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QUEERY: Deacon Maccubbin
The founder of D.C.’s Pride celebration answers 20 gay questions
It’s not unusual to see Deacon Maccubbin at Capital Pride events but it will be even easier to spot him this year. On the occasion of the 40th anniversary of the event he founded in 1975, he will serve as grand marshal of the parade Saturday along with actor Wilson Cruz.
Maccubbin, who owned the Lambda Rising bookstore that closed in 2010 says the two ventures — Pride and the shop — were heavily intertwined.
“Lambda Rising was never envisioned as a money-making enterprise. If someone had told me you could make a profit selling gay books back then, I would have laughed,” says the 72-year-old Norfolk, Va., native. “But, in fact, Lambda Rising did well enough to grow and expand, to move into larger and larger quarters and, eventually, to have stores in five states and online, as well as a major mail order component shipping LGBT books and rainbow flags around the world. Lambda Rising was never just a business. It served as a de facto community center back before D.C. had one and was a huge stimulus for the visibility of the LGBT community.”
He says the first D.C. Pride event, a one-day community block party-type event on 20th Street, N.W., looked a lot different then.
“That first Pride drew 2,000 people. By the fifth year, it was 10,000 people and had outgrown the space we had for it, so we turned it over to a non-profit which moved it to a larger space nearby. This year, attendance is expected to approach a quarter million. Yes, that blows my mind,” he says.
Maccubbin and partner Jim Bennett live in a Dupont Circle condo filled with antique art and sculpture of nude male figures. Maccubbin also collects copperplate engravings from the 17th and 18th centuries and has many rare and sometimes autographed LGBT books. He enjoys travel, music and theater in his free time.

Jim Bennett and Deacon Maccubbin (Washington Blade photo by Michael Key)
How long have you been out and who was the hardest person to tell?
I’ve been out since 1969 when I was 26. The first person I told was the hardest, but also gave the best reaction. He was a straight friend and we were close as brothers but I was feeling guilty that I hadn’t been honest with him about being gay. After many months of fretting about it, I finally screwed up my courage and told him. His reaction was instantaneous and priceless. “Is that all that’s been bothering you?” he said. “Heck, I knew that all along. I don’t give a fuck.” At that moment in time, he meant more to me that just about anyone, and if he didn’t care, then I felt free to tell the world.
Who’s your LGBT hero?
I have several, but Frank Kameny, Barbara Gittings, Bayard Rustin, Harvey Milk and Leonard Matlovich have always been at the top of my list. They were all people who were willing to take huge risks to advance equality.
What’s Washington’s best nightspot, past or present?
The Lost & Found was my favorite when it first opened. … And I loved the piano bar at Friends on P Street. These days I’m partial to Nellie’s and Town, though in truth I’ve never been much of a bar goer. I’m more likely to be found at the Kennedy Center or Wolf Trap or Strathmore.
Describe your dream wedding.
Ours! It was our Holy Union on Feb. 26, 1982 at MCC (then meeting at Congregational Church at 10th and G Streets, NW). I think it was only the second such event held in a public way in D.C. and about 350 people attended. Rev. Troy Perry and Rev. Larry Uhrig officiated and Julia & Company (featuring Julia Nixon, star of “Dreamgirls” on Broadway) performed at the reception. The Blade and the Post both covered it. But as wonderful as it was, it wasn’t any more special than our second wedding, held on the same day in February this year, when we got our actual marriage license and renewed our vows at home in front of our three closest friends.
What non-LGBT issue are you most passionate about?
Getting corporate money out of elections and ensuring the right to vote. Because success on so many other issues depends on it.
What historical outcome would you change?
The assassinations of John Kennedy, Robert Kennedy, Martin Luther King Jr. and Harvey Milk.
What’s been the most memorable pop culture moment of your lifetime?
I had the opportunity to interview Jimi Hendrix, Eric Burden & the Animals, James Brown and other music icons of the ‘60s. And I worked as a production assistant on the D.C. location set of director Michael Bay’s “Terminator 3.” But the best was having Lambda Rising used as the set for a scene in “Enemy of the State.” Will Smith used my office at the bookstore as his changing room and some of our employees got to be extras in the film. That was fun.
On what do you insist?
Full equality for all. Nothing less. And I make no apologies for it.
What was your last Facebook post or Tweet?
