself because I’ve been given so many opportunities in life. There’s this great quote, “To whom much is given much is required.” In order to reconcile how unfair life is to so many people, I feel that those of us who have been given more opportunity and have been born into it like being born into America, granted to be born into a situation where education was accessible. When you’ve been given so much, you have to find a way to do something with that and have to give back and have to try to set a better example. I definitely do hold myself and those around me to a pretty high standard.
BLADE: What’s the biggest misconception about you?
MICHAELS: It’s so cliche, I hate to say this, but I do think that the people who say, “She’s this monster, she so awful,” of course that’s not true. When you look at “Biggest Loser,” it’s quite simple. It’s a life or death intervention that exists on a ticking clock. It’s a very specific kind of job that requires aggressive techniques to move people through a series of benchmarks they have to hit. It’s everything from a rock bottom moment where they feel that the way they’ve been living is more painful than the work and the fear associated with where they need to go. They need to be able to take responsibility for where they are at. And they need an achievement, they have to be successful in that gym because it’s the small achievements that gradually will allow you to redefine the way they see themselves and what they’re capable of doing. If they don’t hit those benchmarks before they leave, there is no shot in hell of them ever losing weight and being successful. So this person is 400 pounds and they may have five years to live, it’s a very dire situation. For those people who took it at face value and believe the cartoon character aspect, it’s absurd. It’s not true. I’m also not a saint either so I’m not the devil, I’m not a saint, I’m just a regular person.
BLADE: If you weren’t building your fitness empire what would you have liked to do?
MICHAELS: That’s a great question. I used to say I wish I could have been a doctor but I can’t stand the sight of blood, no way. Then I wish I could have been a rock star because I love music but I can’t sing, can’t play an instrument, can’t dance. But then recently, I’ve started to learn a little bit about the hospitality business, which would seem like why would anyone want to do that? But now that I know a little bit about it, it just seems like an amazing job. You can travel the world and meet all kinds of amazing people. I met this guy who was buying hunting lodges in Africa and turning them into photography safaris. I would love to do something like that. I’d love to be a citizen of the world. Maybe down the road.
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D.C. LGBTQ sports bar Pitchers listed for sale
Move follows months of challenges for local businesses in wake of Trump actions
A Santa Monica, Calif.-based commercial real estate company called Zacuto Group has released a 20-page online brochure announcing the sale of the D.C. LGBTQ sports bar Pitchers and its adjoining lesbian bar A League of Her Own.
The brochure does not disclose the sale price, and Pitchers owner David Perruzza told the Washington Blade he prefers to hold off on talking about his plans to sell the business at this time.
He said the sale price will be disclosed to “those who are interested.”
“Matthew Luchs and Matt Ambrose of the Zacuto Group have been selected to exclusively market for sale Pitchers D.C., located at 2317 18th Street, NW in Washington, D.C located in the vibrant and nightlife Adams Morgan neighborhood,” the sales brochure states.
“Since opening its doors in 2018, Pitchers has quickly become the largest and most prominent LGBTQ+ bar in Washington, D.C., serving as a cornerstone of D.C.’s modern queer nightlife scene,” it says, adding, “The 10,000+ SF building designed as a large-scale inclusive LGBTQ+ sports bar and social hub, offering a welcoming environment for the entire community.”
It points out that the Pitchers building, which has two years remaining on its lease and has a five-year renewal option, is a multi-level venue that features five bar areas, “indoor and outdoor seating, and multiple patios, creating a dynamic and flexible layout that supports a wide range of events and high customer volume.”
“Pitchers D.C. is also home to A League of Her Own, the only dedicated lesbian bar in Washington, D.C., further strengthening its role as a vital and inclusive community space at a time when such venues are increasingly rare nationwide,” the brochure says.
Zacuto Group sales agent Luchs, who serves as the company’s senior vice president, did not immediately respond to a phone message left by the Blade seeking further information, including the sale price.
News of Perruzza’s decision to sell Pitchers and A League of Her Own follows his Facebook postings last fall saying Pitchers, like other bars in D.C., was adversely impacted by the Trump administration’s deployment of National Guard soldiers on D.C. streets
In an Oct. 10 Facebook post, Perruzza said he was facing, “probably the worst economy I have seen in a while and everyone in D.C. is dealing with the Trump drama.” He told the Blade in a Nov. 10 interview that Pitchers continued to draw a large customer base, but patrons were not spending as much on drinks.
The Zacuto Group sales brochure says Pitchers currently provides a “rare combination of scale, multiple bars, inclusivity, and established reputation that provides a unique investment opportunity for any buyer seeking a long-term asset with a loyal and consistent customer base,” suggesting that, similar to other D.C. LGBTQ bars, business has returned to normal with less impact from the Trump related issues.
The sales brochure can be accessed here.
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Alexander Skarsgård describes ‘Pillion’ in 3 words: lube, sweat, leather
Highly anticipated film a refreshingly loving look at Dom-sub life
Whether you’ve seen him in popular HBO series like “True Blood,” “Succession,” or “Big Little Lies,” the dynamic Swedish actor Alexander Skarsgård has that smoldering gaze that immediately draws viewers in.
Following in the footsteps of his father Stellan, (who just won the Golden Globe for “Sentimental Value”) the Golden Globe, Emmy, and SAG winner Skarsgård continues to be an actor who is fearless in the roles he takes on.
That courageousness is evident in Skarsgård’s latest film, the BDSM black comedy “Pillion,”which he also executive produces. He plays Ray, the handsome, hyper-dominant leader of a gay bike gang. The film was written and directed by Harry Lighton, and is based on the 2020 novel “Box Hill,” by Adam Mars-Jones.
“This was a small film by a first time filmmaker and it wasn’t financed when I read it,” Skarsgård told journalists at a recent awards news conference. “And I felt that, if I could help in any small way of getting it financed, I wanted to, because I thought it was such an incredible screenplay and I believe in Harry Lighton so much as a filmmaker. And it felt tonally unlike anything I’d ever read. It was such an exciting, surprising read.”
Skarsgård was blown away by the quality of the unconventional script. “When I heard BDSM relationship, biker culture, I expected something very different. I didn’t expect it to have so much sweetness and tenderness and awkwardness.”
For the sex scenes and nudity with co-star, Harry Melling — who excels in his portrayal as Ray’s submissive Colin — Skarsgård talked very early on with Lighton about how he wanted to shoot those scenes, and why they were in the film.
“I often find sex scenes quite boring in movies because a lot of the tension is in the drama leading up to two people hooking up, or several people hooking up, as in our movie. But what I really enjoyed about these scenes — they are all pivotal moments in Colin’s journey and his development. It’s the first time he gets a blowjob. It’s the first time he has sex. It’s the first time he has an orgasm. And these are pivotal moments for him, so they mean a lot. And that made those scenes impactful and important.”
Skarsgård was happy that Lighton’s script didn’t have gratuitous scenes that shock for the sake of just shocking. “I really appreciated that because I find that when this subculture is portrayed, it’s often dangerous and crazy and wild and something like transgressive.”
He continued: “I really love that Harry wanted it to feel real. It can be sexy and intense, but also quite loving and sweet. And you can have an orgy in the woods, rub up against a Sunday roast with the family. And that kind of feels real.”
One of the obstacles Skarsgård had to work with was Ray’s emotionally distant personality.
“Ray is so enigmatic throughout the film and you obviously never find out anything about him, his past. He doesn’t reveal much. He doesn’t expose himself. And that was a challenge to try to make the character interesting, because that could easily feel quite flat…That was something that I thought quite a lot about in pre production…there are no big dramatic shifts in his arc.”
For the film, Lighton consulted the GMBCC, the UK’s largest LGBT+ biker club, attending their annual meetup at which 80 riders were present.