I rarely do either but my most recent post was to spread the good news of Ireland’s vote on marriage equality.
If your life were a book, what would the title be?
“Just Do It.” Most of the things I’m proudest of accomplishing in my life were things other people said would never work or couldn’t be done. I listened to them, considered their points, then did it anyway. … It was even true with myself — there was a time when I thought I would never find a soulmate, but then I met this handsome, loving redhead named Jim Bennett and, 37 years later, we’re still joined at the heart.
If science discovered a way to change sexual orientation, what would you do?
I’d wonder why anyone would want to change.
What do you believe in beyond the physical world?
Despite being heavily involved in the church in my early years, I believe in the scientific method, which is why I’m now an atheist. But I do believe in the spirit that lives within every individual and I believe we should honor that.
What’s your advice for LGBT movement leaders?
Keep your eyes on the big picture, the long-term goals, but never underestimate the importance of small victories as well. Strengthen ties with allies. All of us are stronger when we stand together.
What would you walk across hot coals for?
How about YOU walk across hot coals and I’ll meet you at the other side with a bucket of cold water?
What LGBT stereotype annoys you most?
That bisexuals are really gay people who can’t commit. It’s a stereotype that our own community sometimes buys into and it’s both harmful and untrue.
What’s your favorite LGBT movie?
“Milk.” Or the original “La Cage aux Folles.”
What’s the most overrated social custom?
Facebook. And Twitter is a close second. Mostly meaningless blather intermingled with spam. Why does anybody waste their time on it? Why do I?
What trophy or prize do you most covet?
I don’t covet anything, but I’m most grateful for a Pioneer Award given me by the Lambda Literary Awards some years ago, as well as the Rainbow History Project’s Community Pioneer Award.
What do you wish you’d known at 18?
How fleeting life is. How much I’d regret the things I didn’t do, the trips I didn’t take, the friends I lost touch with, the friends I lost. I learned those things in the ‘80s and have tried to make up for lost time since.
Why Washington?
I first came to Washington on a two-week vacation in 1969, fully intending to return to Norfolk. I got a $15-a-week room in a boarding house just off Dupont Circle and set out to explore the city. The juxtaposition of the buttoned-down bureaucrats, the high-powered politicians, the diplomatic staffs from around the world, the counterculturists, the hippies, the civil rights workers, the anti-war protesters — it was all so fascinating and I plunged right in. After two weeks, I called home and told them to sell everything I owned, “I’m staying in D.C.” I’ve been here ever since, mostly in Dupont Circle. I think Washington is still one of the most fascinating, most vibrant, most livable cities in the world. I don’t think I could have created Lambda Rising anywhere but in D.C.
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Memorial for groundbreaking bisexual activist set for May 2
Loraine Hutchins remembered as a ‘force of nature’
The Montgomery County Pride Center will host a celebration honoring the life and legacy of Loraine Hutchins, Ph.D., on May 2. People are invited to attend the onsite memorial or a livestream event. The on-site event will begin at 10 a.m. with a meet-and-greet mixer before moving into a memorial service around the theme “Loraine a Force of Nature!” at 11 a.m., a panel talk at 12 p.m., break out sessions for artists, academics, and activists to build on her legacy at 1 p.m. and a closing reception at 2 p.m.
Attendees are encouraged to register for the on-site memorial gathering or the livestreamed memorial. The goal of this event is also to collect stories and memories of Loraine. Attendees and others can share their stories at padlet.com.
An obituary for Hutchins was published in the Bladelast Nov. 24, where people can learn more about her activism in the bisexual community. A private service for friends and family was held in December but this memorial service is open to all.
Alongside her groundbreaking work organizing for U.S. bisexual rights and liberation including co-editing “Bi Any Other Name: BIsexual People Speak Out” (1991), she also integrated faith into her sexual education and advocacy work. Her 2001 doctoral dissertation, “Erotic Rites: A Cultural Analysis of Contemporary U.S. Sacred Sexuality Traditions and Trends,” offered a pointed queer and feminist analysis to sex-neutral and sex-positive spiritual traditions in the United States. Her thesis was also groundbreaking in exploring the intersections between sex workers and those in caregiving professionals, including spiritual ones.
In an oral history interview conducted by Michelle Mueller back in August 2023, Hutchins described herself as a “priestess without a congregation.” While she has occasionally had a sense of community and feels part of a group of loving people, she admitted that “I don’t feel like we have the shape or the purpose that we need.”
“I’ve often experienced being the Cassandra in the room, the Cassandra in the community. Somebody who’s kind of way out there ahead, thinking through the strategic action points that my community hasn’t gotten to yet, and getting a lot of resistance and hostile responses from people who are frightened by dissent and conflict and not ready for the changes we have to make to survive,” she said.
“For somebody who’s bisexual in an out political way and who’s been a spokesperson for the polyamory movement in an out political way, it’s very exposing. And it’s very important to me to be able to try to explain and help other people understand the connection between spirituality and sexuality,” she explained citing how even as a graduate student she was “exploring how to feel erotic and spiritual, and not feel them in conflict with each other in my own spiritual contemplative life and my own sensual body awareness of being alive in the world.”
“Every religion has a sense of sacred sexuality. It’s just they put a lot of boundaries and regulations on it, and if we have a spiritual practice that is totally affirming of women’s priesthood and of gay people, queer people’s ability to minister to everyone and to be ministered to be everyone, what does that do to the gender of God, or our understanding of how we practice our spirituality and our sexuality in community and privately?”
“There’s no easy answer,” she concludes, and she continued to grapple with these questions throughout her life, co-editing another seminal text, “Sexuality, Religion and the Sacred: Bisexual, Pansexual, and Polysexual Perspectives,” published in 2012. Her work blending spiritual and queer liberation remains groundbreaking to this day.
Rev. Eric Eldritch, a local community organizer and ordained Pagan minister with Circle Sanctuary who has worked for decades with the DC Center’s Center Faith to organize the Pride Interfaith Service, is eager to highlight this element of her legacy at the memorial service next month.
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Queery: Meet artist, performer John Levengood
Modern creative talks nightlife, coming out, and his personal queer heroes
John Levengood (he/him) describes himself as a modern creative with a wide‑ranging toolkit. He blends music, technology, civic duty, and a sharp sense of wit into a cohesive artistic identity. Known primarily as a recording artist and performer, he’s also a self‑taught music producer and software engineer who embodies a generation of creators who build their own lanes rather than wait for one to appear.
Levengood, 32, who is single and identifies as gay and queer, is best known as a recording artist who has performed at Pride festivals across the country, including the main stages of World Pride DC, Central Arkansas Pride, and Charlotte Pride.
“Locally in the DMV, I’m known for turning heads at nightlife venues with my eye-catching sense of style. When I go out, I don’t try to blend in. I hope I inspire people to be themselves and have the courage to stand out,” he says.
He’s also known for hosting karaoke at Freddie’s Beach Bar in Arlington, Va., on Thursday nights. “I like to create a space where people feel comfortable expressing themselves, building community, and showcasing their talents.”
He also creates social media content from my performances and do interviews at LGBTQ+ bars and theatres in the DMV. Follow the Arlington resident @johnlevengood.
How long have you been out and who was the hardest person to tell?
I have been fully out of the closet since 2019. My parents were the hardest people to tell because my family has always been my rock and at the time I couldn’t imagine a world without them. Their reactions were extremely positive and supportive so I had nothing to fear all along.
I remember sitting on the couch with my mom, dad, and sister in our hotel room in New Orleans during our winter vacation and being so nervous to tell them. After I finally mustered up the nerve and made the proclamation, I realized my dad had already fallen asleep on the couch. My mom promised to tell him when he woke up.
Who’s your LGBTQ hero?
My LGBTQ heroes are Harvey Milk for paving the way for gays in politics and Elton John for being a pioneer for the fabulous and authentic. My local heroes in the DMV are Howard Hicks, manager of Green Lantern, and Tony Rivenbark, manager of Freddie’s Beach Bar. Both of them are essential to creating spaces where I’ve felt welcome and safe since moving to the DMV.
What’s Washington’s best nightspot, past or present?
Trade tops the list for me because of the dance floor and outdoor space. It’s so nice to get a break from the music every once and a while to be able to have a conversation.
We live in challenging times. How do you cope?
I’m still figuring this out. What is working right now is writing music and spending time with family and friends. I’ve also been spending less time on social media going to the gym at least three times a week.
What streaming show are you binging?