“Working with these guys was extraordinary and it brought so much texture and richness to the film to have them present,” said Skarsgård. “They were incredibly sweet and guiding with us — I can’t imagine making this movie without them. I’d go on a road trip with them anytime.”
Added Skarsgård: “To sum up ‘Pillion’ in three words: lube, sweat, and leather. I hope people will connect with Colin and his journey, and come to understand the nuance and complexity of his bond with Ray.”
This year is shaping up to be a busy one for Skarsgård. “Pillion” premieres in select cities on Feb. 6 and then moves into wide release on Feb. 20. After that for Skarsgård is a role in queer ally Charli XCX’s mockumentary, “The Moment,” which premieres at the Sundance Film Festival. HIs sci-fi comedy series, Apple TV’s “Murderbot,” which he also executive produces, will begin filming its second season. And this weekend, he hosts “Saturday Night Live.”
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MISTR’s Tristan Schukraft on evolution of HIV prevention
From ACT UP to apps, embracing stigma-free care
It was not too long ago that an HIV diagnosis was read as a death sentence. In its earlier decades, the HIV/AIDS crisis was synonymous with fear and loss, steeped in stigma. Over recent years, open conversation and science have come together to combat this stigma while proactively paving the way for life-saving treatments and preventive measures like PrEP. Now, in 2026, with discreet and modern platforms that meet people where they’re at in their lives, HIV prevention has evolved from hushed words of warning into something far more sex-positive and accessible. Game-changing services like MISTR are a testament to this shift, showing our community that healthcare doesn’t have to feel clinical or shaming to work. It can be empowering and, dare I say, celebratory.
Few people embody this evolution quite like Tristan Schukraft, founder of MISTR. With one hand in healthcare and the other high-fiving through queer nightlife, Schukraft gets that, from the bar to the bedroom and beyond, prevention happens in person and in real life. His approach has helped turn PrEP, DoxyPEP, and testing into normalized parts of our daily queer life, reaching hundreds of thousands of people across the US.
In our conversation, Schukraft shares candidly about stigma, policy, and why the future of sexual health depends on keeping it real.
BLADE: You have one hand in healthcare and the other in nightlife and queer spaces. Can you share with us how these two spheres impact and inform each other? How do they impact and inform you?
SCHUKRAFT: Honestly, for me, they’ve never been separate. Nightlife and queer spaces are where people meet, date, hook up, fall in love, and make friends. That’s real life. Being in queer spaces all the time keeps me grounded and reminds me who we’re building MISTR for.
BLADE: MISTR markets sexual health in a sex-positive, stigma-free fashion. Can you share with us how you measure the impact of this approach?
SCHUKRAFT: This year, we held the first-ever National PrEP Day. Dua Lipa performed, and Cardi B was there. After the event, Cardi B went on her Instagram live to encourage people to sign up for PrEP.
When you make sexual health stigma-free and sex positive, people talk about it. We see it in how people use the platform. When 700,000 people are willing to sign up, get tested, start PrEP, and add things like DoxyPEP, that tells us we’ve made it feel safe and normal instead of scary or awkward. And then we see it in the results. Since we expanded DoxyPEP, STI positivity among our patients dropped by half.
BLADE: How have you seen the conversation of sexual health in our LGBTQ+ community change in mainstream culture in recent years?
SCHUKRAFT: Ten years ago, nobody was casually talking about PrEP, and if they did, it likely referenced one being a Truvada whore. Now it’s part of the culture. Popstars like Troye Sivan post pictures of their daily PrEP pill on social media. Cardi B goes on Instagram Live telling people to get on PrEP.
For many sexually active gay men, taking PrEP is simply part of the gay experience. For people in more remote areas, it might not be as talked about. Particularly in rural or more conservative places, MISTR can be a life-changing option. No awkward visits to the family doctor or the local pharmacy where everybody knows your business. It’s all done discreetly online and shipped straight to your door.