After “Traitors” Season 4 ended, I was in a bit of a show hole, but “Stumble” has me in a laughing loop right now. The writing is so witty.
What do you wish you’d known at 18?
At 18, I wish I would have known how liberating it is to come out of the closet. It would have been nice to know some winning lottery numbers as well.
What are your friends messaging about in your most recent group chat?
We are planning our next trip to New York City. If you can believe it, I visited NYC for the first time in 2025 for Pride and I’ve been back every quarter since. Growing up in the country, I was subconsciously primed to be scared of the city. But my mind has been blown. I can’t wait to go back.
Why Washington?
It’s the closest metropolitan area to my family, but not too close. I love the museums, the diversity, the history, and the proximity to the beach and mountains. It’s also nice to live in a city with public transportation.
Aging RFK Stadium has come down, but the RFK grounds are still getting lit up. Welcome back to the stage Project GLOW, D.C.’s homegrown electronic festival, on May 30-31. Back for its fifth year on these musically inclined acres, Project GLOW returns with an even more diverse lineup, and one that continues to celebrate LGBTQ antecedents, attendees, and acts.
Project GLOW 2026 headliners include house and techno star Mau P, progressive house legend Eric Prydz, hard-techno favorite Sara Landry, and bass acts Excision b2b Sullivan King, among the lineup of trance, bass, house, techno, dubstep, and others for the fifth anniversary year.
President & CEO Pete Kalamoutsos — born and raised in D.C. — founded Club GLOW in 1999. In 2020, GLOW entered into a partnership with global entertainment company Insomniac Events to produce live events like Project GLOW, which kicked off in 2022.
As in past years, Project GLOW not only makes space, but is intentionally inclusive of the LGBTQ community, one of its most dedicated fan bases. The festival’s LGBTQ-focused Secret Garden stage blooms again — a more intimate dance area that stands on the strength of DJs and musicians who draw from the LGBTQ community. D.C.’s LGBTQ nightlife mastermind Ed Bailey is the creative mind behind Secret Garden again. He joined Project GLOW in 2023.
“Kalamoustos says that “he’s proud of his partnership with Ed Bailey, along with Capital Pride and [nightlife producer] Jake Resnikow. It’s amazing to collaborate with Bailey at the Secret Garden stage, especially after the curated lineup we worked on at Pride last year.”
The Secret Garden will be a bit different from other stages: Eternal (“At the Eternal stage, time stands still. Lose yourself in the dance of past, present, and future, surrendering to the eternal rhythm of the universe”) and Pulse (“Feel the rhythm of the beat pulse through your veins as the heartbeat of the crowd synchronizes into one. Here, every moment vibrates with life as it guides you through a new dimension of euphoria”). The Secret Garden stage is in the round, surrounded by 16 shipping containers. The containers play canvas to muralists from around the world, who are coming in to paint them in a vibrant garden-style vibe. “We gave this stage some extra love with this layout,” K says, “ we finally cracked the code.”
K says that this will be the biggest lineup yet for the Secret Garden, featuring Nicole Moudaber b2b Chasewest, Riordan b2b Bullet Tooth, Ranger Trucco, Cassian, Eli & Fur, Cosmic Gate and Hayla. The stage is also the largest yet, featuring an expanded dance floor and 360-degree viewing.
Across all stages, K says that his goal for the fifth anniversary is “More art and fan interactive experience, more like a festival, strive to be like a Tomorrowland, as budget grows to add more experience.” Last year’s Project GLOW alone drew 40,000 attendees over two days.
K, however, was not satisfied with one festival this spring. GLOW recently announced a “pop-up” one-day event. Teaming up with Black Book Records, GLOW is set to throw a first-of-its-kind dance-music takeover of Pennsylvania Avenue, N.W., headlined by electronic music star Chris Lake. Set for April 18, this euphoric block party will feature bass and vibes blocks from the White House. Organizers expect as many as 10,000 fans to attend. Beyond music, there will be food, activations, and plenty of other activities taking place around 6th St and Pennsylvania Ave NW – a location familiar to many in the LGBTQ community, as this sits squarely inside the blocks of the Capital Pride party that takes place in DC every June.
Over the past two decades, Club GLOW has produced thousands of events, from club nights to large-scale festivals including Project GLOW, Moonrise Festival, and more. Club GLOW also operates Echostage.