BLADE: You have publicly argued that cuts to government HIV prevention funding are of high risk. Would you please elaborate for us on what those budget decisions mean on an individual level?
SCHUKRAFT: It means real people fall through the cracks. Someone doesn’t get tested. Someone waits too long to start PrEP. Someone finds out they’re HIV-positive later than they should have. Community clinics will be the hardest hit, especially those in underserved communities. The good news is that MISTR is ready to help people who might lose their access to care. All you need to do is sign up at mistr.com, and it’s totally free with or without insurance.
BLADE: From your (and MISTR’s) perspective, how do these funding cuts threaten ongoing efforts to end the HIV epidemic?
SCHUKRAFT: For the first time, we have all the tools to end HIV. If everybody who is HIV negative is taking PrEP and everyone HIV+ is virally suppressed, we can end all new HIV transmissions in the United States. We have everything we need today. All we need is to get more people on PrEP. Cutting funding risks losing that momentum. Ending HIV requires scale and consistency. Every time funding gets cut, you lose momentum, trust, and infrastructure, and rebuilding that takes years.
HIV transmissions don’t pause because budgets change.
BLADE: In our current climate of decreased federal investment, what role do you feel private healthcare and business should play in sexual health?
SCHUKRAFT: With reports that the current administration is considering cuts to HIV and prevention funding, we face a moment of reckoning. At the same time, some employers are seeking to exclude PrEP and HIV prevention from their coverage on religious freedom grounds. If these challenges succeed, and if federal funding is slashed, the consequences for public health will be devastating. But this is where the private sector must step up to fill the gap, bridge divides, and deliver results.
Businesses have the power and platform to normalize HIV prevention and drive measurable outcomes. At MISTR, we see firsthand what’s possible: since introducing DoxyPEP, STI positivity rates among our patients have been cut in half. But it’s not just about medication. It’s about messaging.
Our sex-positive, stigma-free marketing speaks directly to our community, making sexual health part of everyday life. No awkward doctor visits, no needles, no paperwork — just free online PrEP and STI testing, prescribed by real physicians and delivered to your door. That kind of impact could grow exponentially if more employers embraced this approach and made HIV prevention part of their employee wellness programs.
Employers, this is your call to action. Start by making sure your health plans cover PrEP and DoxyPEP. Partner with platforms like MISTR to give employees private, stigma-free access to care. Offer on-site testing. Talk openly about sexual health, not just during Pride, but every day of the year. This is not political — this is about protecting lives, strengthening communities, and building a healthier, more productive workforce. Because healthy employees aren’t just good for public health — they’re good for business.
When the private sector steps up, outcomes improve. And when businesses align with platforms like MISTR, scaling impact isn’t just possible — it’s happening.
BLADE: Has MISTR experienced any direct effects from these recent shifts in public health funding?
SCHUKRAFT: MISTR’s unique model is totally free for patients with or without insurance, and we don’t cost the government or taxpayers a penny. We are scaling up our efforts to reach people who might be losing their access or care.
BLADE: What would be your message to policymakers who are considering further cuts to HIV/AIDS programs?
SCHUKRAFT: During his first term, President Donald Trump committed unprecedented resources to the Ending the HIV Epidemic initiative here at home. Bipartisan support has shown what’s possible when bold leadership meets smart strategy. To policymakers: I urge you to reconsider any cuts to HIV prevention funding. This is not the time to pull back. It’s the time to push forward. Ending HIV is within reach — but only if government, private industry, and community organizations stand together.
BLADE: What is one perhaps overlooked win from last year that impacted you on a personal level?
SCHUKRAFT: Seeing our STI positivity rate drop by half after expanding DoxyPEP.
BLADE: Looking at the year ahead, what are MISTR’s most significant priorities for sexual health in 2026?
SCHUKRAFT: Expanding access, especially in the South and in communities that still get left out. Rolling out injectable PrEP. And just continuing to make sexual healthcare easier and more normal.
